A couple of weeks after I sent Kathy the tape of me spanking her I headed into the neighborhood bar. I hadn't been there as often since we'd broken up. It was her favorite place and I wanted to meet some new people, so I'd been hitting other places around town. Friday I'd had a few drinks after work at a place near the office, but I it was dead and I wasn't in the mood to hang around waiting on a crowd so I decided to head home. I passed the neighborhood bar on the way and decided to step in for one last drink or three. I didn't want to think about it, but I'm sure I knew Kathy might be there.
I got to the bar and ordered before I noticed Kathy across the room. I was about to try to catch her eye when I noticed her date – Troy.
He was sitting across from her having a beer, relaxing. I hadn't heard anything about them dating and from what Kathy had told me they never really had. It was always just a booty call situation.
I was probably staring a bit too long. I should've turned away, maybe even slunk out of there, but Kathy spotted me before I thought of it. She just gave me a sort of knowing look, not a wave or even a nod, just that look of recognition before she turned back to her conversation.
I turned away before Troy noticed me. I didn't know if he knew who I was and I wasn't sure I wanted to know. My drink arrived and I gulped it down, wondering how much she'd told him about me. Maybe he'd even seen the video of my sloppy seconds encounter with her after he'd left.
"She wouldn't show him that, would she?" I kept thinking.
Early in our relationship, Kathy had been a lot kinkier. It wasn't the kind of thing she would've done in the latter part of our relationship, but when we first started messing around she had been a lot wilder. I wouldn't put it past her. I couldn't help but imagine the two of them on her couch watching the tape. Her going down on him and sucking him off while he watched. It made me feel a little ill.
I also couldn't help but notice the hard-on it gave me.
Some kind of morbid curiosity glued me to the spot. I didn't want to leave. I wanted to watch them interact. See how she acted with him. Heck, this could have been the "I don't want to see you any more" conversation I was about to witness.
When the bartender brought me a second drink I noticed I could see them in the mirror behind the bar. I tried not to stare, but I watched as best I could. They didn't act like a couple. No holding hands or signs of affection. But a few minutes later I saw him jump a little. She had a sly look on her face and I couldn't tell what I'd missed. I turned around for a better look, trying to make myself invisible. I saw him pull her foot out of his crotch under the table.
This wasn't a breakup date I was catching.
Again I felt that mix of nausea and excitement.
I decided to head to the bathroom, get them out of my sight for a minute and clear my head. I took a leak and washed my face and decided to get the heck out of there. Maybe go rent some porn and try to get excited about something else, jack off for a while and go to sleep.
I headed back to my seat to settle up the tab. In the mirror I saw Troy get up and head for the bathroom. I thought for an instant about at least waving goodbye to Kathy but decided to give her the same cold shoulder she'd given me. But then I saw her stand and head my way. I didn't turn, I just stared at her in the mirror as she walked toward me, staring back.
She stood beside me, stared at me in the mirror and whispered, "Troy and I are gonna go back to my place and make another movie. If you wanna see it, go home and get cleaned up and come over," she paused and looked at her watch, "about 10. I'll turn on the porch light when it's safe."
The bartender showed up, a girl Kathy and I both knew.
"Oh, hey Kathy, hey Frank. Did you two... make up?" she asked.
"Uh... sort of," I answered, my brain still trying to catch up to what Kathy had said.
"We're not dating, if that's what you mean," Kathy said, cheerfully.
She turned and headed to the ladies' room. I sat there staring at myself in the mirror, mentally asking myself what the hell that was all about.
Her tone pissed me off.
She was clearly fucking with me.
But I didn't get to dwell on it too long. Troy came out of the john and headed straight toward me. I had a moment of panic, wondering if this was about to be some kind of confrontation or something.
He stopped at the bar and paid their tab, not even looking at me.
I couldn't help but look at him. Our eyes met and he said, "Hey, how's it going?" with a tone that told me he didn't know who I was.
"ok" I said, then looked away.
I was flooded with relief. She hadn't shown him the tape. Probably hadn't told him anything.
He got his change and Kathy reappeared. She walked right past me, throwing me the tiniest of glances as they headed out together. They still weren't holding hands or acting like a couple in any way.
I watched as they got into separate cars and pulled out of the parking lot, headed in the direction of Kathy's apartment.
