I was feeling a little... wound-up when I came home on Friday.
It had been a long week, too many late nights.
Going to bed exhausted, long after you had fallen asleep.
On the train home, I was almost aching with need and frustration.
Thinking about how I might finally enjoy taking you.
Stripping you.
Teasing you.
Biting you.
Claiming you.
I hate weeks like this one, where I've had to neglect our time together.
The train station had a florist and I smiled as I picked out a bouquet, thinking how nice it would be to surprise you.
That's why I came in the back door.
My hands were impatient with excitement as I fumbled with my key.
Wondering why it wasn't turning.
Then I realized.
It wasn't locked.
I eased the handle slowly and crept in, taking care not to step too heavily.
That will be why you didn't hear me, from your position, washing dishes in the next room.
Or maybe it was your ever-present earbuds.
The dog was snoring, so even he didn't alert you to my presence.
That was why you were so delightfully..... surprised
Or maybe... terrified...
When I grabbed you, tightly, closely, one hand pinning your wrists behind your back and one hand over your mouth, muffling your scream.
You bucked and thrashed against me instinctively.
We struggled for a while, but you didn't stand a chance against my strong, tight grasp.
I waited for you to give up, smiling as you went limp with exhaustion in my arms.
Then I growled in your ear:
"What the fuck have I told you.... about leaving that back door unlocked?"
Your brain slowly caught up and made the connection.
I thought I felt you relax back into my grip as you realised it was just me.
And breathe a sigh of relief.
Although I could still feel your heartbeat, hammering in your chest.
But Baby. I could have been anyone.
So I don't think you should relax just yet.
Maybe I should teach you a lesson.
About what could happen, if you don't pay attention to your safety. When I'm not here to protect you.
I spin you around and grab one of your braids, winding it around my fist and pulling backwards, forcing your head back so you have to look up at me.
And just as I close my mouth on yours, claiming your breath, I see it.
The wild look in your eyes.
Fear.
And I feel myself stiffen.
My blood starts rushing to my cock as I watch yours drain from your face.
Before your whimpers can turn into groans, I pull you away from the sink, and over to the counter.
You resist me, dragging your feet and whimpering, which is both adorable and pathetic at the same time.
I reach under your little blue sundress and pull your panties down, ordering you to step out of them with just an expectant raise of my eyebrow.
I have to hide my satisfied smile as you do.
Then I open a drawer and find exactly what I need.
A roll of plastic wrap.
I take a long piece and wind it tightly around your wrists, binding them high behind your back.
Then I pick up your panties and pack them into your open mouth, sealing them with another layer of wrap. Winding it around your mouth and behind your head, several times.
You breathe shallowly through your nose, your eyes darting around the room.
As if something might save you. Or there was some way to escape.
Finally, I pick up my favourite kitchen knife.
A 7-inch ridged Santoku blade forged in Damascus steel. Full tang. A black heartwood handle.