Her boyfriend had wanted this. They had been trying different kinky things to spice up their sex life and he told her that he'd like to see her get fucked by a black man. She had never thought of fucking anyone except her boyfriend and wasn't sure if she could do it but Frank pushed and pushed and soon they were looking on the internet for potential partners. Most seemed very full of themselves. Some weren't good-looking enough. Some just scared her. Finally they seemed to click with one named Shaun. After many emails and a few phone calls Frank decided he liked Shaun. Jane wasn't so sure. So Frank asked her to just sit and chat one on one with Shaun. Jane reluctantly agreed.
So one night, sitting in her nightie before bed, while Frank watched tv downstairs, she called his number and a deep sexy voice answered the phone. Jane felt a wave of anxiety go through her. She'd never actually heard his voice before. Frank had been captaining this adventure. She had until now just been a passenger waiting to get to whatever destination he decided on. She admitted to herself she was only doing this to get it over with, hoping Frank would get it out of his system. Their sex life sucked but she would never think of cheating on him for her own pleasure. This was an opportunity to have sex with someone else. Yes, it was different and, yes, it was somewhat exciting but did she really want it? No. Could she live happily missing out on it? Yes. And then Shaun said "Hello?" and she felt a thin sheet of perspiration cover her forehead.
"Uh, Hello, Shaun? This is Jane."
"Ah, Jane. I'm so glad I finally get a chance to talk to you." Silky smooth, she thought. He probably works at a phone sex company. "To what do I owe this pleasure?"
"Well, I, er, that is, Frank thought I should talk to you, before we meet. You know. Get to know you better."
"You're pretty nervous. Aren't you, Jane?"
"Well, yes. I-I've never done anything like this."
"And you'd be happy not to do this at all with me?"
"Well, I mean, it's not YOU. It's me. I just-"
"Relax, Jane. Take a breath." There was a slight chuckle and she realized how silly she was sounding. His voice eased her tension. "When was the last time you had an orgasm?" So much for easing her tension!
"I- er- well we did it last week and-"
"That's not what I asked, Jane. When was the last time YOU had an orgasm."
"Two days ago." He voice was soft. She couldn't believe she just told him that.
"A good one?" he asked.
"It was okay."
"And last week when you 'did it', did you cum? Don't worry. If you faked it I won't till Frank." He whispered the last part and giggled. She giggled too.
"Yeah, I faked it."
"You little minx!" he laughed. "Could be part of the problem."
"Huh? What problem?"
"Duh! Your sex life. I have a friend that has never faked an orgasm with anyone, even guys she really, really loved. She says, 'If they're doing something wrong I want them to know it! They'll never learn otherwise.'" And he laughed. She found herself laughing too.
"I guess you're right." She admitted.
"So what is it you really miss? I know you guys have tried role playing, toys, dirty movies, different locations. What do you want?"
"I don't know!" she exclaimed. "I want something. I just don't know what. I don't know what's missing. Frank loves me. I know he does. He shows me all the time."
"Maybe he shouldn't."
"What?"
"Some women are spurred on by not being loved or wanted. They rise to the challenge and do everything they can to make a guy want her even if otherwise they wouldn't have been interested in the guy."
"No, I don't think that's it. I want to be wanted."
"Badly?"
"What do you mean?"
"Has Frank ever come home and just attacked you? Torn off your clothes and fucked you over a table?"
"God no!" she gasped. Shaun picked up on it.
"Has he caught you coming out of the shower, still wet. Put you up on the sink and fuck you there?"
"No, we never-"
"When was the last time he looked into your eyes, deeply while you were fucking, and what you saw there wasn't love but lust, animal savage lust for you?"
"Oh god, I don't know. Since before we were married."
"Jane?"
"Yes, Shaun?"
"Are you wet, now?"
A shiver went through her. Her hand was reaching down between her legs but she already knew the answer. "Shaun, I-?"
"Are you? Tell the truth."
Her fingers felt the wetness between her legs. "Yes."
"Are you feeling it now?"