Submissive Squared

I left the apartment that next morning letting Kitten lead the way but once in the office I was forced to be Ms. Ellis once again. I had expected Master, but instead Sir handed me a number of projects and once again left for the day. While I was pleased that He felt no need to explain those projects, I had been hoping for some sort of comment to Kitten. I had no time to dither on that and began working on the projects. At lunch I thought back to last night still trying to understand the two un-provoked orgasms I'd had. I did feel the first one but the second one came while I consumed with Master's hard cock. That second one was more of a surprise, as I never noticed it. I felt a little shame now as I pictured myself lapping up my own cum from the floor, like a cum slut. I even wondered if perhaps Masters' absence from the office was a form of punishment for my tawdry behavior.

Once again towards the end of the day He came in and called.

"Kitten, same position as yesterday. Now!"

I scurried over to the front of his desk and saw he had already moved the chairs. I put my head down on the desk and spread my legs as wide as I could, forcing my short dress to once again expose my naked ass. I felt the charm dangling as I waited for Master to command me or to berate me for last night. Instead He asked.

"Kitten how do you feel abut last night?"

How did I feel? I was damn pleased to be there, enjoyed His cock and His seed, embarrassed by cuming twice involuntarily but He knew all that. So I said.

"Sir, Kitten is unsure that her actions pleased her Master."

"Kitten, those issues are some that I will not answer verbally. You need to trust that just the fact that I am still here is sufficient for you. Do not come looking to me yet for praise or condemnation, I will present them to you when you deserve them. Last night was for you to begin to learn, it was not a test or trial, there was no pass or fail. Did I not make that clear to you?"

"Yes Sir you did. I am dealing more with my own self worth Master. Mrs. Ellis failed her husband and Kitten has that fear as well."

"First of all Kitten, Mrs. Ellis did not fail her husband. If she failed she did so in selecting him, not in being the wife she was. Secondly, Kitten you will be trained and you will be the submissive I want you to be. Now, tell me about your experience with my cock?"

God I was so damn wet already, His cock had never left my mind, had been with me all night and all day probing my mind if not my mouth.

"Sir, Kitten learned some of what you meant by making love to your cock and apologizes for not keeping that in her focus last night."

"Explain what you think was your lost focus Kitten?"

"Sir, Kitten or perhaps Mrs. Ellis had very little experience in orally satisfying a man. Kitten believes she did some things that showed love, but some other things that did not. When Kitten worked to take you deep, she recognized that she was doing that for her and not for you. She saw that once she had you in her throat she was unable to provide any secondary pleasure to You Sir. It made me come back to focus on Your cock and not on my desires. It was an error Sir."

"I see Kitten that you are good at analyzing sex as well as the reports you review for me. If there was a moment last night where I felt you lose focus that was it, fortunately for you I enjoyed the effort you put into doing that. Now beyond this lack of focus tell Master about his cock?"

"Sir, Masters' cock is beautiful and although I may not have properly made love to the cock completely I studied it, its dimensions, the lovely helmet head, the way your veins swell on the sides, the warmth of your balls when I took them in my mouth, the way you filled me mouth completely. Your cock Sir has not left my mind since you left me last night. Kitten has maintained the image of the cock, in her hand, in her mouth and in her mind. Kitten also was pleased that You elected to allow her to take you seed in her mouth and to swallow it Sir."

My pussy was dripping now this questioning by Master was so arousing, making me relive the moments of last night. I fingered the charm constantly now, is some ways it was like touching Him and when it laid on my chest it was like His hand was there. If this kept up, knowing His eyes were on my ass and that His cock was so close I was sure that I would once again cum without permission and flood His desk with my juice.

"Kitten, tonight I want you to take some time to bathe. Make the bath luxurious, you'll find bath salts and scents in the cabinets. You may leave now and be waiting for me with your chosen toy at 7 when I come. I would suggest, and again its only a suggestion the choice is yours, but the anal trainer is a process meant to be taken in days and not hours. As you select your toy, know that I intend to work on your orgasms. It seems obvious that you need some discipline there. Do you have any questions?"

"No Master. Kitten understands your desires and concerns."

