I sit nude in open service position in the middle of the living room. I have always been somewhat of a stubborn sub. Sir know this. He has dealt with my antics for a while now and always with a smile. I think He honestly loves the grief I give Him. Maybe not always- but He does.
The latest action? Showing my ass in public. Well not really my ass. My Loving Sir took me shopping about 3 weeks ago. After picking some items the both He and I could enjoy and having a wonderful day. My mouth got the best of me.
It went a little something like this.....
Sir: (holding up a shirt) "Princess- I would like you to try this one on please."
Me: (sipping a cup of cocoa cause my Daddy rocks) "Umm.. NO. That is HORRID."
Sir: (giving me a look.) "Princess- Try this one on."
Me: (rolling my eyes) "Didn't you hear me the first time- I said I don't like it."
Sir: (still trying to give me a chance) "Your mouth is writing checks your ass can't cash- NOW try it on."
Me: (setting my cocoa down and putting my hands on my hips.) "What are you gonna do? Make me?"
Sir: (sets the shirt down and walks out of the shop.)
I followed him through the rest of the mall and pointed at things- ohhhed and awwed but he just kept walking. Once we were in the parking lot I knew I was in more trouble than I had EVER been in.
"Daddy wait up for me..." I called to him and reached for his hand. He stopped spun around and looked me dead in the eye.
"Get your ass to the car- get in, buckle up and SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH." He turned back around and kept walking.
I slowly followed. I knew I was being a smart ass in the store but surly He knew that shirt was ugly and I wasn't really trying to disobey... didn't He?
I had only taken about 3 steps compared to the 10 he had.
"MOVE YOUR ASS." I heard him call back. I rushed to the car and climbed into the passenger seat and immediately lowered my eyes.
The ride home was silent. He didn't even turn on the radio. When we arrived home He got out and got the bags and went inside. I followed unsure of what to do. He opened the front door and walked in set the bags on the table in front of the couch. I started to follow.
As soon as both my feet crossed the threshold of the front door- He was in front of me pulling it shut. He didn't look at me.
"Do not move from that spot. Remove EVERY article of clothing you have on and if I hear so much as a peep from that mouth of yours." He didn't finish the sentence.
I followed directions and listened to movement in the bedroom. I wasn't sure what He was doing. I don't think I have ever seen Him so mad. Yes I had disappointed Him now and then with my attitude- or even sometimes disobeying. This was different.
He returned to the living room and gathered the clothing I had removed. When He looked up at me He shook His head.
"I said EVERY article." He stared at me. I didn't know what He meant the only thing I was wearing was... it hit me.
"No- Sir please!" I reached up and clasped my hands around my neck. His beautiful collar hidden beneath them.
Sir took a deep breath. "slave MY collar NOW." He snapped. I unhooked the clasp and handed the collar over. He took it and disappeared back into the bedroom. I felt naked. Of course I was naked- but with out His collar I was lost. My chest hurt- Sir had never called me a slave. Not even in the beginning of our relationship. I have never even been His slave... He didn't even claim me this time. My Sir has always been a loving, kind Sir. I didn't know who this mean, collar taking, name calling man was. He couldn't be MY Sir. I folded my arms across my chest and tried to put a "look" on my face.
I heard Sir coming back into the living room and just stood there. I knew I should be more respectful but didn't care. I guess the look didn't work though because when he saw me he just laughed. I stood there not sure what to do. He walked to the couch and sat down. Turned on the tv and pressed play for one of His favorite recorded shows. I didn't understand. I knew I was in trouble but He wasn't doing anything. What that my punishment? Taking His collar away from me? What does that mean. Am I grounded? Did he release me? I shudder at that thought. I don't want to lose my Sir. I kneel down and crawl to His feet. I stay on my knees with my hands behind my back. Head hung; eyes low. After sitting for a while my knees start to hurt a little. I steal a glance at Him. He's not even paying attention. I stick my tongue out to check. Nothing. When a commercial comes on He looks over to me.
"What are you doing?" He says as if nothing has happened.
"Waiting for my punishment Sir." I whisper clearly.
He shakes His head. "What punishment?"
I look up shocked and confused. "The punishment for my behavior in the store Sir."
