It was still the early morning hour of the day of her first submission, but Mirabella Lucinda was already awake. She lay in her bed wrapped in her linens, watching the rising sunlight through drawn, heavy curtains. Soon, the birds would begin to chirp, followed by the foot traffic that always passed just below her bedroom window. It was a small bedroom, and moist—all cold stone and rough wood—but it was still palatial compared to what she had expected as quarters for a slave, and downright exquisite compared to what became of slaves in her own part of the world. And, regardless, if she performed well tonight, if she wasn't a complete "ass about it" (the words of her Matron, Olive) she would soon move into the rooms in the mysterious building right next to the King's stables, the mysterious domain of the Submissionettes.
Mirabella turned onto her side, pulled the covers over her head, and groaned. She knew she wasn't going to get any more sleep.
"Remember to have a proper night's rest," Olive had told her. "That's my only advice."
So much for that.
Matrons were retired Submissionettes—though Mirabella could hardly picture Olive frolicking in a bed with a fair-haired lord, let alone being lusted over to the point of obsession—who acted as mentors for the Novices. Each Novice had her own Matron, but each Matron had several Novices.
Speak of the devil:
The door to Mirabella's bedroom slammed open and a squat, bosomy woman with long, black hair strode in.
"Up, up, up, rise and powder your cheeks! They won't powder themselves."
Mirabella exhaled into her pillow.
Olive placed her stubby hands on her wide hips.
"Did you get a good night's rest?"
"Yes, Matron."
"Good. Now..."
* * * * *
The grey dress fit too tightly in all the wrong spots and Mirabella could hardly walk right in it. After making several dozen rounds around the dressing room, she collapsed into a wicker chair.
"Careful! Don't crumple it."
"I can't move in this, let alone walk like a person."
"You're not supposed to walk like a person. You're supposed to walk like a lady."
Mirabella angled her eyebrows.
"None of that. It's unbecoming. A lady must always be in control of her emotions and her body language. She must be calm, collected—"
"Prim and proper, gentle and bending, like the most delicate of trees in a warm summer wind on an island of chamomiles and daisies."
"Novice Mirabella Lucinda!"
Mirabella huffed. "I apologise, Matron. We don't have ladies where I come from."
"Or so you've told me, though I don't quite know if I believe you. Now stand and take another stroll around the room. I need you to appear relaxed."
Mirabella started.
"Slowly," Olive said, making the word sound its meaning, "with long, lazy movements and an emphasis on the hips. Chest forward, neck arched."
"I don't see the point. I'm not a serving girl."
"Right now you're slave. By tomorrow morning, you may be a Submissionette. But," her thin lips, pronouncing, twitched, "a Submissionette is also a type of serving girl. And, I will add, there is nothing wrong with being a serving girl."
Mirabella stuck out her arm, as if holding a plate full of soup bowls. "There."
"No, my dear girl. A Submissionette is both the server and what's being served. You are the vessel and what's in it. Hence, walk accordingly."
The material of the grey dress tightened and slackened, pulled and pushed, and sometimes pinched. It was like skin across Mirabella's backside and as fluffy as clouds on her shoulders. Across her bare breasts, it felt coarse, making her nipples tender. And despite there being a fair amount of the dress, it caused her an indescribable, irrational, feeling of being naked. In the dress, she was an obvious object of attention.
* * * * *
The procession began at the city gates.
There were twenty one Novices altogether and—Mirabella did a quick count—six Matrons. The Matrons were all dressed in black with white trim. Each Novice wore a dress of the same uncomfortable cut but of a different colour. Mirabella's was grey, but the others were not so restrained. Still, rather than feel jealous of the canary yellow and the violent purple, Mirabella instead took solace in the hope that hers might be the least visible colour of all in the murky, urban twilight. Not that she imagined escaping. Escape was impossible and the punishment was far worse than submission. She simply didn't enjoy being the centre of attention. She preferred to be the looker than the looked-at, the predator rather than the prey. It was one of the first lessons they taught the children in her own lands: vision is power.
The bells rang, followed by the banging of drums and the blast of a single trumpet.
When the trumpet finished, they were off.
They walked in two rows, one composed of ten female bodies and the other of eleven, followed by the six Matrons walking solemnly side-by-side, and with a small honorary Kingsguard bringing up the rear. The guards were a formality. None of the girls would attempt an escape, and no one in the spectating public would lay a hand on any of the girls. But the knights' polished breastplates shone beautifully and their broadswords reflected the flickering flames of the torches they carried, so who would be the one to suggest they stay home?
The Novices kept their heads down. They were forbidden from looking up, from meeting eyes with the faces of the citizens of the kingdom that had captured them—had defeated their men in open battle.
"Whore!" a woman shouted. "Nah good wenches, the lot of yuh!"
Only words were allowed.
Only humiliation.
More voices joined in. Some merely hooted and grunted in approval, while others slung insults of their own.
"I bet yuh got so much peckerwood in yuh cunnies yuh cunnies is stretched out looser than a Rabillian's tongue!"
"I'd put it in yer outhole faster than I'd put it in your dirty moutheses!"
Not all of the spectators were uneducated.
"I dare say, Edward," a masculine voice said, "but that girl in the burgundy dress, she does resemble an awful lot your sister Mathilde."
"Defend!"
The clang of swords. The crack of a fist against a jaw.
Outbursts of cheers and laughter.
"You sluts!"
Despite the violence and the cursing—or perhaps because of those very elements—the atmosphere was festive. There were lute players and jugglers, and firecrackers and moonshine vendors. Mugs clanged against mugs and the smell of hops drifted between their marching rows, and throughout it all, even as she unconsciously counted her steps, counted the distance to the Submissionettes' quarters where her final test would be, Mirabella concentrated on walking forward and not looking up.
"The march of shame—or the amble of embarrassment as we old girls like to call it," Olive had told her with a chuckle and not without a sense of nostalgia, "may be the last day of the month of humiliation, but it's also the beginning of your obedience. If you can't keep your head down walking the roads, you sure as heathens won't be able to keep your head down with an inebriated lord and his imagination on your back."
"Has anyone ever failed the march?" Mirabella had asked.
"Aye, there's usually one who fails."
Back in the present, surrounded by a volley of new insults and the increasing pressure of surrounding, invisible chaos, still staring obediently at her own shoes, Mirabella heard sobbing.
It was coming from the girl in a sky blue dress to her left. Her sobs were gentle but rhythmic, and the girl was mumbling something under breath, something that sounded like, "No, please, stop, no, please, I'm not, I wouldn't, no..."
"You'd take a donkey in the arse!"
"I wouldn't, no, please..."
According to Mirabella's count, there were only some five hundred steps to go. It wasn't a lot—one hundred times five steps, and five steps were nothing, and one hundred times nothing was nothing—but the crowds were packed now, she could feel their presence, their heat, their wrath, half good-natured and half genuine, and she didn't begrudge them the former for the Submissionettes did live in better conditions than most of the commoners in the city.
A voice cut in: "Such a hoity-toity ass, dressed like thinkin' she is better than us when it's us she's serving, born in some savage land beyond the black desert, where they still do the worship, and now she is processing through our own city in front of our own eyes and the eyes of our future generations."
And someone spat.
And the spit landed on the cheek of the girl in the sky blue dress.
Or so Mirabella imagined. She'd bit her teeth and kept her head as down as a cartographer's south.