Chapter 8
A model takes a part in a FF bondage wrestling shoot
Sharon stood there beside me. I glanced up slightly at her and could see she was watching me closely.
"You are sweet, MJ. Aren't you?" She stroked as shoulder, caressed my back and then patted my buttocks affectionately. All the while saying things like, "Sweet, sweet girl. Good Girl! Such a lovely woman..."
It was as if she were talking to a horse or a pet somehow. It was kind of relaxing, but insulting at the same time.
I jerked on the ropes around my wrists and shifted my feet in annoyance when I realized I was relaxing into the treatment and caught on to how humiliating it was.
"Shhh. Shhh!" Sharon said and rubbed the back of my neck. My frustration vented I stood still for it. It felt nice.
"You know you are a wonderful girl... aren't you, MJ." She kept talking a caressing. She would move her hands to my shoulders and back to my neck and the sooth the hair across my skull. "That's my girl, MJ. So sweet... So gentle...."
I just stood there with my eyes on the ground and relaxed a bit.
"MJ is a nice girl." She patted my buttocks again gently and caressed them.
I stood there and took it. I even enjoyed it a bit.
"MJ is a good girl... Good girl. She is a nice girl. Sharon loves MJ." She was rubbing my back.
It was really calming in its way. I relaxed even more.
"That's a girl. That's my girl. Shh! Shh! Shh!" She stroked my forehead.
I kind of pushed my head into her hand again and closed my eyes.
"Oh, MJ." Sharon was whispering now. "You are so cute. So beautiful..." She stroked my ass again with feather fingers. "I just want you know how beautiful..." She caressed my shoulders. "I just wish other people could see you as I see you..."
I was actually kind of flattered.
"Let's show them, darling." Sharon said. "Let's let them see what I see when I look at you."
I stood there uncertain. What did Sharon mean? Show them how. Then I understood. I saw her right-hand reach in from the side and take hold of that damned belt that hung around my neck.
"C'mon, MJ" Sharon said quietly. "Come along sweet thing." Then she tugged on that leash. I got it. I was an animal. Her animal. I hesitated for a moment. I was torn. The actress in me wanted to go along. The real person in me resisted.
"It's OK." Sharon whispered loudly. "Be calm. It's OK. Follow Sharon now." She tugged on the leash and my inertia made me strain back a moment, but then, unbidden, that damned thought entered my head again. The image I'd had of her leading me around on a leash that I had ridden over the edge into orgasm. It lanced through me to my clit with twitched all over again and suddenly I relaxed and stepped forward.
Sharon grinned at me and led me several steps. Then she turned and walked back leading me my that leash.
I kept my mouth shut, but I whimpered into my closed lips. I might as well have been gagged still.
"That's it, MJ. Good Girl." She kept up as I followed her more and more easily and she tugged gently on the belt end which did tighten it around my neck, but her touch stayed light and it motivated me rather than really choked me. She walked round in circles, presumably to the edges of the camera pickup. "That's a girl. Well done." She caressed me with her voice. I just kind of stumbled along, following her, occasionally falling behind a bit so that the belt would tighten a bit more and pull my neck along. I would speed up because the feeling would make me uncomfortable. Now and then I would wobble my duct taped hands around in little circles or tug on my wrists tied to my hips...but basically, I just followed her.
The movements on my part were just to verify that I was in her thrall just as I was in the camera's vision of her leading me around. For what was happening kept flashing into my brain as the image of her doing the same thing outside where other people might see me. Housewives startled as they looked out their kitchen windows to see me, naked, helpless and tugged along a sidewalk by a powerful Sharon.
Look, I would like to deny that it was humiliating to just do what she wanted... it was. But if nothing else this shoot was getting me in touch with a side of myself, I had never known I had. I would like to lie here. Say it did not turn me on. My clit knew what the truth was though. It was hard all over again. The damned crotch ropes were still there. As I moved the slick nylon rope would roll across the smooth expanse of my lips below and oddly, if I jerked up on the ropes on either hip at the same time, it would pull the ropes harder which would press onto my hard clit. It was making me horny being led around by this naked woman!
I wanted to shout.
Rage against this treatment.
Instead, this dark fantasy side of me held me in thrall. I just followed her and stayed in my own head space. I started pulling up on my crotch rig rhythmically and I realized that the implacable eye of the lens was picking it all up.
I got away with it for a few minutes, because Sharon appeared to have fair tolerance for leading a naked bound woman behind her and wasn't always looking at me.