Part 2
As he walked to the door, she simply took small quick breathes through her nose. He had untied her wrists and her arms now lay freely but lifeless on either side of the ottoman. Lifting her body slowly on her elbows caused pins and needles to radiate down her arms.
She heard the distinct click sound of the glass sliding door close and she knew once more she was alone. "Don't swallow until you hear the door close," he had said.
Perhaps, she thought as the slightest hint of a mischievous grin curled at the corner of her lips, I will savor it a bit longer. After all I did work hard for it.
She had tilted her head back moments after he erupted in her mouth and now his juicy seed made a puddle on the soft palette beneath her tongue. Her tongue dipped playfully left and right into the hot pool that was his cum.
The rope no longer dug into her shoulders and as she lifted herself up off the ottoman into a kneeling position the rest of the rope tied around her sizable breasts began to uncurl and fall onto the ottoman. Similar to her arms, her breasts started their own fireworks. Pins and needles throughout, burning fire where the rope had dug in, and the sensations made her shiver and as goose bumps raised across her skin she remembered quite suddenly how completely naked she was. Her thighs felt like thick rubbery extensions. The inner sides exuded a wet warm humid feeling like after a hot shower before you dry off.
Indulging in the dark abyss behind the sleep mask she slipped her hand slowly down her side and towards the throbbing heartbeat between her legs. Her pussy still in the afterglow, and aftershocks, of a rather intense orgasm after days of going without, she hesitated for a second before allowing her fingers to touch. But as her fingers once more met with her favorite all too familiar flesh, it was unmistakably the same but somehow changed. As her fingers probed along the swollen slick surface of her hyper stimulated lips, they were somehow foreign...connected but disconnected. He had left his mark on her and she had the distinct feeling that touching it would never feel the same again. It didn't feel bad, quite the contrary, as her fingers fondled the soft swollen flesh she felt short quick waves of pleasure, but it just wasn't 'her' pussy anymore.
Swishing his sperm around and over her tongue coating it once more, she grabbed gently upon her clit, her escape button, her quick and easy key to unlocking what she had thought feeling alive meant. It too felt alien and external to the whole of her existence. Suddenly, abruptly she pinched down hard upon it and tilted her head way back so that his cum slowly drained back down her tongue into her throat and she swallowed it down.
Releasing her clit with a raspy gasp, she pulled away the sleep mask and squinted even in the softness of the blue light and peered down at her swollen cunt and half snickered, "I don't think you belong to me any more friend."
Grabbed her vibe that he had tossed to the side she made her way to her feet and slowly wobbled towards the glass door conscience of her nakedness but too distant to care as she locked it and pulled the blinds back. Now as the rubbery feeling in her legs changed over to the familiar pins and needles she made her way to the bathroom.
Time was of the essence. She didn't want to leave him waiting by himself long at the bar but it was imperative that she clean up her sticky body. Turning on the shower she commended herself for being resourceful and having clothes for the bar already laid out on her bed. It would save her time and at the moment making idle decisions just wasn't going to go over well.
Slipping into the warmth of the shower, she tried to picture herself in the tight cream colored sweater she would wear. It was a thinner tank top style sweater but had thick vertical bars that kept it firm even though the material had some stretchy fabric within its blend. Perfect for tucking and pulling the fabric under her breasts giving them more support than one might imagine without a bra. An idea she hoped would be right up his alley. That, matched with some thinly fleece insulted spandex like magenta leggings and a smart black leather jacket, she hoped would continue to hold some physical appeal for him. He had already seen her naked, but there was no reason a girl shouldn't make the effort.
As her soapy hands quickly ran along the contours of her body, various memories darted through her brain and her horny meter began to spike once more.
"Focus girl...focus," she mouthed to herself in the steamy jungle that was her shower.
In another minute the curtain was flung open, the towel grabbed and patted all over, and she made it to the bedroom and turned on the first real light her eyes had seen for what seemed like hours.
