Author's Note:
A couple of notes on the world-building and mythology. If there is an Earth parallel, the islands of Slathaar would be the Nordic countries. The mythology is loosely Norse, with Arsu heavily inspired by Odin. Arianne would be closer to feudal Europe. Samarra is very loosely based on the Middle East.
I've kept this story in BDSM because the sex, where it happens, will be strongly BDSM-flavoured. (Also, selfishly, that's where my readers are.) But this could be in Sci-Fi/Fantasy as well. There will be bits that are more appropriate to Group Sex in future chapters, as well as bits that straddle the edge of consent. I'll note these as they happen, but none of it should be too extreme.
I am struggling with paid work, so updates might not be as frequent as I'd like. But I will finish, because I really, really want to write this story.
And as always, much gratitude to my editor.
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Slathaar: Invasion
Chapter 1
Mariam:
"Kneel, Mariam." The voice is level. There is only one man in the realm who would dare to ask me to kneel. No, not ask. This isn't a request. This is an order.
I am Mariam. During the day, I am the Second-in-Command of the Armies of Slathaar. And at night, I am the mistress of the Overlord. Gareth. Overlord of all Slathaar. I am in his tent right now, and my Overlord has voiced an order.
I kneel. I wait.
"Shall we discuss troop movements, Mariam?"
Aah. The sound of his voice. When Gareth speaks, even in council, every muscle in my body clenches in arousal. Gareth never raises his voice in anger. I've heard him sound amused. Mocking. Sarcastic. And cold. But always in control. Gareth is more in control than any man I've ever been with.
"If the Overlord wishes," I reply, my eyes on the floor. I am naked. My knees are spread as far apart as they will go. My cunt is shaved naked, and earlier this evening, before I was summoned by the Overlord, I rubbed fragrant oil over my mound. I can smell that perfume now, mixed with the juice my cunt produces in copious amounts when Gareth is near.
"The Overlord?" There is danger in those words, and I curse inwardly at my thoughtless phrasing.
"I beg forgiveness," I whisper. "If my Overlord wishes."
"That's right, Mariam. Let's not forget who you belong to, shall we?"
He doesn't own me, of course. Because we are in Slathaar, where there are laws against slavery that have been set in stone for thousands of years. Slavery of sorts is practiced in Arianne, and in the hot desert reaches of Samarra. But never in Slathaar. The concept is repulsive to my people.
No. His words are a prelude to an evening of play. The slight sense of danger is imagined, not real. But a very real frisson of fear cuts through my body, one that comes with a large helping of arousal.
"Let's discuss troop movements, Mariam." His voice mimics mine from the council meeting earlier today. "Gareth, don't be a fool. You can't go south with such a small force. You are Overlord of Slathaar."
If for a second I thought that I couldn't speak freely in council, I would resign my commission and take up farming or knitting or something else. But I'd known as I had spoken those hot words in council that Gareth would use them in our play. There'd been an amused look in his eyes as I'd spoken.
"I beg my Overlord's forgiveness," I reply. I try to keep the snide tone out of my voice.
Gareth just laughs aloud. "How you lie to me, Mariam," he says. I can see his feet as he walks closer to me. My eyes follow his path as he moves to my side, and then he walks behind me. I keep my eyes lowered as my Overlord examines me.
"Do you know what I think of troop movements, Mariam?" Gareth's voice is even.
I couldn't give a flying fuck, Gareth.
I keep that thought hidden. I am impatient for our games to begin, and if Gareth even senses a hint of impatience, he will keep me at the edge of orgasm all night before sending me away. I have learned to hide certain emotions from my Overlord.
He chuckles. "Let me guess, Mariam. You don't give a flying fuck. Isn't that the expression you always use?"
I make eye-contact and my lips curve into a reluctant smile. "Damn you, Gareth," I mutter. "You know me too well." Except the one secret. I know he doesn't know my one hidden secret. Because if he knew, I wouldn't be in his chambers.