I looked at my watch. I considered ditching, leaving Kathy to think I'd finally gotten disgusted with her and wasn't interested.
I got another drink and stewed on it for a while.
The bartender came over after a while, "So, how are you doing?"
The way she said it told me she wasn't asking if I wanted another drink.
"I'm ok. You?"
"Good. Sorry about you and Kathy."
"It's ok," I said, trying to sound appropriately sad yet optimistic. I think it came out as purely nervous.
"Let me know if you need anything. That one's on me," she said pointing to my drink and moving on to help other customers.
"Thanks," I said, weakly, and downed my drink.
I decided to split after that. I headed home with visions of what they might do swimming in my head. I got home and stared at my empty apartment then suddenly made my mind up and jumped in the shower.
So an hour later I found myself sitting in my car in her parking lot, staring at her porch. Her living room lights were on. Her car was there.
I couldn't help but imagine what they were doing in there. I thought about what I'd seen in the first video Kathy had shown me. Troy's cock invading her pussy. The look of pure pleasure on her face. The nasty way she'd sucked his cock clean. The taste of her pussy afterward.
I'd had a bit too much to drink to sit still and patient. I began to wonder if they'd changed their minds, called off their evening, or if he'd stayed over this time and wasn't leaving. I was getting a little drowsy myself.
But eventually her door opened and Troy came out and headed down her stairs. His shirt was untucked and I couldn't help but notice a satisfied bounce in his step, whether it was really there or not.
He drove away and left me, now wide awake, waiting for Kathy's porch light to come on.
Again, I was waiting so long I began to wonder – had she changed her mind? Forgotten?
It was probably only a few minutes, but it seemed like half an hour before the light finally came on. I was nervous as I hopped out of my car, wondering if this was something I really ought to be doing.
I got to the door, saying "Stupid stupid stupid" to myself over and over again the whole way.
I knocked, still telling myself it was dumb.
"Come in," I heard.
I opened the door, deciding at the same moment I wasn't going to watch any movie. I was going to fuck Kathy's brains out. I stepped in, ready to throw my clothes off and tell her to turn off the damn TV.
She was on the couch watching herself on camera, just as she had been a few weeks before when I'd come in after Troy. I undid my shirt as I moved closer. But what I saw on screen stopped me in my tracks – she had shaved her pussy completely bald.
I turned from the TV to her pussy.
It was something I'd asked her to do many times when we were dating but she'd never done it.
"Too much hassle. And it itches," she had said.
Now she sat on the couch, legs spread, lips open and oozing.
She gave me a look that said, "Well? Get to work?" and spread her legs a little wider.
Again I'd like to use the alcohol as an excuse, but I couldn't seem to stop myself from kneeling in front of her.
Her smooth lips slipped around under my tongue. Her clit poked out at me, rolling around under my tongue. She let out a sigh that caused me to look up at her.
Her mouth hung open as she stared down at me with an expression she'd only had a few times in the entire time I'd known her. She'd gotten it once when she'd gotten drunk and told me how to go down on her, in graphic detail, as I followed her lead. I still masturbated thinking about that night from time to time. I knew it was because of how domineering she was, something that always turned me on but something she was rarely comfortable with.
But she was more than comfortable with it this night.
"Lick my pussy," she whispered.
I licked and little harder. She seemed to pull back a bit - still a little too sensitive, I guessed, so I stuck with licking her lips and elsewhere. I found my tongue sliding down to her entrance to lap at the mess dripping out of her.
She moaned, "Oh, stick your tongue in me."
I slipped my tongue inside her. She put a hand on my head and curled her fingers in my hair, pulling me deeper in.
"Lick it out. Yeah, lick his cum out of me."
I felt a moment of nausea come over me. It was too much.
"Oh yeah. Suck it."
I sucked. The more she bossed me around the more I seemed to want it. I clamed my mouth over her entrance and French kissed her pussy.
"That's it. Oh yeah..."
Her other hand went to my head and clamped me in place. I licked and sucked, getting nastier and nastier by the moment. I moved my mouth in circles around her entrance, fucking her with my tongue, feeling her slick, bare lips roll across mine.
Suddenly she pulled my head away.
I looked up at her, probably with her juices, THEIR juices all over my mouth.