Alex awoke in the night, she was sandwiched between Gavin and Elizabeth in the bed. Gavin had bathed them as he always did. She could see he was exhausted but he wouldn't shirk his duty. She told him it was unnecessary which brought a scoff.
"I'm the Dom, little one, don't fucking make me prove it," he hissed taking her by the hair and pulling it tightly.
"Yes, Sir," was all she could gasp as she felt his dominance over her. The mere way he took her hair and hissed at her made her wet. Fuck the switch shit she thought at the time. I have no problem bowing before Gavin!
She looked up to his face and found him peacefully asleep. She touched his face gently and he awoke with a start.
"I'm sorry," she whispered as to not wake Elizabeth.
"Are you ok?" he asked immediately. Touching her face.
"How could I not be?" she smiled, kissing his lips to push the worry from him. "I'm wrapped in your arms, my pussy aches, satisfied. I've tasted your cum twice today. I have a goddess at my back...gently snoring." She laughed as Elizabeth snorted slightly. "But nothing compares to waking up next to you feeling your hard cock against me!"
"You are going to kill me!" Gavin grinned. She took hold of him. She pushed him to his back and guided him into her which made her wince as he filled her. He took hold of her face, cupping it on either side with his strong hands, as she continued to press through her pain.
"Green," she smiled. "Very much green!" He smiled at her as she began a slow grind. "I just can't get enough of your cock!"
"You are going to wear it down to a nub!" he smiled as she dropped her lips to his.
She kissed his lips, nibbling on the bottom before moving to his ear and nibbling there. Her breathing rushed into his ear as she whimpered with a pleasure filled gasp as she rode him.
"If I'm hurting you," Gavin warned her, but she silenced him with her lips.
"In the most pleasurable way possible!" she said never leaving his lips. Her pussy felt afire. It burned from use but she couldn't stop the hunger from overwhelming her. Pain be damned, she only had four days and it was coming to an end in mere hours now. She had to have his cock as much as she could physically take, just in case the worst happens!
He took hold of her hair as she bit her lip and clinched her eyes shut as her orgasm caused her body to stiffen. He pushed up into her driving her beyond it and down on top of him she flopped exhaustedly.
"Enough little one," he whispered as she lay there gasping.
"Never enough," she whispered back, taking his lip in her mouth and pulling gently as she sat up driving him deeper into her. She leaned back as he sat up and held onto her hips as she arched her back grinding onto his cock. She broke his rule and took him by the head as she came up but he didn't chastise her for touching him. She was beyond that and he could tell. His own orgasm was ushered from him. She bucked on him when she saw it in his face.
"Cum for me, Sir," she begged softly into the night. "Please...fill me!"
"Oh little one," he shook his head as she grinned at her pet name. She pressed her lips to his and rode him into his orgasm as he gasped his pleasure into her mouth as he filled her with what his body had left.
He pulled her back to the mattress with him and she laid her head next to his. Stroking his face contently as she felt him ooze out of her. She tried to move so she wouldn't leak onto him and get him messy but he gripped her ass with both hands not letting her move. They fell asleep like that. Her atop of him. He inside of her, stroking her buttocks with his fingers.
She woke up alone the next morning. Her smile instant as she moved and her sex complained about its overuse.
"Suffer, bitch," she whispered. "You haven't been used nearly enough the past couple of years...time to catch up you underused goddess!"
She listened to the argument in the next room. It sounded as if Elizabeth was having a tantrum. Alex laid there listening. She shook her head. Enough. Gavin was tired she could hear it in his voice even if Elizabeth didn't care. She did!
Walking out she scowled at Elizabeth before turning her eyes to Gavin and smiled.
"You weren't there," Alex complained as he came to her and kissed her forehead in apology.
"I needed to get some things straightened out," he smiled.
"Just once, I want to wake up with you next to me!"
Chapter 11
Sunday had come way too fast for Alex. Although Gavin had claimed her, she was still going to hold to the original agreement as she felt Madelyn forced his hand by Royce's action. She wanted to make sure that Gavin truly wanted her the way she wanted him to want her. Before she got too involved and wound up getting hurt.
When Alex told Elizabeth what had happened with Kelly, she was neither shocked nor appalled. She knew Royce and the mere mention of his name caused her to slip a small grin. Alex didn't know why she was perturbed by the smirk, but she was.
Alex thought back to Gavin's words on the way up. That Elizabeth wanted more than he was willing to give. The way Elizabeth acted after being told the story made Alex think Elizabeth wanted a Royce. Why Alex did not know. Royce was a dangerous, selfish man. His only thought was of his own pleasure. If someone got hurt he didn't care. As long as he received his desire, he was fine with whatever outcome came.
"Elizabeth," Alex cautioned with a shake of her head. "He's dangerous."
