Secret Smiles and Three Little Words

A special thank you to MsRoseEvans, silent submissive114, oneoflifesjewels, gentleoneexplorer and SSS (Nancy) for their constructive feedback and kind words. Thank you, they were much needed and appreciated!

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Chapter 21*

Gavin led Alex out and several of the other spectators in the room nodded their approval at her. Alex let her smile out but she kept her eyes down as she felt that is what a sub should do. Gavin looked into a room as they walked down the hallway and then suddenly pulled her hand hard yanking her into the room, the force of which almost knocked her off balance.

After spinning her into the room and releasing her hand gruffly, he locked the door behind them. Alex was startled at first, struggling to maintain her balance, then thought naughty thoughts as to his aggression but that faded when she saw his eyes. They were hard and angry. She swallowed hard and thought about what she had done to displease him.

They were now in the library, hundreds of books sat on the shelves with a large desk near a window. There was a white lounge couch, the kind you would dream of to curl up on with a good book. She would like one herself being an avid reader, but she couldn't enjoy it now as Gavin walked to it and sat down. He nodded with his head that she should join him on the couch. She went to him slowly, her mind bringing up her insolence in the play room.

While she could tell he was pleased with her for her performance and her acceptance of the role, it didn't come without some of her attitude. Before she could sit next to him, he took her by the hand and yanked her across his lap, her top half laying on the couch the bottom off the side. Her stomach resting on his lap.

She said nothing as she knew nothing needed to be said. She knew he was angry, but she couldn't stop the tingling her body was cascading with. She shouldn't enjoy this as she could feel the anger on him but she did. She laid across his lap as still as she could. Her heart beat against her ribs as they rested on his thigh. Her backside laid just to the side of his knees. Alex felt his hand start at her knee and move up slowly. Running his hand across her nylons as he went. His off hand held her across her back, keeping her secure.

As his hand hit the bottom of her dress he pushed it as his continued upward. His fingers brushing her bare backside gently as he went. Soon her exquisite, tight flesh was in the open. Alex tried her best to control her breathing but her body hadn't relaxed from the thrill of her play with Erin. Now it was in overdrive! She blew out a quiet breath in an attempt to calm herself. It didn't work. Her body shook slightly as the excitement coursed through her veins, pumping the thrill through her.

Gavin gently rubbed her ass, it was bare except for the thong separating her ass cheeks. He marveled over the softness of her skin, the perfect curve of her cheeks. The firmness of them as he ran his fingertips over her succulent flesh. It was tough to stay focused. Part of him wanted to abandon the consequence and just enjoy the taste of her, starting with her magnificent ass and devouring her whole! He felt her body shake slightly. Part fear, part excitement. He knew the feeling.

"I guess I don't have to explain," Gavin finally said as he continued to imagine his mouth on her, tasting her. To fill his mouth with her sex, her ass, her body whole.

"No Sir," Alex whispered, struggling to keep her voice from shaking. This was making her fucking hot. She couldn't help it. She liked this, no she loved this! "For what it's worth, I'm sorry."

"It's worth a lot," Gavin assured her. "But, this is what you have earned. I will reward you later for your behavior with Erin and the sub."

"Thank you Sir," Alex whispered as she gripped the couch cushion.

She put her forehead down and prepared herself as best she could. She was pleased that there would be a reward for her performance. He was pleased. It was the mouthy attitude before the performance that got her here. Bent over his knee, in a library, her ass open to him. Only a small piece of cloth that would be useless to protect her from anything he wanted. Which was the point of a thong, wasn't it? To be covered but maddeningly available? She tried to push that thought out, she needed to prepare herself for her consequence, but this was just too damn hot not to enjoy!

Gavin lifted his hand and brought it down sharply. The sound of skin on skin contact filled the room as she jumped at the force. Her ass cheek stinging from the impact.

"One," she whispered. Gavin brought his hand down again sharply on the opposite cheek.

"Two," she whispered as he softly ran his hand down on each cheek. He began alternating cheeks with his strikes as she counted out each stroke.

"Fifteen," she called out, her voice tight with pain.

