How far does RoseAnn's newfound quirk go?
It was not long until I discovered that the incident with the wooden spoon had affected RoseAnn more than I knew. On the Tuesday, after I'd finished the supper dishes, she suddenly closed her book and said, "Put your clothes back on, Barry. We're going shopping." Normally, this meant a trip to the grocery store or theater, but I noticed the magenta flush of arousal on her eyelids and was mystified.
She drove in an unfamiliar direction on El Camino Real for several miles, and turned onto a brightly lit street full of art galleries, bookshops, and coffee bars. We parked in front of a store whose neon sign declared 'Jane Austen's Revenge'. The windows were decorated with mannequins wearing skimpy lingerie.
"Is this one of those sex shops?" I asked.
She said nothing as I followed her into the store. The smell of incense drifted among racks of lingerie, mesh nylons, massage oils, and erotic books.
A slender young man approached us. "Can I help you?"
RoseAnn said, "We're interested in a whip." Her voice remained steady, but she blushed furiously. I felt a cannonball materialize in my stomach.
The man blushed, too. "I'll get Miss Mary," he said. "She handles the domestic discipline equipment."
Domestic discipline equipment?
A slender woman came from the back. She was perhaps fifty, with graying hair and thick glasses, like a stereotypical librarian. But she wore a thigh-length leather skirt that displayed a pair of shapely, muscular legs.
"Good evening, and welcome to 'Revenge'," she said. "I understand you're interested in discipline gear?"
RoseAnn and I nodded. My face burned.
"We'll just go into the back room where we can talk in private," said Miss Mary, leading us through a curtain of heavy black leather strips. Around the room were showcases containing odd-looking clamps, handcuffs, spiked collars, leashes, and other objects whose purpose I could scarcely imagine. At the back was a large wooden cross with straps attached, apparently for immobilizing, or even crucifying, some unfortunate victim. In a corner stood a tall rack where dozens of whips hung.
"Just what sort of device were you thinking of?"
"Um..." RoseAnn seemed to choke up.
Miss Mary smiled disarmingly. "You're among friends here, Ma'am. You mustn't feel like perverts sneaking into the naughty book store. Everything here is completely confidential, and there's nothing two people can do together that we're not knowledgeable about. You might be surprised at the number of quite ordinary people that come back to this room--soccer moms, clergymen, retired couples, all sorts of folks."
She paused. "Am I right that you're quite new to this?"
RoseAnn still couldn't speak, and I stammered, "Yes, we are. I think my partner wants to buy a whip."
"Will it be used on her or on you?"
"She intends to use it on me." With great effort of will, I looked her in the eye.
She pursed her lips and nodded slowly. "Whips are serious business. You don't want to start out with something that's more than you can handle. You have to find limits that suit both of you, and work up to them gradually. Above all, you must take care to avoid injuring one another. We get some macho men who march in here and say, 'Sell me the biggest, meanest bullwhip you've got'. Apparently, they've never witnessed a real whipping.
"Someday, we'll get one of those new videotape machines, and I'll make a tape of someone being properly whipped. Then I'll make customers watch it before we'll sell them one of the really nasty instruments."
She chuckled to herself as she selected a black device less than three feet long. It had several thick leather strands, a handle woven from the strands, and a wrist strap. "This model is very good for couples trying to find their way. It has great balance and handles like a dream. Its bite is extremely painful, but the marks are superficial and disappear in a couple of days."
RoseAnn reached tentatively for the whip. Miss Mary put it in her hand and showed her how to hold it. But RoseAnn's hand shook so much, the storekeeper took it back from her. She led us over to a life-sized mannequin, held erect by a metal stand thrust into its perineum. Its cloth back was torn and shredded, presumably from long experience demonstrating sex toys.
