In my turmoil of the night before, I had forgotten to set an alarm, but the I luckily for me, the soft touch of a hand on my shoulder filled in. As my mind was tugged up from the depth of slumber, my eyes cracked open to sunlight streaming through the window and the silhouette of a person hovering over me. After a moment for my eyes and brain to come into focus I realized my alarm clock as Isabella who now greeted me,
"Morn' sleepyhead."
My response was a much less dignified, "Hmmm", which she was kind enough to ignore by continuing,
"It's nearly 11. You were out cold all morning and I didn't want to disturb you... buuuuut if you still want to try out being a ponygirl today you'll need to get up."
My mind with still fuzzy with dreams of the night before mingled with what felt like dreams. As such I found it rather difficult to follow Isabella's greeting and I'm sure my face reflected that. But seemingly unperturbed by my bleary face she continued on,
"I saw your note this morning, were you up late figuring it out?"
Finally, my brain began separating out the fact and fantasy of the night before. This came with the realization once again of what I had agreed to. Quickly sitting up in bed, I replied,
"Right... ummm, I said I would try that."
"Yeah! Are you still on board? I know the middle of the night is a weird time. What seems like a great idea then, can look quite different in the light of day.
Looking up at Isabella's face I saw only earnest excitement for me. My excursion out to Lily last night had been driven in part by my mistrust of her and Catherine. Well, maybe not mistrust, but a trust less than that required to surrender one's autonomy so completely to another. But even now she still giving me an out at the 11th hour. In this moment, I knew I she would always give me that out.
"And you'll be, you know... be the one pony-ing me today?"
"Yes... I wouldn't call it that, but yes, I'll be getting you in your tack. Plus you'll require a lot of attention afterwards since it is quite a shift in how your body moves and works. I'll be there to make sure it is as smooth as possible."
"Okay... umm thanks for that. Or I guess thanks in advance."
Beaming, "I'm more than happy to. It's always such a treat to see a ponygirl take her first steps, but you're welcome all the same."
She ended this with a wink.
"And what about Lily? Don't you normal take care of her?"
"Catherine's taken over my duties for Lily's care for the rest of the day. I did check in on her this morning and she seems quite chipper so I'm sure she'll be fine with a slightly different day."
Remembering my visit I blushed a wee bit hearing that Lily was in a good mood, and hoping I could lay some claim to its cause. But I quickly tried to cover this reaction as I wasn't sure if Isabella would approve of my clandestine visit. Luckily she didn't appear to notice as she went on saying
"You should also get to see Lily today since it's good for new ponygirl to meet and bond with experienced ones."
My stomach did a little twist of apprehension at how quickly Isabella had started thinking of me as a ponygirl. But before I could ponder this feeling, Isabella answered by my stomach's other call by handing me a smoothy.
"You'll want a liquid breakfast for today. I'll leave so you can enjoy it in peace and to let you get washed up for today. Meet me downstairs when you're ready and we can get started. Sound good?"
All I could manage was a shallow nod, but to which Isabella answered with her infectious smile and light press on my shoulder before she turned and strode out of the room. Once more leaving me alone but for yet new feelings and a different twist to in my stomach. In an effort to not confront these feelings I started working on my shake. Which despite all my internal disquiet I quickly found that I greatly enjoyed. Sipping away in bed, warmed by the sun, I pondered my day ahead.
But this moment was not to last as I soon finished and started to feel the pressure of the day. Conscious of Isabella waiting for me downstairs I quickly selected the first clothes I thought were coherent, a loose fitting tee shirt and the jeans I had worn yesterday. I finished off my preparation by splashing the last of the sleep out of my face and raking my hand through my hair.
Pausing in front of the mirror I wasn't sure what more I should do to get ready since in quite possibly a matter of minutes I would be striped naked. But I also didn't want to show up looking like I didn't care. I wasn't totally sure what I feelings fully were towards her but they certainly weren't apathy. Last night had taught me that. Either way I thought I could trust Isabella to tell me if I was missing anything. And with this thought in mind I hurried my way downstairs to her.
As we made our way out to the barn, I was finally able to get a look at the full scope of Sapphbrook Farm in the light of day. Past the barn extended a large field area ringed in by forest. Criss-crossing the field were white lines of fences, forming several paddocks and pathways. Squinting, in the distance end of the field, I could see a black dot bounding along across the open space of one of these areas. I guessed, or at least envisioned, this dot to be Lily out for a morning run. The thought that I would soon be running out there too made my body tingle, but before I had time to consider this reaction, Isabella was tugging me into the darkness of the barn.
Inside my eyes quickly adjusted and I once more saw the main corridor with the stalls I had by now become accustomed to. But it seemed this was not the destination Isabella had in mind as she lead me down the hall, past all the stalls, towards the back corner of the stable. There we came to a room with the label 'Supplies' on the door to which Isabella enthusiastically explained as we entered,
"Welcome to the tack room! Where women walk in and ponygirls walk out."
Looking around, the walls were festooned with straps and buckles while the centre of the room was home to multiple stools and benches. As I spun around taking this all of it in, I felt Isabella's hands come to rest gently on my shoulders, bringing me to a halt. She then rotated me back around to bring my face in line with her, now only an arms length distance. When she spoke, her voice was now much lower and softer,
"Of course you can also just walk out as you have just walked in. You're not locked in, I know you are feeling conflicted about this so if you ever tip in the 'no' direction please just tell me."
I could feel my tongue leaden in my mouth at her question. Unable to reply right away I defaulted to studying Isabella's face, inevitability settling on her eyes. I searched for my hint of dishonesty, of malice, but all I found there was care. Enough care inside her to carry me through becoming a ponygirl. But while those eyes gave me strength, they still didn't give me a voice, so I resorted to nodding. Isabella smiled and replied,
"You've got the non-talking down for being a ponygirl, but before we start, I need you to use your voice. Are you sure you want to try this?"
My body finally responded to her direct command and I was able to speak. "Yes." Granted it was barely a whisper but it seemed enough for her.
A smile spread wonderfully across Isabella's face, and I felt a kick-back of warmth in my chest of a decision well made. This feeling seemed to overwhelm me was I suddenly felt my body dropping into her in a an involuntary hug. Lowing her head, Isabella's lips brushed my ear as she spoke,
"Alright darling. The first thing I need you do is take off all your clothes."
Pulling away from our embrace, I looked back up at Isabella and nodded, before fully separating. I then reached down and gabbed the hem of shirt before abruptly freezing, looking back at Isabella standing there observing me caused my confidence to weaver. Sure I had agreed to try being a pony for them, for her, but undressing right in front of someone still felt oddly too intimate in the moment than I was prepared for. So after some seconds hesitation I turned around and proceeded to undress with my back turned. I did so quickly and mechanically, endeavouring to minimize this awkward time.
Now naked, and slightly chilled, I hugged my upper body with my arms. In contrast to my fury of motion a moment ago, I now was standing as still as I could, not daring to turn around. In my stillness I could also sense Isabella's motionlessness. All except her eyes who feel gliding all across my backside. Marking out a path of tingling wherever they gazed. Then our moment and silence and stillness ended, broken by the soft pad of her foot steps as she approached.