She didn't want him to stop, but her ass was on fire. She was torn between calling out one of her safe words, and stopping this consequence for now, or allowing him to finish. She hated the idea of using the safe word, she had done it once and regretted it. No, she would endure this, this is what she earned she told herself. Then a thought filled her head, it wasn't the pain that was upsetting her. Yes her ass was on fire, but that wasn't what was bugging her the most.

"Sixteen,"

"Seventeen," now her voice cracked and a tear escaped.

The tear wasn't for the pain. That was manageable. It was during this spanking that she realized how much she had displeased her Dom which weighed heavily on her conscious. The knowledge of disappointment was worse than the physical pain of the consequence. That was something she found harder to accept. She had displeased him!

"Eighteen,"

"Nineteen,"

"Twenty," Alex exhaled deeply. "Thank you Sir, for your patience."

Gavin gently ran his fingers over her reddened backside. His smile he kept from her, she had done very well with this consequence. He wished he didn't have to do it, but like any loving Dom, he must maintain a uniform acceptable behavior. Lines and rules must be maintained. He let his fingers run down in between her thighs.

"Now I know you like being spanked," Gavin smiled as he felt her wetness. "But this is beyond that." He pointed out as he let his fingers pull aside the elastic of her underwear and dip into her sex with a soft touch.

"Yes Sir," Alex admitted with a soft gasp of pleasure at his touch on her. "You were right...I'm a Switch. I liked playing with Erin. I liked the feeling of being completely in control. I also liked punishing the horse's ass as well."

"Was that so hard?" Gavin asked her as he continued to stroke her sore backside with one hand, while gently stroking her sex with the other.

He was enjoying the radiating heat they both were putting off, the soft wetness begging for his invasion. The reddened ass cheeks under his fingers quivering as her muscles shook beneath her skin. He looked to her ass while his fingers played, gently massaging it and leaving her dress pushed up over her hips revealing her reddened backside open to his eyes. She could feel his stare on her and she wondered if he was imagining how good it would feel fucking it.

"No Sir," Alex admitted looking over her shoulder at him. "It's just scary."

"Why?" Gavin asked her turning his eyes from her ass, to her face.

"I'm afraid you will use it to push me away," Alex said softly. "I don't want it if it doesn't involve you."

"You are so sure I am going to push you away," Gavin frowned as he turned his eyes back to his handiwork.

"As sure as you are about me being a Switch," Alex swallowed hard. "The only difference is...I hope I'm wrong."

He let her slide from his lap and she assumed the submissive position between his legs. He looked to her for a few moments before he leaned forward towards her. He cupped her chin in his hand and held it firmly.

"You are wrong," Gavin whispered. "I have no desire to push you away."

"For now," Alex whispered. Gavin frowned.

"As much as you think you know me," Gavin said softly. "Even I don't know that. All I can tell you is, I have never felt this way about a sub. You said you were going to try and keep me interested. Well...I'm beyond interested. I'm desperately interested." He kissed her as she was about to talk and she lost all sense of where she was.

Driving away from the house, Alex shifted in her seat as her sore ass made sitting uncomfortable. She didn't care. This night would be memorable. Not just for the sights upstairs. Not just for her Switch coming out. But for the fact Gavin admitted he was feeling as she was feeling.

That was memorable

. In the end it may not matter, she decided. Gavin will do what he feels he has to in the end. But for now, she had him.

She furrowed her brow as he wasn't headed home, he also wasn't headed to her place.

"Got more up your sleeve, Sir?" Alex asked him.

"Always," he grinned. She turned in her seat and looked at him. He looked as Alysia described. Delicious. Fuck-able.

"May I suck your cock Sir?" Alex asked him brashly.

The question erupted from her lips easily, like one of her orgasms under his skilled touch. She couldn't explain it, she just had an overwhelming desire to suck his cock again as she had in the mansion. Now she could exercise that desire, hopefully, if he allowed it anyway. He looked to her and saw the hunger in her eyes and knew she wasn't kidding.

"If that would please you," he smiled.

Alex didn't waste any time in responding with words. She responded with action. Flipping off her seat belt and kneeling on the soft leather of the bucket seats, her body over the center console. She hastily pulled his zipper down and pulled his semi hard cock out. She smiled that he was semi hard just at her offer.