"Well go and enjoy your bath Kitten, I want your skin supple and clean, soft and ready for me tonight. If all goes well, you may have an opportunity to work on your cock loving skills as well."

Once he assisted me to my feet and allowed me a moment to steady myself, his hand reached down and felt my wet soggy pussy.

"I believe Kitten that my hand is proof positive that you have little control over your body and we will begin to change that."

He held his sticky wet hand out to me and I took it in my hands and cleaned His hand with my mouth. He did not pull back and once I finished I once again picked up my purse and said.

"Thank you Master."

The feeling of walking where your feet never seem to hit the floor was becoming common now as I made my way to my car and drove to the apartment. My pussy was still throbbing and my seat would probably never lose the scent of my arousal. As I entered the building and rode the elevator I thought of the toys and Master's words about the anal trainer and agreed mostly because it was the one toy I knew I feared. Other then a small finger of Brain's once in a blue moon my back door had only been a one way street and the thought of something going the other way was not yet something I felt ready for. As the elevator opened and I stepped into the apartment, I once again fingered the charm and said to myself 'What I am ready for will be determined by Master, I have given Him that control, so I had better be ready with my ass when He is.'

I stripped off the days clothing and prepared the bath as instructed. I selected Jasmine scented bath oil and as instructed I luxuriated in the bath, keeping an eye on the time. I washed myself thoroughly, including my hair. I allowed sufficient time to blow dry and brush out my hair and at the appointed time I went to the closet where my 'toys' were stored and looked at everything there. While I wanted to show Master that Kitten was prepared for anything, I also knew that Master was correct in my need to control my orgasms. I can remember so many nights in bed with Brian where my orgasm was something I would need to finish and to see myself now cuming unbidden was shocking to me and yet affirming as well. It told me that my becoming submissive had opened my body and had in some ways freed me to allow that expression of arousal and orgasm much more easily. It also told me that I would need to deal with Brain and our marriage.

I selected a dildo for the night assuming Master would use that in His training of my orgasm. I tried to select the one that most resembled His cock in length and girth. At the appointed time I assumed the position on my knees, pussy on display, tits pushed out and the 'toy' sitting a foot or so from my open cunt. I tried to feel my own body, listen to my heart as the time neared when Master would arrive. I hoped that by doing so I would not repeat the spontaneous orgasm of last night. As I heard the door opening I felt my pussy start to spasm and I forced myself to think of something else to hold back that other feeling. I barely managed to refrain from cuming as Masters black shoes appeared in my vision.

"Kitten, I see you have selected a dildo for tonight! Good choice as I can use that in a number of ways to advance your training and to allow you the opportunity to enjoy my cock."

Relief flooded me as I heard Him approve and mention the possibility of having that cock in my mouth once again. I knew I would need to prove my worth orally long before Master would allow my pussy to enjoy His cock.

"Thank You Master."

"Bring your toy with you while we eat and I will explain what we will be doing tonight."

I carried the toy cradled in my hands, showing it the respect that I would hopefully later show His cock. I sat that rubber cock in front of my plate as we ate, so that I might always have it in my sight. As we completed our meal Master began to explain how we would use the toy I'd selected. He explained that I would use my hands and the toy to stimulate my pussy and clitoris yet would stop before I could cum. He would repeat this over and over to allow my to learn how to stop my orgasms and eventually control them so I would eventually cum only on His command. Later He said He had an exercise He wanted to teach me that would develop the muscles in my pussy so that when He allowed it, my pussy would be ready to make love to His cock just as my mouth was learning. He said that His seed was a gift He would bestow upon His Kitten when she earned it and that just as I would learn to suck the cum from His cock, so would my pussy learn to squeeze every precious drop of His seed as well.

We moved to the den and He instructed me to lie on my back and spread my legs. Then He instructed me to masturbate myself and to tell Him when I was ready to cum. Master pulled an ottoman in front of me so He could watch my cunt as I masturbated.

"Proceed Kitten and when I say stop, you will stop!"

"Yes Master."

I guess you might expect that given my marriage history that I had never masturbated in front of anyone before and doing so now in front of Master, who was also my boss was intimidating. I at first closed my eyes as my hands massaged my tits and nipples. As I began to get into the rhythm He said.

