From the power of her thrashing, I guessed Sommer must have been on the tenth level of pain.
The men spoke in their own, Maori tongue. Shorter popped the leaves into his mouth and began to chew, while he also helped hold the girl still. Her eyes rolled back and she gasped for air. Now that she was under control, Taller dug his knife into the sole of her foot, where she'd stepped on the poisonous spines. More screaming. The clear water around her feet turned a cloudy red. It was all I could do to hang on to her.
Setting the knife aside, Taller held out his empty palm and his friend spit the chewed leaves into it. He began pushing the green poultice deep into the wound, evoking more screams. For a minute, he pressed his hand against Sommer's foot, holding in the mush as she fought us with all of her remaining strength.
Then, all at once, her body went limp. Her eyes closed, she took a deep breath, and her muscles surrendered. I couldn't believe it. Colour even returned to her face.
"Your shirt, give me it," Taller said to me. I removed the tank top I'd slipped on before kayaking over – my attempt at being culturally sensitive – and handed it over. As easily as if he were tearing a piece of Kleenex, the ersatz doctor, ripped the garment lengthwise, then wrapped it around his patient's injured appendage. She flinched just a bit but the effect of his ministrations was startling.
Smoothing strands of wet hair away from Sommer's face, I could see her eyes processing what had just a happened. She moved to sit up.
"No, you lie down," Shorter said.
"Stay," Taller added.
"I'm…fine," she grunted, working herself upright.
"I need to get her to the hospital," I said.
She turned to face me and shook her head, then she grabbed my shoulder and used it to push herself into a standing position. I also stood, to help support her. Taller and Shorter eyed her with a mix of confusion and respect. Her right knee was bent, to keep the injured foot out of the water, and she balanced on her left leg, refusing the hand I offered to steady her.
I wondered if I could have done so well in the same position. Everyone deals with pain differently, I guess.
It took Sommer a minute to catch her breath but when she did, she held out her hand to first Taller, then Shorter, and gave each of them a firm handshake. I waited for her apology, or her thank you. Between heavy breaths she said to her saviours, "Please…please don't fish…in the
R'aui…
anymore."
Their faces moved from shock, to anger, to laughter. Taller reached out a Frisbee-sized hand and placed it on top of the hair matted to her head.
"
OK, crazy
papa'a,
no more fishing here
.
Just for you."
"Thank you," she said.
As she swooned, I caught her, mid-fall, and scooped her into my arms. Out cold. The men nodded to their tin boat and I smiled.
"Crazy
papa'a
woman," I whispered, as I kissed the top of her head.
#
I'd wanted to return to the main island to get medical care for Sommer but the men assured me there was nothing else the doctor could do for her. Judging from what I'd witnessed on the beach, I guessed they were about as knowledgeable as any doctor, when it came to stonefish wounds, maybe more so. Shorter, who's real name, I learned, was Nga, left me with a bunch of the leaves he'd used to neutralize the poison and gave me instructions for a tea I should use them in. Twice a day, for a week, the patient should drink the tea.
Taller, real name Moake, told me to wash the wound with very hot water, wrap it in a clean bandage and keep it dry. When he said goodbye, he petted her head again, with an expression I can only describe as awe.
I wondered if he, too, had seen the sea god in her eyes?
Even after swimming, sweating and writhing in the sand, the girl was still filthy with charcoal, so I'd helped her into the hammock while I fetched a basin of water and some soap. When I'd returned, she'd fallen sound asleep. Washing could wait. Like Moake, I petted her head, then curled up in a chair, next to her, staying close in case she needed me.
Hours later, with the sun performing its usual sultry and fiery swan dive into the Pacific, I woke to her groans.
"You OK?" I slurred, blinking my eyes to bring the world into focus.
"Stings a little," she answered, her voice heavy with sleep.
"Let's get you cleaned up and fed."
"Can we watch the sunset first?"
I chuckled, "Sure." Adjectives scrolled through my cerebral cortex as yet another paradisiacal sunset eluded description. "How would you describe this sunset?" I asked.