She lowered herself down on him and took him in her mouth. He was as she knew he would be, delicious. His essence filling her mouth with pleasure. Her body awash in goose bumps as she swallowed. His hardness pushing on her tongue as she used it to press on the head of his cock.

She gripped the bottom of his shaft and held him firmly as her head bobbed. She growled as she ate him hungrily. Her excitement overwhelming her, causing her to devour more that suck. He grunted a groan of approval. She bobbed frantically, her excitement leading her, forcing her to go fast. She wanted to go long and slow, to fully enjoy him for hours but her body was having other thoughts. Devouring him was the only thing acceptable right now.

She pulled her mouth off and stroked his cock, pulling tightly as she pulled some of his pre-cum to the head from the shaft. She licked it with the tip of her tongue causing him to quiver slightly. She smiled. She liked that. Without warning she took him all the way down, her nose nestled into his groin.

"Holy fuck!" Gavin hissed as she tried to concentrate on his driving. That was beginning to become a chore as she was aggressive in pulling his orgasm from him. She pulled off only when she needed a breath. She sucked it in as she stared at his head in the passing streetlights. Quickly taking him back down, not all the way but enough to make his hips lift and drive himself farther in her mouth.

Alex loved this. She loved sucking his cock. She loved the taste of him. She loved making him gasp. She continued to bob her head, her head in the space between the steering wheel and his flat stomach. His hand drifted to her the back of her head as he began to push her head in his excitement. She let him set the pace with his hand, her grin tipping at the edges of her lips. Yes he was the Dom, but right now, she was in control. She was bringing him pleasure. His fingers began to wrap in her hair, taking a firm grip as his hips lifted off the seat.

She let him fuck her mouth, and push her head. She just waited. She waited for his cum to fill her mouth. She waited to please him completely. He let go of her head and she started to bob furiously again to keep the pressure on him.

His hands drifted to her dress and he yanked it up baring her ass to anyone in the next lane. If there was anyone there, she didn't know as she was again nose buried into his groin. She relished the idea that there might be someone there. Some random person tiredly headed home from the night shift. Or a trucker hauling his load down the long, lonely highway.

His fingers found her wetness and he plunged in forcefully causing her to moan out in approval. The vibrations of her pleasured moan, filtered down the shaft of his cock into his balls causing a grunt. He moved his fingers in and out of her, her body still wet from all that she had been a part of. The various rooms she witnessed. The playing with Erin. The spanking in the library. The admission that this was not an ordinary Dom/sub relationship for him.

He pushed with a force causing her body to rock into her cock sucking. This made her gasp in pleasure as his cock was pushed further into her mouth. The head of his cock hitting the back of her gag reflex, not quite triggering it.

Her orgasm leaked out around his finger as he worked her. Her moans of it echoed in the car as she stopped moving as her body went rigid as she rode the wave of her orgasm. When it released its ownership of her, she went back aggressively after his cock. She wanted to get him to that high now.

His fingers pulled out of her sopping pussy and pulled the string of her underwear to the side. She felt his finger on her anus and she shook with pleasure, her teeth gently digging into the hot, hard flesh of his shaft. Slowly he pushed his cum soaked finger in her ass. The burning sensation there was the first thing she felt. Then she felt his cock harden even more than it was already, forcing her to release some of her pressure on his cock.

That's how she knew he was really enjoying this, his already hard cock, got harder! This drove her wild, her speed picked up as she went after him with an utter abandon. An uncontrolled passion. An unbridled lust!

His finger continued to press in and out of her tight ass, it burned. That she couldn't stop, but it also drove her wild in pleasure knowing that he was feeling her wanted hole. Not that he didn't enjoy her pussy. But she could tell, it was her ass that he wanted. Perhaps needed, to satiate his overwhelming burning desire.

"Oh Fuck," Gavin growled as he buried his finger as deep as he could.

She winced as he hit his depth, but his cock erupting in her mouth gave her mind something else to concentrate on. She pulled on his cock with her hand, jerking it into her mouth as he filled it. His body tense as pulse after pulse filled her mouth. She swallowed multiple times, her mouth never leaving his cock for fear of getting cum on his pants.

