I woke up that morning feeling a sense of great relief and satisfaction. As I stretched under the sheets, I could sense Bobby's presence. I'd insisted he sleep under the bed that night, after our little session, our meeting of the minds, took place. I used his own belt, which made it all the more satisfying. Jesus, I really laid into him, both with the belt and the pure venom and fury in my voice.
By then, I had pretty much reached my breaking point. Once again, in the company of friends, he had made belittling remarks about me. Here is how it transpired.
We were out with Lacey and Craig, talking after dinner. Bobby was slightly drunk. He leaned close to me and whispered
"Hey, how about one of your sweet blowjobs when we get home?"
The others couldn't hear what was said, but still, I was embarrassed. I glared at him.
"You know," he went on, turning to the others "Gretchen here has taken up flower arranging. Got a book on it and everything."
"Sounds like fun, Gretch." Lacey said casting a sideways glance of reproach at Bobby.
"It really is." I enthused. "There's a lot to be considered. Color, shape, the size and color of the vase, where the arrangement will be placed. The book teaches Japanese arrangement - Ikebana, it's called."
Bobby, knocking back the remainder of his double cognac, had to weigh in, of course.
"She was practically breaking a sweat trying to get an iris to stand up straight. Didn't look like fun to me. And the goddam book - eighty flipping dollars!"
By that time, all of us, minus blabbing Bobby, were feeling uncomfortable.
Craig looked at his watch and I silently thanked him for it.
"Well, we gotta hit the road." He said, looking toward Lacey who gave a vigorous nod. "I've got papers to grade tomorrow morning before I head in."
Lacey gave him a playful elbow. "That's what you get for procrastinating."
"Bet you can't spell that." Craig shot back as he reached for his wallet.
We were silent on the drive home. I was furious and afraid of what I might say. I wasn't in the mood for a fight.
Bobby's eyes were drooping as he slumped in the passenger seat.
"What's the matter ice queen?" He said in a decidedly surly tone. That did it for me. There was going to be a fight, no question, and I was ready to stand my ground.
"We'll talk when we get home." I said.
"Talk, talk, talk. The same old whining about me not respecting you. You ought to lighten up a bit, you know."
But there wouldn't be any whining this time.
I walked up the pathway to the front door with a purpose. There were practically sparks coming off the heels of my shoes.
Bobby stood dumbfounded in the driveway. "What's the fucking hurry, darling? Geeze."
I went in and closed the door behind me. In a minute, Bobby ambled in.
I was in the kitchen making tea. He came up behind me and started humping me through my dress.
"C'mon, baby. Let's be friends." He said in his inimitable and laughable "seductive" voice.
I turned, looked him in the eye, and gave him a shove that sent him into the kitchen table.
"Jesus, Gretchen! Have you lost your mind?" He blurted as he set the chair back onto its feet.
"Actually, no." I said in an even tone, though inside my blood was boiling.
"Just the opposite, in fact." I said as I went back to preparing my tea.
"And what's that supposed to mean?"
"I'll tell you what it means. It means I'm not going to put up with your boorish and demeaning comments about me, what I do, any of it. That's pretty much it in a nutshell."
He was next to me again and started stroking my butt.
It was the first time I'd ever slapped anyone, and it took me by surprise. But, boy! It wouldn't have surprised me if the neighbors heard the sound of it. Crack! I took a step back and watched the look on Bobby's face. The imprint of my hand was beginning to blossom on his cheek.
"You stinking cunt!" Bobby began. I think he might have had more to say, but the next slap interrupted him.
"You use that name on me again, and I will make you very sorry, Bobby." I said, and could see bewilderment and shock in his blood-shot eyes.
I began to feel an energy in my veins and a determination in my mind. Bobby continued to stand there with a look that rendered perplexity and stupidity into a rare and, to me, more and more amusing form.
He brought his hand up to his face and muttered something. I, however, wasn't done with him.
"Do you understand what I just said?" I seethed. Impulsively I picked a pot up from the stove and hurled it against the wall. It clattered and rolled along on the floor.
"Pick that up." I ordered.
"Shit, Gretch..." Bobby began, but when I raised my hand again, he complied. As he leaned down to pick it up, I brought my foot up with force into his ass. I walked around him, my hips swaying as he groaned. Suddenly I was yelling.
"If you EVER say one single fucking derogatory thing about me in public, in private, anytime, anywhere, YOU, you piece of shit, are going to get an asswhipping you'll never forget!"
I was trembling all over, but inside everything felt so true.
I could see, too, that a veil was lifting from Bobby's eyes, and he could see the new me, transformed.
I've always known, somehow, that Bobby is a close-minded blowhard. But over the years, I'd just permitted myself to be subjugated to his reckless and overbearing ways. It astounded me, standing there shaking with fury, that that had happened!
So, just what was under his noisy facade, I mused. Well, I had my suspicions!
For one thing, I knew the power I held over him in the bedroom. Sure, I gave him really good blowjobs. I'd have him moaning like some rabid animal. And when I would place my knees on either side of his face and bring my pussy front and center, grazing my pubic hair against his nose, he became one large mass of putty, and I could see the fragile, dependent child in his eyes.
