Sitting next to Sylvie at the booth, I slipped my hand underneath her skirt. She bit her lip, sighed, and looked away guiltily as I felt the slickness on her thighs tell me everything I needed to know in that moment. I slipped the index finger of my other hand in the loop of her collar, pulled her close to give her a kiss on the lips, and said "go on".
She sighed again, and looked briefly into my eyes before looking downwards. The man across from us, David, smiled at me and stood up. He walked around the table, took Sylvie's hand, and pulled her up. As he led her out of the bar, Sylvie looked back at me with that same hesitant, nervous, guilty, look; I smiled at her and mouthed "I love you" as she stepped out of sight.
I finished my drink, and went home to a nice, restful evening of solitude and relaxation. I already knew Sylvie would be too nervous and reluctant to report in overnight, and I'd made it clear she was under no obligation and to focus on herself first. We already arranged that, if things went well, I would pick up Sylvie at nine the next morning; enough time for some morning fun, cleaning up, and some breakfast. But until then, Sylvie was David's little slut to do with as he pleased.
Sylvie and I have been dating for nearly a year. She isn't my usual type -- petite but with healthy weight, she'd likely be considered chubby if she didn't carry it well. She has fair, delicate skin with freckles that extend down her chest and back; a round face with large eyes and plump lips that gives her the appearance of someone still in their mid-twenties; and she keeps her strawberry blonde hair in a pixie cut that doesn't seem like it would suit her face well, but somehow does anyway. She's no model, or film or television star, but she's pretty in the "cute" way.
We matched on a dating app, hit it off over coffee, and the rest is history...but for one little hitch. Sylvie is submissive which suits our relationship, but she's also into rough, degrading, sex and that's just not my style. We tried once or twice, but it didn't work for either of us. Sylvie assured me our sex life was perfectly fulfilling otherwise, but I could tell she missed the feeling of being held down, spanked, face fucked, and pounded hard as she cried out and squirmed in pleasure under the weight of a large, strong man.
I knew she was willing to give it up for our sake, not that I had asked, but I wasn't interested in constraining her or denying her desires. I was secure in our relationship, and always had fantasies about sharing a partner sexually. So, about two months ago, I sat her down to have a talk about it.
Sylvie was aware of non-monogamy, it's hard not to be nowadays, and supportive of it -- she had several friends and coworkers who were non-monogamous and perfectly happy. But, she'd never considered that lifestyle for herself; she had threesomes during her experimental college years and plenty of simultaneous casual relationships, but that's as far as it ever went. Let alone lifestyles like swinging, partner-swapping, hotwifing, or sub-sharing.
I told her how I felt -- the life we were building for ourselves was already great and our sex life was good, but I knew she missed that particular type of sex and didn't want her feeling in any way unfulfilled. I was already interested in partner-sharing, and I felt it might be good for our sex life to try sharing her with other men. It was a shock for her to hear that, and I could tell she was a combination of hurt, embarrassed and guilty, and slightly angry.
I made sure she knew I was asking from a place of love and security, and that I wouldn't press the issue. It was her decision to make on her own time and in her own way, and I would love and support her regardless. Things between us were a bit chill for about a week and things went back to normal, and life went on. A month had passed, and I'd almost forgotten the conversation by the time she answered.
It was my turn to be shocked. She explained to me that after her initial shock wore off, she realized she liked the idea but needed to know more. She talked to her non-monogamous friends, done lots of research online about how partner-sharing worked, and reached out to speak with women and couples online about their own dynamics. What she needed was to know how it would look for us, and fit into our lives.
She said she would try it, but only under certain conditions. First, it had to be in a dominance-and-submission context; she wasn't interested in vanilla stag/vixen or hotwifing, it had to be her as submissive, being lent to dominant men for their use. Second, I had to be involved and stay involved; I would meet and vet her partners, I would do the negotiation, and I would have "veto powers" on anything and everything that might happen. Third, it would be physical and sexual only; she would not be romantic with other men, and if she developed feelings, she (or I) would end it.
I'll admit, I would have preferred a little more proactivity and assertiveness on her part about partner selection, but that was a good start. I agreed, and she re-opened her dating app profile, editing it to reflect her new circumstances. We had some fun updating her profile pictures to something more appropriate -- read, slutty but in a suitable-for-work way -- and I waited while she did her work.
Sylvie kept me updated on her searches and chats, and it was tough for her. The sleazy, crass behavior usual to dating apps aside, most men either didn't understand her circumstances, wanted more, or thought they could secretly somehow steal her away. Finally after two weeks, she found David. David was a bull, who was partnered and ethically non-monogamous; he already understood our dynamic and preconditions, and was a complete gentleman.
It took Sylvie about a week after finding David, to warm up. They exchanged messages about various topics, and she kept me up to date about what they were talking about and how she felt. She gave me David's contact information, and I talked to him directly about Sylvie's interests, turn-ons, hang-ups and limits; he knew this was new to her and it would take time to build her comfort level, and even I was impressed by his patience and accommodation.
Once she'd warmed up, they started sending racier texts which quickly escalated to outright sexting. David sent her nudes, and she was very impressed by his physique and size; it turned her on to admit it, and she wanted me to send him sexy pictures in response as my doing it played into her fantasy. I told her to put on some lingerie and makeup, and took the pictures while she stripped and did sexy poses, culminating in full nudes of her bent over and on her back, legs open, spreading her delicate pussy lips with her fingers.