This one is very different from my other stories, it really happened, quite recently. It may not exactly be one of the more erotic tales, but to me it is more intense because it's real, and I will never forget. I feel as if I'm baring my soul to the world, but it's what he wants and being the good little submissive that I am, that is what he gets! I'll save the fidelity debate for another day, and just tell the story.
The circumstances of our first real life meeting were a bit unusual. It was meant to be a look, a glimpse in a safe setting with no actual physical contact, but how could we be in that close of proximity and not touch? It was impossible, and it ended up being everything I'd dreamed of, everything I'd wanted and now I am left with the longing of wanting more...
We had planned our respective family vacations together, so we could at least see each other, and possibly have a few moments alone. It had all come together a mere week before it actually happened, it just worked out well, with the ease of something that was meant to be. We were both going to be in the same area anyway, and when we made reservations at the same hotel with our families, the anticipatory anxiety I felt was huge. I wasn't sure I would be able to remain calm at all, being very excited, but at the same time, very nervous.
A thousand questions ran through my mind, could I pull this off? Could I be in the same room with this man and not let my husband and His wife see the feelings on my face? And then, there were the other questions. Would he be pleased with me? Would he like how I looked, how I moved, how I spoke? Could I submit to him the way I had dreamed of endlessly?
Would I like the feeling of his hands on my body, the pain? Indeed...I would. I almost backed out and bolted at the last minute, when we pulled into the hotel entrance, and the first thing I saw was his vehicle, just as he had described, parked right in front of ours.
My husband requested that I go in with him to register, and my knees almost buckled as we walked past the van I knew to be His. "I can't do this!" I blurted out, and my husband replied, "Lynn! What is wrong with you? Come on!" And so I went along with him, into the hotel to register with my stomach in knots and my legs trembling.
He was nowhere in sight as we got the key card for our room, I breathed a sigh of relief, and we went back out to the car to find the entrance closest to our room. The hotel was very nice, and very big with two swimming pools, one indoors and one outdoors. My daughter wanted to see the pools, so we set off to tour the hotel and find the swimming areas.
The hotel was huge, with a Native American theme, and the displays in the lobby were beautiful, with a carved wood eagle over a fountain, and many animals native to the northern area were stuffed by a taxidermist and on display in glass cases. The wolf was particularly beautiful, even though it was sad to see it in such a state. We approached the indoor pool first, it was built in a circular offshoot to the main building and there were glass doors on each side leading into the pool area. I stood at those glass doors, looking around, and that is when I first saw Him. He was in the water, the shallow end, leaning against the edge of the pool, arms outstretched resting on the cool cement, and his wife was at his side. I stood staring, not daring to move, not wanting to turn away, just wanting to stand there forever and gaze at him, at his broad chest and the curve of his jaw. This is when the fear subsided, I was no longer nervous, no longer afraid, I was near Him, and that was all I wanted, to know that he was there. He turned his head, and our eyes met for the first time. I saw his eyes go wider and he did a double take, I held his eyes for just a few seconds, and he turned back to the woman at his side to continue their conversation.
When he turned back to find me, I was gone. (He later told me this). I hadn't wanted to put him in an uncomfortable situation with his wife, so I thought it best if I retreated for the time being. We still had two days left to see each other, to search for the moment when we could be together, and that would have to be enough, for now. As I walked away from the indoor pool with my daughter, my heart was beating wildly in my chest. He was there! He had came, and I knew we would be together, somehow. I felt amazingly calm now, the fear and anxiety were gone, replaced with a feeling of anticipation and the realization that he was very real, flesh and blood, and that the attraction between us was immense. There had been an electrical current that went directly from his eyes into mine, I would do anything for this man, anything at all.
We finished our tour and found our way back to our room, my kids wanted to go swimming of course, the outdoor pool first. We changed into our bathing suits, and headed for the pool, leaving my husband behind in the room as usual. He preferred to be on his own, rarely choosing to spend time with us, unless he was forced to. I didn't care, I was past that, caring if he was with us or not, it just didn't matter any more. It had stopped mattering a long time ago.
It was extremely hot outside, 100 degrees, so the water felt wonderful! We played around in the water for a while, and then I saw Him come into the pool area. Our eyes met again, and all I could do was smile. He walked around the pool and went to this little balcony area overlooking the water, watching me. I didn't dare look up at him, I knew my emotions were showing on my face, but I could feel him there, every second. It felt as if he and I were the only people there, just the two of us. I was disappointed when he left the area, but I needed to focus on my kids, so I stayed with them and swam for a while. Just knowing he was there was an incredible feeling, and I was calm, just trying to let things unfold as they would.
The next morning I saw him in the lobby. I was with my daughter, he was with his family. I was standing at the desk asking about the shuttle service to the local tourist attraction we had both came to see, when suddenly he was standing right next to me. I could feel my heart rate accelerate, and my hands were shaking, but I loved hearing his voice as he asked the same questions to the clerk I had just asked. His voice was very familiar to me, as we had spoken on the phone numerous times, and hearing it when he was so close to me was wonderful.
I wanted so badly to just reach out my hand and lay it on his bare arm. I wanted to touch him, I wanted him to take me by the hand and pull me away from everyone, and just touch me. I've never wanted anything so badly. I dragged myself away from him, and we returned to our room to get ready for the day we had planned. I didn't see him again until later that afternoon. We were waiting at the shuttle stop for the bus to arrive to take us back to our hotel, the heat was unbearable, and we'd been waiting for a while. Finally the bus pulled up, but there were too many hotel guests to fit onto the bus. I stood on the sidewalk looking into the bus and there he was with his family. All I could see were his eyes, they were the lightest blue I had ever seen, they left me breathless. I knew he wanted me on that bus, but it just couldn't work out at the moment. We took a taxi back instead.
We rested for a while in our room, and then headed back for the indoor swimming pool. The kids were swimming and I was sitting in a lounge chair reading when I saw him. He was standing outside the glass door at the back entrance to the pool. I put my book down and headed out the doors to him, and walked right into his arms, wet bathing suit and all. The first time he put his arms around me I knew I'd want to stay there forever. I heard the door open behind us, and we pulled apart immediately and walked away from each other. I had to go back to the pool area, but the feeling of his arms around me lingered, and I wanted more, soon!
Later, we were all in the outdoor pool, my husband had joined us. I saw Him at the glass door and I knew I had to go to him. I made some excuse to exit the area, and went directly to him again. This time he put his hands on me, he held me, and he kissed me and I never wanted to leave him. I didn't feel scared, I didn't feel like it was wrong, I felt like I had finally found...home.