Lynn and Paul had been married for 13 years. Lynn has always been submissive; Paul has never been into the lifestyle at all. Lynn was actually in a 24/7 D/s relationship for years before she and Paul got married. How did they wind up together? That's a story for another time, but for now, let's just say Lynn thought she could live a vanilla life and didn't want to be alone, so she said yes when Paul asked her to get married.
The beginning of their marriage was fine. Lynn adapted to the vanilla lifestyle as best she could. She still had the longing to be controlled and dominated, but she was happy enough with her marriage to Paul. They got along well and had sex about once a week in the beginning. That once a week became once every two weeks, then once a month, until now, 13 years later, they hadn't had sex in almost three years.
Lynn had never cheated on Paul. She went on internet sites and chatted with men, but she had never physically cheated on him. As Paul and Lynn's relationship became more of a "room mate" relationship, Lynn's need to be submissive really became strong again. She craved to belong to someone who would take control of her. She wanted to be someone's sex toy again; to have someone use her for his own pleasure. She longed to be disciplined again, to be kept in line.
She started talking online to a dominant man named Curt. Curt worked nights so when Paul was at work Lynn and Curt would spend hours on the phone playing. He would tell her what he wanted her to do and she would obey. On some days, he would make her cum over and over and other days he wouldn't allow her to cum at all. Lynn loved having someone in control of her again. She wasn't allowed to touch herself or cum unless she had Curt's permission to do so. She started calling Curt Master. Although it wasn't the same as being controlled by someone face to face, Lynn took pleasure in the relationship she had with Curt.
All was going well for awhile. Paul noticed that Lynn was in a better mood lately. Lynn didn't let the little things get to her anymore. She no longer cared if she ever had sex with Paul again. She was much happier with Curt in her life. She looked forward to the time they spent together on the phone during the day. Even when Curt was at work, he would send her text messages giving her assignments. He would text her telling her to go put in her butt plug and then go downstairs and watch tv with Paul with the plug in. Or he'd text her telling her to fuck herself with the dildo and make herself cum three times before she went to sleep. Since Lynn and Paul no longer slept together, Curt would sometime tell her to sleep with her dildo inside her all night.
All that changed when Paul lost his job. While Curt and Lynn could still talk on instant messenger, they could no longer spend hours together on the phone. She could no longer cum long and hard, moaning into the phone for Curt to hear. Some days she didn't even get to instant message with Curt since Paul was hovering nearby that day. Lynn became frustrated and started rebelling. She wouldn't be as respectful to Curt when they did talk. She seemed to forget her place as a sub. She even started to play with herself whenever she wanted.
With the economy being so bad, work was hard to find. Honestly, Paul didn't put the effort into looking for a job like he should have. Lynn spent hours online looking for work for Paul. Their bank account dwindled and they weren't able to keep up with the bills. Lynn was disabled and couldn't work out of the home, but she did do data entry work online. She also got social security disability pay, but they couldn't keep going on just her pay and his meager unemployment pay. The more time that Lynn spent online looking for work for Paul was the less time she had to do data entry work and the less money she was earning. Lynn felt that she was stuck in a downward spiral.
Curt tried to be understanding and supportive, but he was getting aggravated with Lynn. Not only was he aggravated with the small amount of time they had to communicate, but he was also annoyed with the lack of respect she showed him and her lack of self discipline. He kept reminding her of her place. Lynn would apologize and act contrite when he reminded her, but then she would go back to her rebellious ways as soon as they quit talking. Curt finally told her that he had enough. He told her that it was obvious she didn't want to be his sub any longer so he wouldn't think of her as such. He said that they could still talk as friends, but that was it. Lynn didn't think that she could go back to just being friends and told Curt that. He said he understood and told her that he would always be there for her should she need to talk or needed anything.
Lynn and Paul weren't getting along very well at all by this point. She blamed Paul for her break up with Curt. They were dangerously close to losing their home and Paul still hadn't found a job. She was tired of his sitting around the house all day. She was so stressed it had started to take a toll on her health. She realized that she had to do something or she was going to self destruct.
She was trying to figure out where she would live and how she would survive financially if she left Paul. Just then, a friend called with a lead for a job for Paul. It would be a job that would take him on the road. He'd be gone for two months at a time. This was the perfect solution to Lynn's problems. She could stay in her house, he'd be gone, he'd be making money again and she could take time to save some money and figure out what she was going to do.
After Paul went on the road, Lynn started going online trying to satisfy her need to submit. She went in a few chat rooms and talked with some men. Conversations in chat rooms would lead to im's and/or phone calls, but Lynn wanted more.
She went on Craigslist and looked under the "casual encounters" section. She hooked up with a few men for one night stands. She liked to find men who were in town for a few nights, no strings attached with these ones. If she found one that was dominate, she was really excited. In the first few weeks after Paul left, Lynn made up for the fact that she hadn't had sex in almost three years. She had gotten fucked in every hole. She had sucked plenty of cock and balls. She had licked assholes and fingered them and had the same done to her. She had her ass and pussy spanked. Although Lynn really enjoyed herself, she didn't find the dominate man she was looking for.
Lynn missed Curt and couldn't stop thinking about him. She knew that he was exactly what she wanted and needed. She sent him an e-mail asking him to call her. He called and she explained about her husband working out of town and told him that she wanted and needed to submit totally to him. They talked for awhile about what Curt expected from her and what she expected and needed from him. After a few hours of talking, they made plans for Curt to come over to Lynn's house the following day.
Lynn was so excited about seeing Curt in person. She had changed clothes five times before he got there. When she opened the door and saw him, he looked even better than he had on webcam. He came inside and they immediately kissed long and hard. They both had been waiting for this day for so long. They finally broke of the kiss and moved to the couch and sat down next to one another. Curt asked Lynn when her husband had left town. "Three weeks ago." Lynn replied.
"Three weeks? It took you three weeks to contact me? What have you been doing for three weeks?" he asked.
Lynn looked down and then back up at Curt, her bottom lip trembling. She had been hoping he wouldn't ask her that question. She knew she couldn't and wouldn't lie to him. She whispered that she had been playing around.
"What? I didn't hear you." Curt snapped.
"Playing around." Lynn replied softly.
"Explain what you mean by playing around."
"I didn't think that you wanted me anymore." she stated.
"That's not what I wanted to know, is it?" Curt said. "I asked you to explain what you mean by playing around."
"I met different men and had meaningless sex." she said.
"So, you were a whore. You gave your body away to anyone who would have it." Curt said coldly.
"I didn't think you wanted me." Lynn repeated.
