As soon as my plane touched down in Ft. Lauderdale I switched on my phone and checked my email. Just as I thought: nothing from my new Goddess. Not a problem as even though my feet were on the ground my head was still in the clouds. I still couldn't believe how lucky I was. Even if it were only for a few moments, I had gotten to kneel before Goddess Candy. Better still, she told me there was a chance my greatest fantasies might become reality.
As the days turned into weeks and the weeks turned into months, I fell into a comfortable routine. Each morning as I laid in bed, I'd check for any missives from my Goddess. There being none, I went about my life as I would've had I never knelt before Candy. In my heart, I knew She'd contact me when the time was right. My best bet was to follow Her one command: wait until She contacted me.
Yet I realized that even if I never heard from Her She had already made me the luckiest man in the world. Just being allowed to kneel before Her and confess my deepest desires was more than I could have ever hoped for.
There was one other thing I did: I masturbated . . . constantly. I couldn't get Her image out of my brain. Submissive fantasies filled my thoughts at all times, at every moment of every day. I imagined what I'd do for Her, imagined what She'd command me to do, imagine how willingly and gladly I'd perform degrading and humiliating things just to please Her. In my dreams I saw myself serving as Her toilet, being pimped out for my cock sucking skills. I'd imagine having my anal virginity auctioned off to longest, thickest, black cock. And I thought so much about the pain She'd inflict that I began to long for, to crave the sting of Her whip or the horrendous caning I so richly deserved.
I did feel a little guilty about jerking off so often but I figured if Goddess ever did summon me, my days of masturbation and orgasm would be over forever. And, not that She'd need an excuse to do so, but my jerk off-a-thon would certainly justify a serious and brutally painful punishment.
And then it happened. Five months after She had graced my forehead with Her precious saliva I received an email from Goddess Candy. It read as follows:
"You claim that your deepest desire is to serve as my slave. I will give you one chance and one chance only. However, know this: while I can forgive failure (though you will be severely beaten for each failure) but I cannot nor will not forgive or condone any disobedience from you. Neither will I forgive any delay complying with My orders.
"If you wish to back out, if this was just some fantasy, we can just forget that you knelt before Me. Or that I spat on you.
"But if we pursue this any further, it will be very real and there will be no backing out. Please know that I will hurt you, humiliate you, and degrade you. Of course, we both know that you will revel in that, it is what you crave. And of course, there will be rewards, but these must be earned.
"As I'm sure you remember from our last encounter, I promised that once under My control, you'd never again experience another orgasm. So be prepared to be locked in chastity soon after we meet.
"By the way, whether you have or not, I'm going to assume you've been frequently jerking off so before you're locked into you chastity device, your cock and balls will be severely beaten and disciplined.
"To proceed further, all that I require from you is a one word email. If you wish to back out, just send me an email with word NO and we'll forget this ever happened. When we see each other at the holidays it'll be as if I'm still married and off limits to you (which I will be).
"Or you could be true to yourself and be a man of your word. Send me an email with word YES and await further instructions.
"Choose wisely, the decision is final, there's no turning back. Either you'll live the rest of your life regretting what might've been, or you'll be living in a pain filled submissive nirvana. The choice, perhaps the last one I'll allow you, is yours."
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Choice? There was no choice. I emailed my YES to Her right away. And then I waited. And waited. The wait seemed interminable but 24 sleepless hours later I received Her reply. It was an email that would forever change my life.
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Her reply read:
Dear Slutslave,
You are to purchase the following items and have them shipped to my address. If I am in receipt of these items within two weeks you'll receive further instructions.
Do not disappoint me.
Items to purchase:
The Wickedly Traditional Cane Set
The Nut Crusher