It was over two years ago that we tried some bondage and light pain. It was some of the best sex I ever had and yet we never got around to trying it again. Life got in the way I guess. Quite literally.
If there was something I was apprehensive about when it came to having our first baby together, it was how it was going to change my body. I have never been too self conscious about how I look but suddenly every stretch mark, every bit of pigmentation started bothering me; not to mention the fact that I started looking like I had swallowed another human being.
The one saving grace in this had been my huge porn star boobs. I was mighty pleased at all the sexy video calls we had where you kept staring at my boobs. But the moment baby was born and the milk started getting drained every day, gravity showed its powers. At least when I had tiny boob's they were perky. Now they sag like anything after every time I pump. This, coupled with the stitches for my vaginal tearing and the first weeks of baby blues was terrible for my self confidence.
That is when you stepped in with your loving words. Not one day passed when you did not caress me, kiss me, hold my hand through the painful first weeks when the stitches were healing. By the time you went back to work leaving me and baby in my mom's care, you had instilled enough confidence in me to last me a lifetime. I was waiting for the stitches to heal so I could come back home and we could go back to out regular sex life.
And then Covid19 happened.
Everything changed. We got stuck in different cities when the lockdown was announced and life as we knew it changed. Three entire months of no physical contact. There is only so much you can do on a video call. As the days passed I started getting more and more desperate for attention. There were days when we missed each other's calls or just got busy; me with the baby and you with our pets back home, and my sexual frustration was at its peak. I had taken to touching myself at least once a day. Right when it was I thought I could no longer stand it, the relaxation on lock down was announced and you took the first train out to see us.
You kept telling me about how excited you were to see the baby again but I had some other kind of excitement in store as well.
The day you arrive, the first thing you do (quite sensibly I must say) is take a long, thorough shower before playing with and feeding the baby. As you are putting her down to sleep I nuzzle your neck breathing in the smell of your aftershave. I never knew I would miss something as trivial as that. I lean on to you as we gaze at the baby's adorable little sleepy smile.
"How did two goofballs like us create something so adorable?" you laugh.
"I will show you how," I say with a naughty glint in my eyes.
"I can see the wheels turning in that little head of yours," you smile at me while letting your hand wander over my neck and the back of my ear. I sigh deeply and stand up.
"What?" you ask as you try to pull me towards you.
"You remember that day over two years ago when we tried that bondage play?" I ask as I stand my ground .
"Yes... " you say trying to be nonchalant about it; but the tent in your track pants gives you away. I gently touch you through the pants and squeeze just a bit.
You close your eyes and your head rolls back as you sigh, "Oh... I have missed that touch!"
"You've gotta work for it," I laugh. "It's my turn this time, remember? " I say as I run off into the other room. You rush in after me and are shocked to see that in the split second I have dropped my robe and am standing in a pair of sensible black panties and a black bra that being the pre-pregnancy size is struggling to hold my boobs in.