{I mean this story as just a "one-off" I wrote for a friend. It is one of those, "based on a true story," (so like in the movies there are only elements of truth to it, I'll let you figure out which ones).
Sofia considered herself a dirty girl. After all, she was the only one of her circle of family or friends that was a web cam girl. She loved showing off her beautiful body to strangers all over the world. "That makes me dirty, right?" she thought to herself. Also, her private thoughts and ideas about sex seemed to be radically different from those of her friends. She found herself acting shocked by some of their comments about how "perverted" something was, when in her head she found herself excited by them. Deep down though, she knew that a virtual dirty wasn't the same as reality.
Sofia also was a "one man woman" kind of girl. She had always been loyal in the very few relationships she'd ever had. The problem, as she saw it, was that her lovers were not ever "that type." They were not the kinky, creative types, which she didn't even know at the time, until she discovered the kinky world of the internet from many months of being online. She often cringed at the comments from the random strangers that frequented her room. Still, some of the thoughts were, well....secretly exciting. It opened up a world of possibilities in her mind, some of which were about to come true, a thought which would've shocked her if she'd have known it was coming.
Sofia was a beauty. She was one of those women who didn't realize the full extent of their effect on men. Her face was flawless, with a seductive quality underlying her overall look of purity and innocence. She had jet black, silky hair, which offset her sky blue eyes wonderfully. She had a shape which would rival Aphrodite's. She had wonderfully pert tits, with cute, totally suckable nipples. She had a tight, taut stomach with sexy hips. Her skin was porcelain white and looked to be made of the softest material on earth. Then there was her ass, her magnificent, big, round, bouncy, sexy ass. Unfair or not, it was the feature which got the most comments and attention online.
This is where Sofia rationalized that she was a "dirty girl." In her online shows, she often featured her butt. She used various butt plugs and dildos, as well as fingered her enticing behind. Online, when asked about whether she enjoyed anal she would respond that she did but would say something like, "but not every guy is into anal." That was true, but in her case it was more like the few guys she dated were not into anal. Like her friends, she felt that they found it "gross" or something. She enjoyed it, though, oh did she enjoy it. The ass play she did online was as much for her as it was for her tipping fans. Every time, when she used her glass or realistic one, she fantasized about....that, about it being a real cock, inside her most private regions. It never failed to get her excited, a fact not lost on most of her fans who reveled in her coos and moans when she was playing with herself.
Her home country wasn't particularly repressive when it came to sex, which is why she felt comfortable enough to online model, nor was it progressive enough that she felt she could openly tell her family about her choice. It made her feel somewhat alone when considering.... possibilities regarding sex. She felt like she was being pushed or pulled towards something, she just didn't know what it was. She wanted it, though, she really did. She couldn't hide herself from those thoughts which invaded her mind at all hours of the day and night. She even called them her, "dirty girl," thoughts. She felt like she was being led down a path which she had no control over, with no guidance or counsel.
That's when she met Mr. Jones. He was one of her online fans. He was clearly older, experienced, by the way he spoke to her. He was funny, silly, kinky and seemed to have a dominant, BDSM interest, which of course attracted Sofia. She liked being spanked, he claimed he was a prolific spanker, having years of experience with his then wife and girlfriends since. Among her model gear was nipple clamps and a gag, which he also mentioned having experience in using.
Now up to this time, Sofia had never once had a thought of what old guys thought of. Like most her age, she just assumed as they age guys just lost interest in "that kind of stuff." The truth is, guys desire rarely wanes with time, they desire from adolescence through old age. Performance may suffer, but the desire and lust is still there, often enhanced by fantasy, mind games that come with experience. Sofia was traditional that way, all her relationships were with guys her age. Still, she found herself enjoying his attention and suggestions, which led to the current adventure.