He inclines his head and smiles back. "As tempting as it is to keep you on edge the entire night, Mariam, tonight isn't the night for that. We have a hard, perilous voyage ahead of us. Tonight, I seek comfort in your softness."
It is words like these that have the power to wound deeply. Because the words are so close to the ones I crave from Gareth but will never hear. For three years, I have loved Gareth with an intensity that overwhelms me. And with an awareness that he does not reciprocate my feelings. He likes me. He cares for me. But he has not surrendered his happiness to me the way I have done to him.
I have never told him. Because I know that the instant my Overlord knows the depth of my feeling for him, he will cut off my access to his bedchamber. Gareth is only cruel when he is dominating me. He will not inflict cruelty otherwise. And, caring for me, he will think that the best thing he could do is to send me away.
He would be correct in this. The best thing for me would be to end this thing with Gareth. But like the addict who craves her next fix, I find myself unable to speak the words that will start the process of healing. Instead, I reach once again for the knife, and I slice open a bit more of my heart.
"I am yours to use, Overlord," I whisper. I don't look into his eyes. My emotions are a turmoil, and I need a few seconds to collect myself. I can hear Gareth move, and eventually, I compose myself enough to look up. He gathers a flogger. Rope. A blindfold, for which I give inward thanks to Arsu. A candle.
"Are you ready, valiant defender of Slathaar?" There's no trace of mocking in his voice. Just an indulgent good humour. It is because of things like this that I find myself unable to walk away. When you find someone who gives you what you crave in bed, and who respects you unstintingly during the day, how do you leave?
He does not love me. That's why I should leave.
I nod my readiness, and he fastens the blindfold. His lips brush against my neck as he moves my hair forward to lie over one shoulder. My hands are drawn behind my back and tied together, elbows pulled tight, the knots holding my arms together from elbow to wrist.
"Too tight?" he asks, ever solicitous.
"Not yet," I reply.
He backs away. I hear his footsteps recede. I wait again, my knees parted, my breasts pushed outward by the rope tying my arms together behind my back. My Overlord wills me to stay perfectly still, and I comply.
I smell the candle an instant before the hot wax drips on my jutting breasts. I hiss as the heat sears my skin for an instant, and I can feel Gareth come closer to see if I've been burned. I haven't. He knows what he is doing.
The wax drips steadily, covering my breasts, my nipples, my chest. I flinch slightly, but I stay in position. I fight to remain still, and while I hiss, I don't speak.
The candle moves lower. Now, the wax runs down my abdomen. A trickle cascades down my inner thigh, and at that, I whimper, fearing where the wax might flow next. Gareth knows my limits well, and I trust him. And at this moment, I fear the drop of wax on my hard nub, and I crave it at the same time.
He chuckles. "Mariam," he laughs at me. "If I let that wax drip on your clitoris, you'll be sore for days. Not ahead of a long journey. I do need my Second-in-Command to be somewhat effective.
I pout slightly. He sounds amused, and I can get away with a bit of sulking. "Damn it," I mutter.
"Did I say you could talk, Mariam?" His voice is suddenly dangerous.
I shake my head, suppressing my aroused full-body shiver. The flogger now. The wax has hardened on my skin, and the tails of the flogger will strike my skin and scour it off my body.
I hear the tails whistle, and then the flogger strikes my skin, each tail bringing a little sting. I hiss again. This is the only noise I will allow myself to make. My own private battle. I will keep silent. The Overlord will not make me scream in pain.
Three more swift strokes, and I'm gasping, biting off the screams. Another stroke cuts down on my parted thighs, and I jump and move and scream.
"Back to position, Mariam." His voice is even. Then, he adds, and this time, I hear the humour in his voice. "And for Arsu's sake, keep the screaming to a minimum, sweet one. I don't want our play interrupted."
I roll my eyes, grateful for the blindfold. "You should try the flogger," I mutter sarcastically, and he laughs, and helps me back in position.