My thanks to lilgirlsix, this was her first attempt at editing and she was wonderful to work with. In addition thank you to Morganalafaie who helped me bring the story to life. Thank you both ladies.
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It seemed like this day would never come. I put down my bag in the room of the downtown hotel I'd set up shop in this weekend. I had an appointment with an author with whom I'd nurtured a special relationship for almost a year now. Our publishing firm's specialty was erotic literature. Specifically aimed at a unique audience, BDSM devotees, a style I favored in my everyday life as well. He had shown me over the past years through his tales, many sides of himself; from the hero to victim; dominant to submissive; strong to vulnerable.
It had taken a long time to get him to this point. His lack of confidence, in his words and himself, had proved to me to be at times almost heartbreaking yet maddeningly frustrating. His was the most fragile soul I ever encountered in all my years. I knew of his struggles, of his past, which he clung to it like a lifeline while in reality it was an anchor which threatened to pull him under the darkest sea.
After finishing getting dressed, I made my way down to the restaurant for our seven p.m. reservation. I had an idea of what I would be looking for, since his descriptions in his stories always remained the same. Longer brown hair, blue eyes. Oh yes, what were the other words he would use? Plain. Average. Ordinary. The worst though, easily forgettable. I'd lost track of the times that I had read those words thinking if I were there Mister, I would make you pay...dearly.
As I walked in, I saw him. I had said we would meet in the bar and he of course was in the very back of it, in the furthest, darkest corner. So many of his stories had mentioned the darkness, how it was easy to hide there, to not draw attention to yourself. Another line from one of his tales; you can't get hurt in the darkness.
I watched him for a few minutes, how his head hung down, how he didn't make eye contact with anyone. I'd known from many of the numerous hints what he truly desired. He would always try to hide his feelings behind the horrible jokes that he told, his defense mechanism whenever the subject turned toward his own wishes. I had thought all along that I would handle him with kid gloves, fearing he would bolt like a frightened deer.
It took only watching him for that brief period of time to convince me that would be a grave error. I took a look at what I was wearing, decided it wasn't quite the impression I wanted to convey. I retrieved my cell phone, dialing his number as I watched him from nearby. He opened his phone lifting it to his ear, but before he could say a single word, I spoke.
"I will be approximately 15 minutes late. You will have a glass of red wine waiting for me. I will expect you to be waiting as well." I hung up the phone smiling as I saw the look on his face, and I went back upstairs.
It wasn't 15 minutes later that I returned, it was more like 30 but I knew he would still be in the same spot, my voice, my tone having assured that. He sat there, hands in his lap, his head bowed as I walked up standing at the table and saying coldly. "I have read of how you're a gentleman yet you seem to lacking the simplest of manners." Jonathan turned a bright red as he rose, pulling my chair out and I simply nodded as I sat and he took a seat across from me.
I wasn't dressed in black leather or lace. I wore what I called my power suit, business wear which showed off all my curves. I saw him cast a furtive glance my way. I took a sip of my wine before turning my attention his way. "I've brought the contract which you will sign this night, I want this matter resolved. Look at me Jonathan, now."
He slowly raised his eyes, the blue much more striking than he had ever spoken. My brown eyes locked with his, my voice remaining calm. "We have spent far too much time in conversation over this matter than should have been necessary. Your first book should have already been published and I grow weary of this. If you will not make decisions, I will make them for you."
I kept my eyes locked on him never letting them move, almost daring him to say something. If he had, perhaps the weekend would have turned out differently. Instead, he showed his true colors, the ones I had seen glimpses of. His eyes lowered submissively. I took the final sip of my drink before saying, "I have changed my mind concerning where I will dine. You will follow me, now."
I stood, making my way to the elevator, my heels clicking across the floor. I didn't have to look, I knew he would be two steps behind me as we came to the elevator. The glass enclosure took us up to my room, his head remaining slightly bowed, his body trembling. I calmly put the key in the door and entered and as he closed it. I walked over to the window, opening the curtains, turning and pointing to a spot in front of me. "Jonathan, present yourself, now."
He stood frozen to the spot, I could almost hear his mind trying to grasp what was happening. I was in no mood for him to continue to drag his feet. I strode over, my hand finding his hair. I roughly pulled him over to spot the where I had pointed to. My hold on him tightened as I said tersely, "You will present yourself now, boy." He had spoken of it many times in his stories but I never knew the power it held to hear a grown man...whimper.
Falling to his knees, he trembled visibly as he did his best to assume the proper position. I waited until he had finally allowed his trembling palms to rest on his thighs. I stood over him and said, "The next time I give you a command and you hesitate for even the briefest of seconds, you will pay dearly pet. I've put up with your actions for too long. It ends tonight."
He never moved as I sat down in the chair, picking up the room service menu before using the phone. I knew he was listening as I ordered a meal for one, his mind still struggling to understand as I hung up. I took my suit jacket off, putting it in the closet before returning to the chair to watch him. He had written once that the worst punishment a submissive could suffer was the silence of a his Domme. I let my silence hang in the air until the knock came at the door.
Opening it, I couldn't help but smile, seeing the young lady delivering room service. "Please bring it in and place it by the chair in the corner." She entered, her eyes taking in the sight of the man on his knees with his head bowed. I could see confusion in her eyes and I was more than happy to tell her precisely what she was seeing.
"I'm sorry, dear, my submissive has been acting inappropriately today and I am contemplating his punishment. Until then he will remain where he is while I enjoy the delicious meal you have brought me." I could see the blush quickly rise to Jonathan's face. The poor girl couldn't help herself, she almost giggled as I gave her a smile. Then took a tip from my purse and sent her on her way.
"Pet, I want you here. Now." This time there was little hesitation as he obeyed. I smiled as I put my tray on his back and began to eat my entrΓ©e. I sat there, enjoying the meal, as he tried desperately, but hopelessly not to shake. My voice was soft but it showed my displeasure. "A simple task and yet you fail. It is obvious you require proper training, boy."
His head dropped further at the rebuke. When I finished eating I took the tray from his back saying, "You will put this outside for the staff to pick up and then you will find, procure and bring me the following. You have thirty minutes to do so. If you are even a single second late, correction will be called for." I gave him the items I required as I finally said, "I would advise you to move, the clock...is ticking."
He didn't hesitate. He simply picked up the serving tray before moving to the door, opening it and then doing as I had commanded. I gave him a few seconds head start before I picked up my phone, dialing a number. I began to engage in a conversation with one of my numerous friends who had assisted me in the past. I talked, she listened and she put the next part of my plan into motion for me.
Jonathan still had roughly two minutes remaining when I heard the soft knock on my door. I opened it, and motioned for him to enter. He walked in, his head bowed, a package in each hand. I smiled to myself., knowing the tasks I had set before him were not difficult ones but I needed him elsewhere, otherwise distracted as I had made my call. "You will prepare me a glass and serve it to me as best you can. I know you have no proper training boy but I do expect an effort to be put forth."
The poor thing, he tried his best but he was out of his element. I knew of his constant tremor, an issue from birth and I had put him in a position where it could only be worse as he tried to open the wine bottle, pour a small amount into the crystal container before turning to where I sat. He had written of being in service many times but this was real life and as he almost stumbled to his knees, he held up the offering, his voice almost a whisper, his voice filled with emotion.
"I pray my service is as pleasing to your eyes as this libation is to your liking Miss."