"Honey I'm home." he grimaces as he reads the words scribbled on the page. Frowning, crumpling the paper and tossing it into the waste basket beside his desk. His brow creases as he concentrates, holding the tip of the pencil to his tongue, he ponders. Hastily he writes, "Daddy's here!" His groan so loud it startles him; crumple, toss.
He takes off his glasses and places them on the desk, on top of the blank page and leans back in his chair. He closes his eyes, and lets his mind think of her. His girlfriend, his lover, the reason he wakes up each morning, and definitely the reason he looks forward to going to bed each night.
Sighing aloud, letting his mind sink deeper, he wonders what exactly his best approach will be. He reaches into his pocket to toy with the ring. Carrying it in his pocket for three weeks, trying to think of exactly the right words to say. He thinks of the dozens, no hundreds of greeting cards he has read, each one lacking the right sentiment.
How does one explain with words alone how the heart feels?
He jumps as the phone rings and he opens his eyes reaching for it. "Hello." The only sound a dull buzzing of the dial tone. He wonders if maybe he had imagined the peal of the phone, so lost in thought, his mind playing tricks on him.
He checks the caller ID and sure enough, there had been a call. The number strange, not anyone he would know, and not many had the number for his private line. He buzzes his secretary, asking if she had put a call through. "Not me Sir, is there a problem?"
He mumbles something into the phone and then hangs up.
"Happy Valentine's Day!" he smiles as he reads his scribbles, and that's when the idea hits him. He will ask her to marry him on Valentine's Day. The most romantic day of the year and he hasn't started to read all of those cards yet, there must be the perfect one out there somewhere, he has 8 days to find it.
He picks up his glasses and perches them on his nose, smiling as that particular dilemma seems to be solved, he can concentrate on work.
The day passes quickly and as he shrugs into his jacket, he decides to call his lovely lady and invite her out to dinner. No cooking no, dishes tonight. He hits the call button and after three rings a voice answers, "Leather for Lovers, how may I help you?"
Holding his breath and taking the phone from his ear, he stares at it as if he has discovered an alien artifact. He hears a voice repeating loudly, "Hello, hello is anyone there?" He puts the phone back to his ear and the words tumble out, "Sorry, I dialled the wrong number."
"That's alright Sir, it happens sometimes, have a great evening." Still holding the phone to his ear, he can envision the smiling face of the girl on the phone. She probably thought that he had chickened out of talking to her. Leather for Lovers, he can just imagine the things they sell there. Shaking his head, he decides to grab some take out on his way home and have an evening in front of the fire.
He walks to his car, the snow falling softly, giving the world a just scrubbed look, pretty sparkles dancing on every surface where the light touches.
He pulls into the Chinese Food Restaurants parking lot and sees a flashing neon light in his rear view mirror. He turns in his seat and stares, open mouthed at the sign in the store window across the street. It says:
'Leather for Lovers,' when you just can't find the right card, give them something a little more personal.
The flashing neon light states OPEN and it almost seems to beckon him. He starts the car and parks across the street, this is serendipitous at the very least and he must have a peek inside the store.
He enters the store, shaking the snow off the collar of his jacket and standing still letting his eyes adjust to the dim lighting. Well not quite dim, but not bright either, a soft balance of something in between.
He looks around and smiles, this is not exactly as he had imagined, but it does stir his interest. He walks among the shelves, running a finger over soft fabrics, reading the spines of the many books, and finally finds himself standing at the counter where a voice seemingly from nowhere asks, "May I help you?"
He looks around and when he turns back the clerk rises from behind the counter where she had been bent over. Her green eyes flashing at him, her white teeth bright as she smiles.
His mouth is dry so he licks his lips and before he realizes it, he is pouring out his heart and his dilemma to this strange woman.
"So, as you can see, I want the proposal to be special, meaningful, something she will remember and smile about as we celebrate every anniversary."
She smiles, and holds his hand in hers, her long painted nails tracing circles in his palm, "I think I have just the right idea...don't move, let me gather everything you will need."
She lets his hand flow from her touch, it lands on the counter silently and he wonders what exactly she has in mind. Maybe she has just the right card for him, it will certainly save him hours of reading.
He listens to the soft music in the background, a sweet romantic tune, playing wordlessly and finds himself humming along as she comes back with a basket, a full basket in hand.
She lays the items out, one by one, the last a drawing of the proposed custom made 'card.' Well not exactly a card but a substitution for one, the words written are simple, but effective. She tells him that there is just enough time to make this happen by Valentine's Day. He nods, grinning, and agrees to every suggestion, pulling a credit card from his wallet and handing over the ring.
His pocket feels lighter, empty without the ring he has been carrying around, but his heart feels lighter too. The decision made, he thanks her for her time and the wonderful idea.
Crossing the road again, to order the food and take it home, the grin never leaving his face.
A lovely evening with his wife to be, at least he hopes she will say yes, a movie and then...to bed, his favourite place to spend time with his angel.
The week passes uneventfully, and finally the thirteenth. He leaves work early and arrives at the store, having to wait behind the line of men picking up their own special Valentine's gifts.
Finally, he stands and stares at the arrangement of items, licking his lips, a little nervous, not sure all of a sudden if this is really such a good idea...but...too late. She packs the things in a plain black bag with a single red heart on it and wishes him luck. She winks as he gulps noisily, leaning across the counter and stroking his cheek, "It will be fine, she will say yes, and she will love you forever. I could tell the moment I touched your hand that she is yours already."
He pulls away, stumbling over his words, he thanks her again. "See you soon." she calls to him as the door closes. The vision of her dark hair floating around her face and her haunting green eyes accompany him on the drive home.