"It's like someone dropping half a ripe mango into a bucket of indigo paint."
"Well said." I turned to see her face glowing in the mango light. What a mess I'd made. "I'm sorry about all this. This was all an enormous mistake. Consider your slavery over."
"But…" she sat up, wincing a little as she did, "but we had an agreement."
"Don't worry, I'm still going to give you your chapter." My shoulders slumped, I had to tell her. "Sommer, I lied to you."
"What?"
"I lied. I had every intention of eating that endangered crab. I wouldn't now, now that I know all the facts, but at that time I didn't care. And I didn't write that article out of the goodness of my heart, it was all part of my plan to get you here. I'm a jerk. I'm sorry."
I waited for it. The anger, the yelling, the indignation but all she said was…
"Oh."
Then she lowered her gaze and stared at the wood planks on the deck.
Darkness was on its way and I was glad. I didn't want to see her disappointment in me. After an endless silence she looked at me. She bit her lip; I thought I saw tears welling in her eyes. Fuck, could I be anymore of an asshole?
In a voice almost too small to hear, she finally said, "But I was enjoying it."
What? Her eyes worked to avoid mine but eventually, through the twilight, I saw she was telling the truth. Yes, she
had
enjoyed it. Of course she had. The day was not a failure to her, how could she have known that thisbrand of slave doesn't run away just because they feel like it. What had I expected? Did I think I could take a stranger, who'd never done anything like this before, especially a stranger as passionate and independent as she was, and turn her into my version of a textbook submissive in one day? Ridiculous. I was as misguided as all the well-meaning people who'd tried to push me into the "lifestyle".
I stared at her face again. No mistaking, she'd finally touched that part of her that needed to submit and she was terrified of losing the connection.
There was something else there, too, but I didn't want to push her too hard.
"Sommer, tell me what you want."
"I want you to tie me up again and…do stuff."
"No," I chuckled, "I mean, what do you want to happen between us, in a more general way."
She closed her eyes, brought both her hands to her face and chewed on the nails of her pinky fingers. So, she was still fighting it.
"I want to be your slave." She said. The light had almost vanished and all I could see of her was a black silhouette. "I don't know why but I want to do what you say. I want you to make me do things, even if I don't want to do them. I want…I want to hurt. I…"
The heat of the day was gone and I'd forgotten she was almost naked until I saw her shivering. "You're cold."
"No," she held her shaking hand out to me, "I'm scared."
Taking her hand, I stood, lifted her out of the hammock and wrapped her arm around my shoulder as I walked her toward the sliding door.
"Come on, let's clean you up and get you dressed, then we'll talk about how we're going to make this work…for real this time."
#
"You know this won't be easy for you?"
"I know."
Standing behind her, moving the bar of soap down her shoulders, I watched the last of my artwork dissolve into grey lather. Sommer sat on a chair, in the indoor shower, her injured foot had been soaked and cleaned, the wound looked surprisingly good. When she was dried off, I'd bandage it and make her some of Nga's tea.
"You can't run away whenever you feel like it." I said. She opened her mouth but I anticipated her argument, "No matter how justified the cause. Got it?"
She nodded.
My hands slowed as I moved them around to her front, catching the edge of her breasts. We hadn't discussed this part yet, as far as I was concerned they were still off limits, as first agreed. But the soap made her skin slick and all I wanted was to slide both hands around and cup those elfish mounds.
"If you're my master," she began, "you own all of me, right?"
I took a long breath in, then let it out slowly, "Yes."
She was giving me permission. Taking another deep breath, I let my hands wander where they wanted.
Sommer inhaled as my fingers slid over her erect nipples. The sound stirred the Madman. Spreading my fingers, I pressed my hands against her tits and slid them up and down, feeling the hard buds flick between each digit as I did. Her low moan increased my speed until soap lather was flying off on each pass. When I saw her hips move, I stopped and continued soaping her as I had been a moment ago.
"Please…" she whispered.
Twisting one of my hands in her hair, I gave a sharp tug, "No begging."
With deliberate disinterest, I scrubbed the rest of her clean, talking to her in a low voice as I did so.