Pulling into Susan and Robert's driveway at exactly 6:59 PM I was nervous and anxious at the same time. This would be my first time serving a couple. It all started two weeks ago when I saw their posting on a BDSM message board, "Dominant Female and submissive male looking for male submissive to be our fuck toy" was the heading. That certainly was an attention getter. I have known I'm submissive for several years and longed to serve a Mistress, but those are hard to come by.
Most Domme's online are scammers looking for your money or men pretending to be women, and the few that are real are either not interested in me, are too far away, or both. I have many fetishes and fantasies, but the common thread is I get excited by the idea of being used and controlled. Being dominated turns me on. It is just who I am.
I had considered going to a professional Dominatrix. There are a few anywhere from 30 minutes to 2 hour drive from where I live. They have professionally done websites, fully equipped dungeons and are very sexy. I am not opposed to going to a pro Domme, but I worry it will lack the emotional connection and it will certainly lack the sexual aspect. So I have not pursued making an appointment with a pro that may allow me to be her client.
I am not bi-sexual and have no interest in men, but being controlled and "forced" into bi-sexual acts is of form of service and a way for a woman to control me. So I started expanding my search for a Dominatrix to include one that might be part of a couple. That search was being about as successful as my previous attempts. Many postings were for a couple looking for a bull to help the woman cuckold her husband. They wanted someone with a huge dick and that has a dominate side. I have neither of those qualities. Then I came across Susan and Roberts post.
Their post on the site was simple, honest and straightforward. Susan - 49 years old, dark red hair, 5' 4" tall, 160 lbs. DD breasts and always in control. Robert - 58 years old, gray hair, 6' 3" tall, 180 lbs. and always submissive to Susan. Looking for a local submissive male who is 20 to 60 years old and willing to serve them as a couple. They did not give specific interests or what was required in a response to their posting. Since they had a wide age range and not a lot of specifics, I figured they might respond if I sent them a message and at least get a conversation going.
I sent them a simple message with my basic information. 24 year old single submissive male. I told them the city I lived in and provided my email address. I told them I wouldn't waste more of their time with my interests and fetishes, but would happily provide any information they wanted. To my surprise they emailed me the next day. They listed their interests as bondage, CBT, role-play, strap-on play, body worship, spanking, humiliation, forced bi, and orgasm control among other things. They made it very clear that Susan would be in charge at all times, and that I would be serving them both however she desired. They asked for my limits and a more detailed description of myself including details about my cock and my past experience as a submissive.
I anxiously replied that I was 6' tall, short brown hair, 180 lbs. athletic build but nothing special. I explained I had a 5" cock and that I've never served a true Domme. I had role played with girlfriends hoping to get them to dominate me, but none ever truly took control. I had been tied up, given mild CBT, followed orders given to me, performed body worship and that I've had toys used on me including a small butt plug. One girlfriend was willing to strap-on fuck my ass, but we broke up before getting to that experience.
I listed out my limits without trying to sound demanding. They liked my honesty, that I was younger than them so they could teach me, that I was about 30 minute drive away and that I was open to trying to serving them as a couple. They explained that they had been married for over 20 years, never had kids, and that this was a lifestyle for them. On the outside to friends and neighbors they were a happily married normal couple. Once alone he was totally subservient to her at all times. From sexually to house work she controlled him in every way, and they were still happily married couple in this D/s lifestyle.
We exchanged emails daily for the first week and a half. They both seemed very nice and I could see how no one would ever realize their kinky lifestyle they enjoyed in private. Susan seemed especially friendly and actually very sweet and kind. I had trouble imagining her dominating someone. They wanted to know my experience with men.
I explained that one girlfriend had fantasies of being with two men at once. She had commanded me to give a hand job to a man in the back of an adult book store while she watched. I stroked him off while they kissed until he came all over the floor and we all quickly left. That was the only experience I had. The girlfriend left me for the bookstore guy a few days later so it never got to be a threesome. I was sure this would be the end with Susan and Robert, but they were ok with my inexperience in that area and looked forward to "breaking me in" as Susan put it.
They asked if I thought I would really be able to go through with being "forced" into a bisexual encounter with Robert. I replied that a sexy dominant woman is hard for me to resist, but until I actually do it, I cannot say for sure what I will do. They appreciated my honest answer. They told me of their experience with having a few submissive females serve them as a couple. Susan would dominate Robert and the woman, but Robert would also be in control of the woman as long as it didn't interfere or contradict anything from Susan. They both enjoyed having a woman serve them, but Susan has fantasies of having more than one man submit to her at one time.
She wanted to force Robert to participate and push his limits. They were very clear this was the first time for them in this area and if it didn't live up to Susan's fantasy or if Robert felt being involved with another man was a hard limit for him then it would be the last time as well.
They of course had many responses to their post on the BDSM forum, but most were from homosexual men, some dominant and some submissive, who only wanting to be with Robert, or straight men who only wanted to be with Susan. Some were just fakes just looking for some cyber-sex wanting Susan to help them get off. I guess sub men aren't the only ones having a hard time meeting real people online.