PART 1- Life of the Party
I saw her across the room. She stood out somehow, from the rest of the crowd, a spotlight adorning her.
I watched her delicately place a cigarette between her strawberry pink lips, licking her mouth, while trying to light up her fag. She coughed, not ready for the burn she felt in her lungs. She let out a cloud of smoke, and chuckled at something her friend whispered in her ear. Her eyes twinkled, as she let her lips touch her salt-rimmed glass. She slurped her drink and swallowed her olive. As I curiously studied her face, I could not help but let my eyes drift to her body. I was gawking at her impeccable figure. Her hair was done up in a loose, messy bun, with a few strands pulled out, which she kept awkwardly tucking behind her ears. Her silver earrings dangled every time she spoke, like little windchimes on a breezy day. Her legs looked never ending in her tight miniskirt. Leather. Black. The thought of her in black latex, cut out at the right places, made me shudder. I closed my eyes, trying to get the image out of my head.
'What are you doing?', I asked myself.
The moment I opened my eyes, I saw her, staring at me, with her honey brown eyes, pupils dilated. I relished under her gaze, squirming, my heart racing. I can usually figure out my next move by this time, but this girl had got me feeling helpless. Her eyes were fixed, intently. I looked back with the same intensity, my eyes yearning for more. But she didn't shy away. She didn't even blink, once.
'Stubborn. Much more fun, ' I chuckled softly to myself.
She was not smiling, but her lips were twitched into a seductive grin. Her eyes locked and I mentally undressed her. I let my imagination pull down her bra top, revealing her nipples which were struggling to thrust out of her skimpy top. No bra. Just the way I like it. She looked away suddenly, distracted by someone else, but the picture of her nipple piercings teasing me lingered for a while.
'Get busy, distract yourself',I thought. I picked up a beer and joined Lily.
'Look who decided to talk, finally', Lily screamed, a little too loud.
I just smiled coyly. Lily was clearly drunk. It has been her pattern now, ever since high school. Get drunk, puke, sleep with someone, regret it, and take a walk of shame back home. I just wish she could do this with a little less self loathing and more confidence. And Ofcourse, with fewer dorky fuckboys who never gave her what she really deserved.
As I looked around the room,I wondered who would she bed tonight. I suddenly became conscious of how loud the music was. My heart started thumping, feeling the bass, pumping more blood and adrenaline. I finished my bottle and decided to get something stronger to soothe my nerves. As I excused myself from Lily and others, I saw her again, dancing this time.
Fuck, she could move. Move like she was made to dance. For me. Only me.
I could see her throwing it back, aware of all the male eyes fixed at her perfect ass. She dropped low and pushed her butt in the air as she got up, slowly, seductively, balancing herself on her six inch heels. She was grinding on some man next, who evidently seemed to be enjoying her tease way too much. If only she were mine, I would have shown her what she would have deserved for behaving this way, teasing and enticing someone else.
No. Once she is mine, she is all mine. I'll tattoo my name across that ass, let her know who owned her.
The thought of her naked body, chained and tied, wriggling in my bed made me want to punch through a wall.
I wanted to look away, but I couldn't. I wanted to see more. I wanted that for myself. All of her. I picked my drink and reluctantly made my way out of the room. As I walked towards my friends, I felt a tap on my shoulder.
I turned around.
'Hey', a soft voice whispered.
'Hi', I said, taken back to see her. There she standing, in front of me. It really was her. She was hauntingly close to my face. She smelled of cigarettes and cologne, too strong for my taste. But I could always teach her, how to dress for me. She would look beautiful in the clothes I'd buy for her.
And she would take them off whenever I wanted to fuck her raw.
For a second I didn't comprehend a word she said. I was lost in thoughts which would have scared her away.
'I'm sorry, could you say that one more time. The music's too loud', I signalled using my hands.
She said, ' I just wanted to say hi. I'm Beck. Can we talk?'
'Yeah sure, what's up? I'm Kris by the way. Are you enjoying yourself?'
'Yeah I guess', she smiled, biting her lower lip.
I wanted to smear her lipstick across her pretty face. And then Grab her face and squeeze her cheeks.
'You really got some moves. I saw you out there, and wow', I said.
She smiled nervously, as if she didn't already know how sexy she was.
She grabbed my hand and said,
'Do you want to talk somewhere quieter?'
God fucking bless. I knew exactly what that meant. I couldn't believe my lucky stars.
'Sure, let me grab my things', I said, hiding my desperation carefully.
'Yeah all right'
I made my way towards my friends, bid them farewell, grabbed my keys and jogged towards her.
'You're really pretty, too, you know that?', she said.
'Yes honey, I know', I thought to myself.
I am not narcissistic, just self aware of what effect I have on people around me.
'However, I just politely thanked her for her compliment. I don't have to let the whole world know I can cum to my own photos.
I grabbed her hands and led her out of party.
As we walked towards my car, parked just a few stops away, she turned and put her hands on her hips, poised sexily on one leg.
'Can I drive?', she begged, pouting her lips. Damn her, I thought. I wanted her to beg for mercy while she craved for more. Images of her pale skin reddening with every smack across her body flashed before my eyes.
I collected myself, yet again and said,
'Here you go', I threw the keys at her.
Excitedly, she got into the car and she kicked the car alive. She drove.
'Where are we going', expecting her to murmur the answer I'm used to receiving.
'It's a surprise', she said.
Okay, I was not expecting that. I wanted to tell her to stop beating around the bush, but I controlled myself.
'Okay', I said, clenching my teeth.
'Lengths we go for things we want', I thought to myself.
She turned on the radio, singing in her loudest, boldest voice.
'Sing with me, Kris' she yelled as she rolled down the roof of my convertible.