"No," Elizabeth smiled. "He just needs a sub that knows how to take care of herself. One with experience."
"No," Alex said firmly. "He's an animal only concerned with himself. He didn't care about Kelly or whether she lived or died."
"Oh, Alexandria," Elizabeth laughed, rolling her eyes, making Alex's skin crawl. "You have a lot to learn!"
"Some things just come naturally," Alex said coolly. "Like spotting an asshole from a mile off."
"Royce is from a very influential family," Elizabeth smiled. "He is going to be somebody. Perhaps a Senator or even...President!"
"No," Alex shook her head. "He is going to wind up with a prison number on his back. Probably somebody's sub for a pack of smokes."
"Oh the dramatics!" Elizabeth giggled. Alex shrugged but turned away, her face burned in anger at being laughed at.
"Royce's dad is a U.S. Congressman," Elizabeth said realizing her words angered the new girl. "There is no way he is going to prison while Daddy has some power."
"I don't care who his daddy is," Alex said firmly. "He kills somebody, he is going to jail!"
Elizabeth shrugged. Alex shook her head. Gavin was right. Her leaving was a foregone conclusion and it seemed she had already picked a new Dom. The worst kind in Alex's limited knowledge.
Dinner was quiet as they ate. Alex wanted Gavin to say something but it seemed that his argument with Elizabeth wasn't over. Perhaps she should have let them argue it out and get it over with before she came out.
Gavin seemed lost in his thoughts. Anytime Alex caught his eye he would give her a wink but she could tell he was mulling something over. When Elizabeth excused herself to go to the restroom, Alex took the moment to break the silence at the table.
"Sir," Alex began softly. Her mind told her she needed to do this. Her heart screamed at her not to.
"Alexandria?" Gavin smiled. It wasn't the same smile he had when they were alone.
"I want you to know," Alex began slowly, sorting the words in her head. "I'm not going to hold you to the vow you gave in the room with Kelly and Royce. I know you were doing it to protect me. I don't want your forced ownership."
Gavin sat back and studied her.
"You think I don't want you?" Gavin asked her as he furrowed his brow and studied her.
"I think you do," Alex said nodding. "And know that I want you...desperately. But I want you willingly. I don't want a promise made in the heat of the moment. I know you are violating your absolute."
"I am," Gavin nodded as he frowned and looked to the table.
"Sir," Alex continued. "I don't want another Dom. Madelyn said you were the best and I don't doubt that. I liked the way the other kittens were jealous of me. I like the way they looked at me with a healthy hatred. But most of all, I like the way you look at me."
"Alexandria," Gavin began slowly. "I don't know what to say." He looked to the ceiling. "You are correct in your observation of why I claimed you. I wanted to protect you. And coming to the hotel yesterday I hoped you would be gone. Gone from me and out of my control."
Alex lowered her head. She was disappointed. She wanted him to say, 'No you are my sub, I've claimed you and you can't leave! You can leave when I'm done with you!'. But he broke her heart by not saying it. Now he was letting her go. Either she wasn't good enough or his absolutes won out. He was monogamous.
"How do I put this?" Gavin said through a deep exhale. "I wanted you to be gone, not because I don't want you...quite the opposite! I want you too much! I...," Alex's smile came out as the words were making her tingle. "Make no mistake. I have cared for every one of my subs. I have been fond of them all, but you...you are making me feel something...more."
Alex looked up at him. He shrugged.
"I have no words, measure or unmeasured, to describe the way I feel about you," Gavin said folding his hands under his chin as he evaluated her. "I've never been...,"
"Been what?" Alex asked him when he stopped and shook his head.
"Afraid," Gavin sighed.
"Afraid?" Alex asked shocked. He nodded.
"I'm having thoughts that I shouldn't," Gavin explained right before Elizabeth returned and Gavin said nothing more. Alex knew nothing more needed to be said. The conversation she had been dreading floored her unexpectedly. Did this man just admit he might be in over his head with her?
"Alexandria," Gavin said sternly, going back to his Dom. "You need to make a decision."
"She has made it!" Elizabeth scoffed, the surprise coating her face with a tinge of anger in her eyes.
"Elizabeth, don't interrupt," Gavin warned forcefully. He turned to Alex again.
"I want you to make a decision," Gavin began again. "You are to take a cooling off period. Take the week. Think about what you want, and who you want. This is nothing to rush into."
"What if I don't need the week?" Alex asked him looking into his eyes.
"I need the week," Gavin said softly.
"You've both committed!" Elizabeth gasped. Alex could tell she wanted this to happen too desperately. It probably meant this was her out, once Gavin had a new sub she would leave. She wouldn't just up and leave Gavin with nothing.
"I am committed," Alex nodded softly, looking Gavin in the eyes the entire time. "But Gavin's promise was one he made in the heat of a moment. I don't want that. I want the promise under the right circumstances."