"Keep your eyes on me Kitten, never close your eyes to me without permission."

"Yes, Master, sorry Master."

I swallowed whatever inhibitions I had, which given all that has already transpired were not much. I bared my ass and pussy in the office I have been naked and exposed at all times here in the apartment. Last night I came embarrassingly twice. I rationalized that masturbating in front of Him was no more or less that any other exposure, yet in the back of my mind, Mrs. Ellis was working at making me feel shame. I began to understand that the longer I remained married, the longer Mrs. Ellis existed the longer it would take Kitten to become whole and totally submissive to Master. I ignored that small voice and became consumed with the act of masturbating, wanting to show my Master that His every wish was nothing more then my desire to please.

I pinched and pulled my nipples till they were red and hard then used one hand to finger my hole. Pumping that finger while I caressed and mauled my tits I felt the stirrings inside and knew I was moving beyond my fears and inhibitions. When my hips started to rock up and into the hand fingering my cunt I was well on the way. I almost did not hear Him say.

"Stop!"

I wanted to cry and beg and plead to be allowed to continue but my finger slid out and my other hand dropped to my side and that orgasm that has been so close faded. Before it was completely gone Master told me to start again. Joy filled me as my hands went back to work, this time I used two fingers in my hole and pulled and slapped my tits. Once again my hips began to undulate and my orgasm come rushing back and threatened to explode when the word I would learn to hate echoed.

"Stop."

His voice was gentle but commanding and once again I wanted so much to be allowed to continue. This time while I awaited His further commands He said.

"Sex, Kitten is not a destination it is a journey. Tell me Kitten when you have made love in the past, how long was that event? An hour? Two?"

"Master, Kitten has had little experience beyond her husband and her time with You. Most of the time, sex was started and over in thirty minutes or less and that Sir, would include removing clothing."

"When the day comes Kitten when I allow you in my bed sex will be a journey, not a destination. When you are in my bed it will be to make love to each other, to give and receive all the other has to give. The orgasm for each of us is not the object of sex it is merely a result of the gifts we will give. You will give me your body and mind as a true submissive and I will give you the freedom to enjoy all that you can receive from me, your Master. Think of the masturbation stokes as a prelude to something more, not as a means to just cum. Now once again, masturbate but this time, make love to your body, as you would want your Master to make love to you. You may use the toy now but remember to stop when I say."

He set the dildo down between my legs so that it leaned on my pussy and was within easy reach. I tried to make sense of what He was asking of me and like last night when I tried to take His cock into my throat I realized that I was masturbating not for Him as He'd asked but for my own orgasm. He was asking me to show Him how my body would receive Him, how my body would wait for Him. I began again, this time thinking of Master and how this act was for His eyes, for His pleasure. I let my eyes focus on Him as I once again began to stimulate my body. I took more time with each movement, letting the feeling of my own touch bring me along. I took the dildo and instead of shoving it in my hole, I used it to tease my opening, to stimulate that part of my body that I wanted His cock to own.

I found my body responding in a slower but deeper way. I found that I was conscious of every touch, every tease, and every caress in a way that I had not experienced in my past efforts to simply masturbate for Him. Eventually, when I felt ready to accept it, I slowly slid the rubber cock into my pussy and let it wallow inside me. I tired to feel all the places in my cunt where that imitation cock was touching and recalling the irregularities of His cock and how much different His cock would feel in this same position. I slowly eased the phallus from my depths and slid it in again, increasing my tempo as I would want a lover to increase his, they way I want Him to use His cock. Soon the presence of an orgasm began to register and I fought to continue my ministrations, my self-love and to hold off the pending eruption. When I felt I was about to lose control I begged.

"Master, I need to stop. Please Master!"

Instead of telling me to stop He said.

"Let it flow Kitten, I want to watch you cum for me."