He clicks pause on the remote. "In order for there to be a punishment there must be a negative behavior, in order for there to be negative behavior there must be positive behavior, in order for all these behaviors to matter there must be a Sir and a sub and I don't see a sub anywhere." He leans back in to the couch and presses play.
I sit dumb founded. Wondering what to do next. He doesn't see a sub? What does that make me? I stand. He doesn't say a word- or even look my direction.
Well if I have no Sir then I have no protocols therefore I can put clothes on. I think to my self. 2 can play this game. I walk into the bedroom. I pull open my dresser drawer. Empty. I check the closet. Empty. Not only that but the large trunk that once contained all the play items is shut and locked. I walk into the laundry room to get something from the load in the dryer. Empty. As a last resort I head to the bathroom hamper. Empty. So He took all of my clothes. I shrug. I pull on a pair of his boxers and a tee shirt. Anything works. I walk back down the hall to head to the office. Locked. Walk into the kitchen where I find Sir making food. I step closer and look at Him. He hasn't made His own food since we were together. He smiles at me.
"You look pretty darn cute in my boxers." He chuckles. I turn and wiggle my ass. He doesn't smack it. He takes just His sandwich and walks back to the living room. I find something in the fridge to munch on. Head over and join Him. I kneel to sit on the floor at His feet. He looks at me.
"Please don't sit there." He says- not in a commanding, or even demanding voice. If I had to describe it? His everyday vanilla voice. I didn't like this voice. It wasn't the soft coos of my Daddy or even the harsh tones of my Sir. This was the voice He used among friends and family. He has used more control in His voice when were were at a store or the movies. This was not the voice for me. I slipped up on to the couch next to Him.
"I love you." I whispered. Not really loud enough for Him to hear me. I tried to lean over to lay my head on His shoulder- He shifted away. When He was done with His meal I went to take His plate and He ignored me. A little while later I was thirsty so I got a soda from the fridge and grabbed a beer for Him. I opened and walked it over serving it like I had done for just over a year. Normally my Sir would take the beer, take a drink; then set it on the table and kiss my forehead. He didn't do that. I sat the beer on the table and stood in front of Him during the next commercial. I climbed into His lap and started kissing His neck.
"That feels good and all sweetheart but, I'm really not interested in where this is going to lead." He says coldly. Sir takes His hands and puts them around my ribs and lifts me off of him. He has never denied me. That was the rule when we got together. Never say no. He asked me that the very first night. I remember back to that conversation.
~We had finished a short scene. He was testing my boundaries, I was learning what He enjoyed. He decided that it was break time and called me to the bed. I slid up next to Him and He laid my head on His chest.
"How are you doing?" He asked in His calming voice.
"I'm great Sir." I whispered. I wanted to just lay there and go to sleep in His arms. I felt so safe and warm.
"Do you love your Daddy?" He asked softly.
I looked up to His eyes. "Of course I do. I wouldn't be here if I didn't." I smiled and laid back down.
"Do you want to be mine Baby girl?" He asked a little louder.
I simply nodded.
"Promise Daddy you will never say No." He kissed the top of my head.
"I promise." I looked up a little confused as to why He would have me promise that.
It was true though. I would never tell Him no. I would never deny Him pleasure. That was my job. It was ingrained into my soul. I a submissive- I was HIS submissive now. ~
A sniffle escaped my chest. I sat on the couch long after He went to bed. Unsure of where I was to sleep. He normally- EVEN when I was bad. Would call me into the bedroom at bedtime; Once He was ready for me. He didn't do that tonight. I stayed on the couch.
This continues for the next day or two. Nothing is said about what happened.
On the 3rd afternoon I am sitting on the couch when He comes in the door. He sits down next to me and hands me a few pieces of mail.
I open the first one it's a bill. For my cell phone. The second is a bill for my insurance. He chuckles.
"Oh I forgot to tell you the power bill is due in a week, so I'm going to need your half- and Don't forget rent on the 29th."
I don't understand the element of this; honestly I didn't understand any of it. When I was bad before He would punish me and we would talk about it after. When we moved in together I wasn't to work- or pay bills. My job was to... it hits me again. I'm not serving Him any more.