All I know is that I am never happier then when pushed....taught...controlled...I feel safe, then, loved and priceless...my tears are Your pearls – my sweet droplets of intense lust are Your diamonds – and You are my priceless, priceless gem...
I Undress quickly – and leans against the wall – looking in the mirror...seeing a woman with shiny eyes...blonde hair washing down my back all the way to my heart shaped ass ~ seeing a full figured body – made to serve Legs opening – hands moving down – and soft little gasps spill from my lips as the fingers prison the nipples. I am feeling them harden so quickly between my eager fingertips. I am pulling them lightly, then harder, until it hurts so sweetly that I have to cry out. My pussy tightens in delight and my sweet petals coating themselves with lust filled drops. I have a very puzzled look on my face – as I give myself pain. Me! Who fears pain, is actually making me yelp because I was told to show Him what a wicked, hungry slut I am. My own fingers pinching and pulling ~ my wide open eyes meeting my gaze in the mirror.
I am now sitting on the bed with cushions and comforters behind my back ~ so that I can watch myself and I am reaching for the new clamps ~ and attaches them to my hard nipples. It is somewhat embarrassing but also very exciting to watch myself in the mirror, and my sex is so wet and so warm ~ so the little egg slides very easily into my cunt – and I turn the switch on and through all of it – my eyes are never leaving the mirror.
Hips jerking a bit as the humming starts and a low heated yelp escape my lips when the sensation from the clamps bites into my erect nipples. I whimper out the intense need inside me. --oh God. Already I need to cum-. My fingers slips to my wet cunt, opening it, seeing the cord disappear inside, I am feeling the small egg vibrate in there, and my hungry fingers rub my hard clit slowly. I am balancing on the edge still ~ wanting to savor this moment ~ wishing You were the One looking back at me, watching me shamelessly touch myself – open to You and Your eyes ~ and to Your Dominance. In a way it is You watching and a sudden smile is dancing on my lips, knowing I will also happily write to You what I did for You – at Your command.
Pussy clinging to the small vibrating egg, but is so hungry for more, so slowly I use my muscles to push the egg out ~ not even using my hands to help. I am reaching for the inflatable toy and very slowly pushing it inside. "Yes" I am mumbling to myself. "I am a wicked, lil slut." Legs spread even more – bent at the knees keeping me totally open...wet... Hand locks around the soft, bulbous and hollow ball that is attached to the toy with a cord, and when I squeeze it lightly – it makes the toy grow inside my hungry sex. Finger is still dancing on my clit, pulling the little ring that is pierced through my hood. Toy growing inside my cunt until I am so filled a numb pain starts to throbs softly. I am gasping in sweetest delight as it is almost too much, but this is what I need now, I need too much. Pushing into the cushions behind my back ~ struggling to breathe as I talk to myself..."You want Him, don't You, slut...You want to rub against Him – beg for Him to take You...push You...~fingers rubbing hard and fast now. My eyes are heavy with pure lust - seeing my sex so filled and so sweetly darkening in aroused pink ink around the black toy. "You want Him to curl His finger to You – and without words command You to crawl to His chair and lick His boots – You want to rock Your pussy over the tip of the worn out leather, and shine His boot with Your juices~.