During one of her shows, Mr. Jones asked her if she actually was into anal sex, or if it was "just for the show." As mentioned before, she said she liked it, but that a lot of men weren't into anal. That gave Jones the idea that she really was inexperienced in the area and that it was more than a reasonable probability she'd never experienced it. He knew she could take it, though, because of her experience with her dildos which were plenty big enough and representative of what she'd have to take if it were real. Being the kinkster that he is, he thought of a scenario for her, if she was interested. He suggested that with the very next guy she was with, she should overtly offer him a choice. That being, he could either fuck her pussy, or her ass, and that he can only choose one. The thing is, Jones understood most guys' motivations, and, being trained in human behavior, he understood the type of guy that would make "the right decision," at least for satisfying this desire of Sofia's.
The problem was, Sofia wasn't a slut. She might harbor slutty thoughts and fantasies, but she wasn't the type to have sex with strangers, have one night stands, or work her way through a number of guys until she found the right one. Sofia had a boyfriend, at least in name. They had recently cooled off and now only occasionally got together. Juki was a momma's boy and, while attentive in bed, wasn't assertive, nor particularly creative when it came to sex. He also was disapproving of her online life, which was most of the cause of their cooling off. He did provide the opportunity for the fantasy, however, and at least gave Sofia the reasonable comfort of trying it with someone she knew and trusted.
It took some convincing from Jones for Sofia to talk herself into such a task. After all, fantasy was one thing, reality was another. Still, she wanted this, probably more than she would admit to herself. All those hours of playing with her ass, fingering, the dildos, just made her long for the real thing even more. She knew she was going to do it; she'd been putting it off, shoving it to the back of her mind. With Jones' help, it was now facing her, the moment had come. She also liked the kinkiness of the idea, that she'd have to pose the question...right at the moment before being fucked, leaving it up to the guy. She knew it would be embarrassing, humiliating even, but secretly, Sofia liked that. She wanted to be taken, to be led, Jones idea just urged her on.
#1- Juki******************************************
Sofia nervously called Juki. They hadn't done anything sexually of late so a call out of the blue like that made her blush. She could tell he was curious as to why she was insisting on getting together. They met at a coffee shop. She did her best to flirt and give him "ideas" but he seemed oblivious to her desires. This was one of the reasons she and he had cooled off. She wanted him to unleash his desires, his lust, but like a puppy he always needed to be led. Subtlety was lost on him; it was like she needed to beat him over the head with obviousness. This case was just another example.
"Sooooo....you want to....go somewhere?" she asked shyly, hoping he'd catch the meaning.
"Go where? We're already somewhere!" he said, totally clueless, as usual.
Sofia stuck out her bottom lip with an exaggerated pout. "Yes, but we can't do....everything....in public."
"Oh!" his eyes widened. He finally got it. "Sofia, what's gotten into you?"
"Fuck," she thought. " Can't a girl just be horny? I mean, why is it totally fine for men to lust constantly, but when a woman does it, she's questioned and looked down on?" she wondered. Still, she was committed to this course of action. She did wonder, though, is Juki the kind of guy who will....make the right choice?
Sofia brought him back to her place, trying to be as flirty and suggestive as she could be while still trying, hoping he'd take control at some point. After some rather vigorous making out, it worked Sofia up, causing her wetness to soak into her panties. "How can I get him to give it to me....there?" she wondered. She did her best. She was on the bed in front of him, clad only in her lingerie, which she'd picked out specifically for this moment. It was a lacy white bra and a sheer matching thong. She was on her hands and knees on the bed. Her back was arched. She was practically begging for it. He crawled up next to her and nudged her as if to get her to turn over (as he'd always done in the past). He had eschewed doggy style, always choosing missionary above any other position.
Sofia held her ground. "Don't you want to try...something different today?" she purred. "Do you want to do me...like this?" she asked, exaggerating the curve in her back and sticking her ass out invitingly.
"God Sofia, what're you trying to do to me? I've never seen you like this!"
"Can't a girl just try to get fucked, in the best way possible?" she shyly grinned.
"Ok, I'm going to give it to you good....turn over!" he panted while unzipping his shorts.
Sofia's mind raced. "Damn, he has no idea! How can I get him interested in...that?"
"I have an idea," she said with her face red from shame. "Don't you ever want to....you know....try it.....back there?" she stammered, barely able to get the words out of her mouth.
