So I finally get to see his place. He had tried to keep his wife a secret from me. I knew, there were always little clues, but why say anything. Don't we all have our little secrets? I never asked, and I never pushed. The arrangement we had was just fine with me. But he finally told me about her. Our arrangement had changed anyways; my husband was around now, so we had to alter our meeting places. When I met him at his office one night after a long drive from up North, he finally told me. That night was fun, but I couldn't stay long and neither could he, an hour or two, a quickie by our standards His wife was expecting him home and my husband was expecting me. So when I had the idea to see him the next time, it involved some planning.
His wife works weekends so that was easy enough, she would be gone for most of the day. So it was his place where we'd be meeting. I was a bit nervous, it was something new, and I was seeing a side of him I never had. But I was so excited. So when that Saturday came around, my husband thought I was going to see a gay friend of mine who lives about two hours from me. I would be gone all day.
As I left my apt and got in the car, I kept thinking about all of our past encounters. I realized I really missed having him come down in the morning to wake me up with his amazing tongue, and having our long days on the weekend where he'd spend hours with me at my apt. In the past year, he gained complete control over me, and in doing so, he made me feel sexier and more alive than anyone ever has. I thought about all these things while I was driving to see him. And it made me nervous. It took me a while to figure out why I had butterflies, I haven't had them since the first time we met, but I finally did, it was because I was entering his world. I no longer had the comforts of my apt and my town. I was going somewhere I had never been.
When I arrived, I waited in our designated spot until he called my cell. I sat in the little parking area and wondered about the daily activity in a little community like this one. Would anyone wonder why I was sitting in my car reading a book? I would if I had passed by that scene. I saw his truck drive up out of the corner of my eye and I put my book away. He saw me and smiled, and at that moment, all those butterflies went away, because in that one smile I felt safe and comfortable. I hopped in his truck and we drove the little ways to his place.