I jam my key in the door and enter. Its dark, but I expected that, he said he wouldn't be home for a few hours. I just came in to relax, nap, and maybe find a bowl of Count Chocula. I close the door and lock it when I feel an arm around my neck, tight and restricting.
I'm too shocked to yell. My hands fly to the unknown arm and pull at it trying to stop the impending loss of blood flow. I know a choke hold when I feel one and I'm going down before I can make a mark on my attacker.
I wake to the feather soft touch of a tongue on my breast. Sucking, lightly biting. At first I'm calmed by this, having woken many times in this manner, but then I remember the struggle and the strong arms on me. My eyes fly open to darkness. I've been blindfolded. When I thrash I am greeted with a slap to the face. It moves my blindfold slightly and I see the large hands of my attacker before he moves it back over my eyes.
I am breathing hard and fast, I can't help it. My boyfriend will be home soon. I just have to be ok until then. Unless the attacker hurts him, too.
My thoughts are interrupted by the cold metallic feel of a knife gliding on my skin. Across my jaw, down my neck. I know it's a knife because it can feel where he scrapes me with it on purpose, likely leaving thin, angry red lines. It scares me more than anything else has so far. And being scared turns me on. I don't want to be turned on. I want to figure a way out of this, but his mouth is on my neck, licking where the knife trailed. He bites my neck and ear. I try to turn away from him, but his hand hold my face still. His body presses down on mine, and I realize my arms are being held down as well. Rope maybe? Cuffs?