She was heading straight for her clothes but as her eyes adjusted she caught a glimpse of herself in the full length mirror by her dresser and curiosity made her step back into its full view. There she was...same awkward self. She stood about around 5'7" and while her breasts and ass were large...curves in the right places so they say...her height still didn't even out for the unwanted curves, still a good 30 pounds overweight, ok...maybe more, but her scale had long since made a home under her bed. And yet, something was different, and not just the numerous bruises and marks she noted along her figure. Though she couldn't help but study them, their patterns, their vibrant colors, and their beauty.
Yes, there was a something beautiful about those marks. A mixture of pride for how well her body had endured and tingling sensation of horniness as she quickly retraced the steps that earned each mark. But more than even that, she had a glow, and not just because of her recent orgasmic release...no this was something deeper. She looked alive, happily alive and to emphasize she straightened her posture to her full height. Sore but happy to stretch she pull her shoulders back, her breasts heaved forward, and a smile she couldn't try to hide forming on her face...she looked good. Good to herself for the first time in a long time.
Her 5 second twists and turns in front of the mirror was so pleasing she stepped towards her bed and dared the demon beneath. Her spark of confidence took power over her, pulled her scale out from under the bed, and now she stared down at its dusty black surface. Deep breath in, one step, two step, onto the scale...eyes closed now as she slowly exhaled.
BEEP BEEP. She peered down...192.
"Fuck" she blurted out as she kicked it back into its dark abode. "OK, cow...get dressed," she mumbled to herself as her recent happy glow was brushed aside.
She grabbed the cream sweater and flipping it up and over her head she began the arduous task of shifting her large curves up inside. You really are a cow, she belittled herself as she fought and molded her breasts within the straining confides of the thin sweater. Finally in place, she reached for her fleece lined leggings but once in her hand she just rubbed her thumbs against the inner lining. The fleece felt great but it was a thin layer and she was beginning to feel self-conscience reasoning take over once more.
She knew how he felt about panties. They had a forthright discussion online about how he felt they were a pointless strip of fabric that put one more layer between him and her. Simply put: it wasn't helping...it was hiding her and it didn't sit well with him.
Still, he had made no clear declaration that they should not be worn tonight, in fact he hadn't discussed what she should wear to the bar at all. I already am going "sans" bra, she mused, and if I get wet...I will probably get wet, the extra padding won't hurt. And so she pulled out a nice but simple hot pink pair of Victoria Secret panties and slipped them on. Then before she could change her mind, she was slipping into her leggings that fit her tight but did a great job of contouring her legs and butt. She gave a cursory look in the mirror. A small bit of that happy glow had returned, but still...still much room for improvement.
She hooked her fitbit on her wrist and noted the time. No time for self loathing now...a little makeup and let's roll.
She did some quick touches, eye shadow and lipstick that matched her leggings and it was a few steps to her nice leather mules with a bit higher heel, a few steps more to the closet with her light black leather jacket, and a few steps more and she was locking the front door.
It was chilly enough out now in later fall that she could see her breath and zipped up her barely covered breasts against the cold. The car was quite chilly and would take a minute to warm up but upon sitting down a fast burning sensation came from her sizable booty. A strong sharp prickly feeling like a bee sting or jellyfish seemed to be coming from all over her backside. His actions not only left visible marks behind but also a tactile sense- a sting.
It was sharp at first like running frozen hands under hot water, but it soon became a constant familiar buzzy feeling and her mind was already distracted once more by all that had and could happen tonight.
Nervous, but trying hard to press forward without focusing on that, she cranked up the radio and sang along. How long had it been since she had done that? Year's maybe? She felt a bit foolish but kept it up. Any distraction, even one that seemed utterly ridiculous at the moment, was well worth it.
It was a short drive and in under ten minutes she was parked and sitting in her car building herself up for that next step. She released the seatbelt and just breathed deep for a moment. The night was getting on, but not late enough that the bar didn't have a random person or couple going in or coming out every few minutes. In her head she thought it all over. What she was to say when she walked up to him. How she hoped the clothing she picked out would meet his approval. Her makeup and perfume...well, she didn't put on any perfume as she knew he wasn't a huge fan. He was...he was waiting to smell her!