"Watch me," she said, bringing her arm back. She launched the leather strands at the mannequin's ass with moderate force, producing a loud
crack
all out of proportion to the strength of the swing. The figure rattled back and forth on its stand. She swung twice more, with increasing force. At first, I was preoccupied with Miss Mary's technique, until I realized that these same strokes might soon be used on me! The glowing ball of fear re-ignited in my belly, but it was an excited kind of fear, like venturing into a strange and dangerous new land.
Miss Mary handed the whip to RoseAnn, who made a couple of half-hearted swipes at the mannequin. Miss Mary shook her head, and said, "Put your whole arm into it and follow through. Don't be afraid to really wind up. The important thing is that it's got to hurt a lot. Pain has no erotic effect unless it's real." For several minutes, she coached RoseAnn on various techniques, and how to control the level of pain delivered. The mannequin spun and crashed back and forth as it absorbed the punishment of Miss Mary's demonstrations and RoseAnn's increasingly confident practice swings.
I looked at RoseAnn. Beads of sweat gathered on her forehead. Her eyes were dilated and bright, and the lids grew dark. She was becoming aroused.
Finally, Miss Mary asked, "What do you think?" RoseAnn looked at me, raising an eyebrow, and I nodded, casting my eyes to the floor.
"I'll take it," she said.
"It comes with instructions, a little travel bag, and a bottle of leather oil. It requires regular rubbing with a good quality oil to get the best performance." She spoke as though she were recommending a new type of flooring. "Maintenance of the whip would be best done by your partner, of course. Never underestimate the psychological effect of making him handle and care for the instrument of his own discipline."
The whip cost a hundred and twenty dollars, but I was too excited and fearful to complain. RoseAnn looked at me and said firmly, "Well? Pay the lady." There was fire in her eyes and her blood was up. I was in for trouble tonight.
Miss Mary laughed. "Making him pay for it, too? Wonderful! Ma'am, you are a natural dominatrix!"
I had concerns about running my credit card, but realized that my parents would no longer see my statements. Even if the statement read 'whips and sexual torture instruments', only RoseAnn and I would see it.
As Miss Mary bagged our purchases, she pulled an object from under the counter, a hollow red sphere a little larger than a golf ball, with large holes all over it. A thin leather strap hung from it. "With our complements," she said, and dropped it in the bag.
I fished it from the bag and held it up. "What is it?" I asked.
"That? It's a ball gag. It muffles your screams so the neighbors won't call the police. We recommend that beginners use it until they find the level of pain that's right for them." She smiled wickedly at me. "Some free advice for you--a good slave tries his best not to scream. He'll want to challenge his mistress to whip harder and test his limits."
I dropped the ball gag back in the bag as if it were on fire.
As we were leaving the room, I noticed a chair of peculiar construction, half-hidden behind a curtain. It was built and upholstered like a recliner, but on either side were swiveled platforms with metal braces. The platforms were locked in place so they looked like extensions of the padded arms. A fold-down cushion extended onto the floor in front of the chair.
"What's that?" I asked.
Miss Mary smiled. "Actually, seeing as you're clearly a female-dominant couple, you might be interested in this item. The makers call it the 'Altar of Yoni'. It's a very comfortable chair that's been modified specifically to facilitate cunnilingus."
RoseAnn and I exchanged glances, and Miss Mary noticed. "Ma'am, while don't you try sitting in it? See how it feels."
RoseAnn blushed again, but set down her purse and sat in the chair. She leaned back as it reclined. "Oh, my. Very comfortable. It's like floating on air." She wiggled her hips in order to settle in deeper.
"Kick off your shoes and put your feet on the hinged platforms. Notice the rubber brackets along the surface, so your heels won't slide. You can hold your legs any way that's comfortable. The platforms swivel to the most comfortable position and lock in place."
When RoseAnn bent her knees, her skirt slid up her thighs. Miss Mary quickly produced a towel from somewhere and threw it across RoseAnn's legs, as if to protect her virtue. "Oh, my," said RoseAnn again when her legs were spread and her heels rested on the extended platforms. "This feels good."
"Now, sir, kneel on the built-in pad between her legs."