My first impulse was to let loose and pummel my cunt with the plastic cock. Maul my tits and push that orgasm out but I fought those urges and merely continued to love my body only slowly allowing the dildo to speed up, my hands to pull gently on my hard rubbery nipples. The orgasm was cresting and threatening to erupt but my deliberate movements seem to allow it to continue to build and expand within me. Then without any added movements by me that orgasm simply exploded and consumed me. I was rocking back and forth on the floor. The dildo was held tight inside by one hand, and my right tit was clamped by my other while a low moan began to come from me. As my orgasm continued that moan got louder and louder until I was screaming to the heavens in pleasure. I felt sweat pouring from my head and cum gushing around the phallus. The orgasm continued for some time, ebbing a little each moment until I was left empty my hands splayed to the side the dildo on the floor covered in my cum.

"How was that for you Kitten?"

"Master, it was wonderful. I've never known anything could feel so good. Thank you Master for this gift."

Master went and fetched me a glass of water then helped me sit up on the couch. His strong arms encircling my shoulders made me swoon. I felt so loved and so wanted. I was trying to give Master the gift of my masturbation and instead I received the gift of total sexual release. If I had any doubts about my desire to serve Him they were gone. My desire to be his complete submissive, to be trained completely was now more then ever something I just could not fail at.

"Kitten? Are you recovered enough for some exercise?"

"Yes Master, Kitten is yours to command Sir."

He took my hand and had me stand so that I was straddling the ottoman He'd been sitting on. He placed the dildo, still covered in my juices standing up in the middle of the seat. Still holding my hands He said.

"I want you to lower yourself down and impale your pussy on that dildo, take it all the way in."

I lowered myself and He adjusted the phallus so that I could accomplish the task and once it was fully seated he released my hands.

"Kitten, you have a set of muscles in your vagina that you can strengthen. This exercise will help you to do that. When I tell you to stand I want you to not allow that dildo to exit your pussy. It will, but I want you to try to prevent that from happening. If you can stand upright and keep any, or all, of that dildo inside you I will allow you to use your mouth to make love to my cock again. Are you ready?"

I nodded and started to straighten up but I felt the phallus slipping so I sat back down. I tried to squeeze my cunt on that plastic cock and after a dozen or so attempts I was able to stand erect before the heave plastic dildo fell out. I wanted to try again but Master said that was enough and that I earned the pleasure of making love to His cock with my mouth. As I knelt in front of Him and waited for Him to free His wonderful cock He told me to continue to practice with the dildo and once I mastered it, to take a smaller one and start again. Finally His beautiful cock was free and I just stared at it, watching it twitch to life wanting desperately to have it in my mouth. I watched the blood pumping in its veins and come a little more erect while I waited for Master's commend.

"Kitten you've earned this gift, make love to my cock and treasure my seed."

Tonight I recalled both my failures of last night and my failure tonight in masturbating and I took my time and enjoyed the journey of bringing that cock to attention. I savored the taste of Him, the feel of Him as I licked and kissed His cock. His balls were again warm and comforting in my mouth and as I slipped my lips over His cock head I relished the invasion of my mouth. My tongue bathed that intruder and made it welcome. I concentrated on the outside of His cock with kisses and licks as often as I engulfed Him. I tried to feel every reaction, both in my body and in His as I made love to His cock. I never closed my eyes, and often enjoyed looking up at Him with my mouth full and seeing the pleasure on His face As my tongue swirled about His stiff cock and my lips suctioned Him a little deeper. I made no attempt to take Him in my throat, perhaps some day He might desire to fuck my face and then He could have my throat, but it was not my intention to make that error again.

I was so enjoying the experience, perhaps a bit of confidence from having already doing this once before, maybe the experience of making love to my own body or learning that the act was the point and not the ultimate result. If Master wanted to ejaculate He did not need my mouth. I had to make Him want to give me His most precious gift, His cum. All too soon, I felt, His cock was beginning to pulse and I slipped all but that magnificent head out of my mouth and sucked hard on that fat portion of His cock that remained. I was rewarded with a surge of ejaculate that filled my mouth and I quickly swallowed to allow a second, a third and a fourth issue to fill my mouth. I savored the last one for a moment allowing my taste buds to memorize the taste of Him, and then swallowed. I allowed His cock to slip completely out and used my hands to try and coax any cum that might remain and was pleased to see that hot white ejaculate dribbling from His cock. I quickly licked up all the cum that flowed and then cleaned His cock, before sitting back on my heels, knees spread and hands in the supplicant position, eyes fixed on the floor. I took a dare and said.