February 9th
I noticed the date. It has been a week since I began writing this journal. About 10 days since I was abducted.
I hope that I am progressing on the slave auction. I'm ready.
I still don't know how this works. I fantasize about a live auction in which I am presented to a room full of masters. They would then be allowed to inspect me, and ask questions about my training. Yet, I know this isn't the truth. It's all done online. How the auction closes is unclear. Does the Head Master have a value in mind? Or is there some cut-off date that I am unaware of?
There's no sense in worrying about it. I have no control over when, how, or to whom I'll be sold. I can only demonstrate that I am ready.
The black girl that Fuck Doll alluded to yesterday finally made her appearance at today's morning shower. She looked very worn down. It was clear that she had attempted to starve herself before surrendering. It was a shame because she was actually quite pretty.
The masters had already given her the name Wham Bam Mama.
She would take a few days to get her strength back, but I'm sure she will be quite fuckable and provide a real 'wham bam thank you ma'am' experience.
For the moment she was struggling to maintain the energy to focus and follow our exercises. On the other hand, she was trying to restrain her combative nature. She was in no position to fight and was truly broken down by her experience in the cell.
Fortunately for me, Blondie and Suk Wong had the unenviable task of cleaning her cell. At least I assume that was why they missed our morning exercises.
Fuck Doll was teaching the slave positions to our two new slave sisters and using me as a model. I had all the positions down by this point, but it was nice to have the refresher. It was also flattering to already be a guide for the new slavegirls.
Wham Bam Mama was struggling to handle the physical strain of holding positions. And I'm sure her large breasts didn't help when maintaining balance in these positions. However, she approached it with real determination.
Her demeanor suggested she was doing everything out of spite, as if her jumping through these hoops was a demonstration of how she could survive anything they threw at her. Even though she wasn't doing anything wrong, I couldn't help feeling that Fuck Doll's earlier assessment was correct, that she was 'an obstinate bitch'.
Fire Crotch was the opposite. She was clearly athletic, and had likely done something like yoga and aerobics. Once she learned the different poses, she was able to hold them without any difficulty.