"I like to watch."
Lynn said that to me 2 years ago when we had been dating for just a few months. She said it with some hesitation, almost sheepishly, looking to see how I would respond. Such doubt was not typical for this confident, petite brunette. I don't know how many women enjoy watching porn -- it may be common among them -- but I recall thinking that her interest in watching was hott and just one more way in which Lynn and I seemed really compatible. As a man, it's hard to know how a woman thinks, so her admission provided some welcomed insight about Lynn's sexual nature.
We would sometimes watch porn together as a prelude to sex, which allowed us to explore each other's fantasies in a way that seemed safe. We watched a variety, but femdom and bondage eventually became frequent viewing topics for us, and soon enough we were exploring that in the bedroom.
Now here we are in Amsterdam for a long weekend -- a trip planned to celebrate Lynn's birthday and a city that was on our list of must-see places. On Saturday morning (Lynn's actual birthday), I asked if she wanted to do something special. She looked at me playfully and said, "Well, you know I like to watch...so how bout we take in a sex show in the red-light district?" I liked the sound of that! "Seems like you've got a good plan there!" I replied. She nodded and gave me a wink.
That night we headed out to the red-light district, and not surprisingly, it was packed with people. We dropped into a couple of clubs and decided to get a drink in one. She said she had gotten some info online about where to go for live sex shows. "Wow! She really wants this!" I thought. To tell the truth, we were both feeling some excitement. Apparently, there was a place nearby the club we were in, but we lingered in the club, taking in the moment. Funny how the anticipation of something exciting can sometimes be just as exciting. Savoring the moment, we chatted there in the club with drinks she ordered for the both of us. I felt a pretty quick buzz which I attributed to the excitement, the drink and the second-hand smoke of marijuana -- totally legal there. I was thinking it was a pretty cheap high, and I said something to Lynn to that effect, just to be funny. Lynn laughed, but she looked a bit confused, and I realized that I was slurring my speech. At that point I remember falling into someone as I blacked out.
I awoke to the sound of Lynn's whisper in my ear "Baby, wake up." The sun was bright on my face, and I thought "Damn! I slept through the whole night on her birthday!" Except that wasn't quite right. The light was not sunlight but just bright overhead lighting. And instead of being in our hotel room, I was laying face down on what felt like a massage table, except that my hands were tied down at my side and my legs were bound to posts on the floor which were separated, spreading my legs apart. Not a stitch of clothing on me and my cock and balls hanging below my slightly upturned ass.
The realization of my situation was a bit of a shock, but exciting at the same time. Our sexual adventures had been expanding, but this was a major step forward. "Where are we?" I thought. I could still hear the muted sounds of the music and party goers, so I assumed we were in some room in the red-light district.
Lynn stood in front of me dressed as she had been before but with the notable accessory of a riding crop in her right hand. She walked to my right side and pulled back curtains on the wall to expose a full length mirror that covered the wall. The same was true on my left as Lynn pulled back a similar set of curtains there. The mirrors made clear that I was bound and fully exposed, although the lighting made it hard to see much behind me. It was as though I was in a spotlight -- not quite as bright but bright enough that I could not see much beyond the well-lit area in which I found myself bound. In front of me was a high back barstool which was also within the reach of the overhead lighting.
Lynn bent down and put her face to my level. She pulled playfully on my scalp and said "Happy Birthday to me." As she walked around my left side, she traced her nails lightly on my back and down to my ass until she disappeared beyond the spotlight. The sound of her heels clicking on what sounded like a concrete floor somehow enhanced a feeling of anticipation.
Lynn's caress almost tickled as she moved her left hand along my inner thighs, then up to my balls. Her continued movements were soothing and yet unnerving as I was powerless to move. Suddenly, the smack of the crop on my ass created a new sensation, again heightened by my vulnerability. She alternated her caressing with periodic smacks from the crop, which induced a mental and physical response that was exhilarating. This was enhanced by the fact that I could only see her hands in the mirror as they danced in out of the view of the light that was cast down from the ceiling.