When she was sure she had it all down she slowly pulled in a suction causing him to convulse slightly at the sensitivity he felt. She drug her mouth off and swirled her tongue around his head causing him to gasp. She licked the head clean, ensuring all his precious cum was removed. Sitting upright she used the fingers on her free hand to wipe her lip to make sure none escaped. She let go of his cock, she couldn't put him up as it wasn't soft yet so she sat back on her heels and looked at him with a mischievous little girl smile.

"Thank you Sir!" She said softly. "I desperately needed that!"

"You're welcome," Gavin chuckled in disbelief at her. "Glad I could be of service!" He shook her head at her and let his secret smile come out. He knew she was looking for it.

"Now, please, put your seatbelt back on," he whispered.

She sat back and put her seat belt back on. Safety always, she smiled slickly. Unless you are blowing your Dom in his Aston Martin sports car driving down the interstate! With his finger bringing you to an orgasm before he sticks his cum coated finger in your ass...then a little risk was acceptable!

Gavin pulled his car up to Centennial Park and winked at her when she looked at him.

"Thought maybe you would like to see what you will be using to inspire others!" he told her with a smile as he got out.

She watched him adjust himself once outside the car. Arranging his cock to where it belonged. Then she thought about that, where it belonged was somewhere in her! She shook her head at her greediness.

She started to reach for the door, caught herself and then pretended to be reaching her outstretched hand in a stretch of muscles with a smile. Trying to hide the fact she was going to the door handle.

"Nice try," Gavin teased as he opened her door, as usual.

"You can't change a lifetime of habit in a month," Alex smiled as she took his offered hand to get out of the car.

"No one has ever opened your door for you before?" Gavin asked as he took her hand and put it in the crook of his arm.

"No Sir," Alex smiled putting her head on his outer arm as they walked.

"Really?" Gavin asked surprised.

"No one," Alex smiled. "You are the first."

"No shit?" Gavin shook his head. He couldn't wrap his mind around it. Yes he knew it was something of a novelty now. But he figured one person, trying to impress her, would have opened the door for her. A prom date or simply a first date trying to make an impression. Something.

"You, Sir, are a dying breed," Alex said softly.

"I guess so," Gavin frowned.

"I can see that does not please you," Alex pointed out by his tone alone.

"It doesn't," Gavin admitted. "I still believe that women should be treated like ladies. Respect, before all else. Men should do those things, not because you ladies can't, but with a gentleman around, you shouldn't have to."

"I love that about you," Alex smiled as she looked up at him. "You are definitely one of a kind. And you are all mine, I don't share!" She giggled as she said this. She knew this wasn't her decision, it was his. She also knew his absolutes. He wouldn't share her, so the chances of him forcing her to endure watching him with another were very slim.

"And you, I am learning, are all I need," Gavin said softly. "Which brings something to mind I want to discuss with you."

"And that is?"

"I don't want another pet," Alex stopped and looked to him, forcing him to turn to her.

"What do you mean?"

"Well," Gavin looked skyward, trying to figure out how to say it. "Elizabeth brought you into this, and I am very thankful that she did, but I would prefer you didn't do the same."

"So I can't bring a girl home to surprise you with?" Alex asked.

Inside she was dancing. He was basically declaring he would not bed another woman. This pleased her more than she thought it would. She was learning a lot in this lifestyle, one of the things was a Dom could do what he wanted, when he wanted. Most of the time that included his sub. Sometimes it didn't. She knew it also depended on the boundaries of the sub as well, if they needed to be pushed.

Gavin had never indicated he wanted multiple subs to her, his absolutes told her he didn't believe in them. But he did violate them for her. When she came on she and Elizabeth had to share him.

She thought of Kelly's new Dom. He had

three

subs. Gavin disapproved of it, so for him to make this claim verbally was not a surprise to her but it still made her tingle in happiness nonetheless.

"No," he said. "If we bring someone to our bed, I want it to be a joint decision. I want us to select. I know Elizabeth brought you in to replace her, and that is why I allowed it. But...,"

She silenced him with a kiss. Her arms wrapping around his neck. Her mouth pressed firmly on his lips, her heart beating so wildly against her rib cage she knew he had to have felt it.

"Deal," she whispered against his lips.