I awake next to a sleeping Jackson. He had his right arm and leg over me while he slept on his stomach. The sun was shining through the window blinds and I was surprised it didn't wake him. Since I didn't come home until earlier this morning and Jackson showed me just how he felt about that I completely forgot to shut the blinds and close the curtains. That is usually my job when getting ready for bed. I was in a rush this morning getting ready for bed in fear of upsetting Jackson more that I must have forgotten. I glanced over at my alarm clock; it is one in the afternoon!
Well it isn't as late as I thought it might be considering we didn't go to sleep until seven in the morning. I start rubbing Jackson's arm remembering how angry he was earlier this morning. I turned to look at him. He looks so peaceful and younger when he is sleeping. I wonder does everybody look that way when they are sleeping. He really is a beautiful man. I can't believe we told each other we loved one another. Were we just caught up in the moment or did we really feel that way about each other?
Still staring at him listening to his shallow breathing, I felt bad that he was worried about me. I need to start thinking of him more when I go out and do things. If the shoe was on the other foot I would have been angry too. I can still see his blue eyes glaring at me. It gave me a chill just thinking about it. I had never seen him so angry. I turned on my side so I could face him. It also gave me a chance to rub my ass to see if it was still sore after the spankings he gave me this morning. I still can't believe he used his belt.
Sure he has spanked me before but usually it was for play and with his hand. I was surprised to find that I actually enjoyed being spanked if only I could get over the embarrassment of bending over his knee. I didn't mind if we were lying in bed and he spanked me but the humiliation of actually bending over his knee or a piece of furniture. I struggled internally with that part but my body always betrayed me because once I did assume the position he requested I always found myself turned on and wet.
He has spanked me with a paddle once. I had gotten in trouble another time. That is how I know about the "lock down". What an interesting experience that was to say the least. I felt smothered because I literally had no freedom but the sex was amazing! That is also how we found out I enjoyed the paddle too. He started to stir and I began running my fingers through his hair. He groaned a little and then smiled before opening his eyes.
"Good morning sir!" I expressed cheerfully.
He grins in reply opening his eyes and rolling over on to his back. I rest my head on my hand as I gaze down towards his waist and smile because I see something else is awake as well. I smile my devious smile and trail my eyes back to meet his. He is still grinning at me but it doesn't reach his eyes. Oh that's right, I am still in trouble. I better remember my place quick. I feel butterflies in my stomach because there is a hint of that same look he gave me earlier this morning.
He notices that my mood changes from playful to nervous. I immediately put my head down so my eyes aren't staring into his anymore. This is one of the duties of a sub, especially a sub that is in big trouble with her Dom. He places a finger under my chin and raises my head upward so our eyes can meet.
"Yes, I am still mad at you but that doesn't mean I don't love you. You are still going to be punished for being disobedient. You know I think you're hot as hell when you wear that outfit. That is why I want you to wear it when you are with me. You wear things for me and me only. I am your main concern. Do you understand?"
"Yes sir, I understand."
"Today is the first day of your lock down and I decided to call it being grounded instead even though I like the thought of you being locked down." He says following with a devilish grin. I can't help but smile either and I feel myself getting wet just imagining him locking me down with restraints.
He stretches and reaches down to his manhood and frees it from under the sheet. He looks at me then gazes down at his full hard cock. He doesn't have to say anything. I already know what he wants and I am too happy to oblige. I love wrapping my mouth around Jackson's huge cock. I like the way he moans when I give him pleasure. I love the way he rubs my head when I am licking his balls and suckling them. I devour his enormous cock in my mouth. I lick him down to his root then back up doing this slowly taking pleasure in teasing him and hearing his moans get louder. He has had enough of my teasing and grabs my head to force a rhythm he enjoys. It won't be long until he finishes and I get to taste my reward. I love the way he tastes.
I never thought I would find myself thinking anything like that but with Jackson there are many things I am surprised to find myself thinking. As I feel his warm cum going down my throat I feel myself getting wetter. It turns me on when I am able to satisfy him. Sometimes he talks dirty to me by calling me his good little slut or his little cock sucker. This makes me suck harder and my clit throb.
If anyone else talked to me like that I would be offended but with Jackson I embrace it. He has this way. Maybe it's the sound of his voice or the way he says it that I enjoy hearing. After I am finished I look up at him and he is looking down at me. He is looking relaxed and I am proud that I have accomplished my goal. He reaches down to pull me up towards his lips and gives me a long sensual kiss. As we are kissing he grabs a hold of my ass with both his hands and squeezes gently. I moan in response and feel that tingle between my legs.
We break from kissing to take a breath and look into each other's eyes. I smile down at him and he sighs still in that relaxed state. He squeezes me in a hug and then slides me back onto the bed. He gets up and throws his legs over the bed and onto the floor. I am staring at his muscular back. He has such a beautiful body and takes care of it. Jackson owns and manages a health club so he kind of has too. You can't have an owner running around looking like a blob. We are both still naked from earlier but this is nothing knew since we usually sleep naked unless I am on my period.
It is in his rules that I sleep naked. Jackson wants to have excess to my body anytime he is in the mood. He already has full excess but while we are in bed he doesn't want to be fumbling around with clothes. He surprises me by waking me up in the middle of the night or early in the morning with his cock deep inside me. It doesn't take too long for me to participate. Like I have said before, I enjoy being fucked by him. I don't care what time it is. He stood, still naked turning around to face the bed.
