I sighed the instant I walked through the door. Some women are upset because their boyfriend’s don’t do enough housework. I was upset because mine was doing too much. He knelt on the carpet in front of me; his head bent low, the back of his neck exposed. Usually I placed a thick black collar around that neck, but this morning I had taken it off before going to work.
"I want you to have a day off," I said to Wesley, stroking his neck and lifting his face to look up at mine. "You are doing a great job, and you deserve a break."
"Yes, Mistress," he had replied, his voice meek, as always. When I had first met him, the meek demeanor and submissive behavior had driven me wild with desire. I’d loved the way he lowered his eyes and worshiped my body, not hesitating at all to complete an order I gave him. In my few years as a would-be-Domme I’d never encountered such an obedient submissive, and Wes was a treasure. Great body, great kissable lips, sexy voice.
"Good boy," I’d smiled, leaning in and kissing his lips. As always, he hardly kissed back, seeming to hold something inside. The passion that I always felt when I kissed him didn’t seem to be returned. His lips allowed mine to ravish them, but did no kissing of their own.
So, happy that my live-in boyfriend slash submissive was going to relax for the day, I had left for work. But upon walking inside, I could see that he had not taken my request seriously at all. It looked like Wes had scrubbed the entire house with a toothbrush, the way it shined.
I didn’t know what to make of this. On one hand I felt terrible that he hadn’t taken the day off. Wes had been living with me and serving me for over a month; it was time for him to have a break. On the other hand I felt angry that he had disobeyed me. I choked on my emotions and turned my attention back towards Wes, his bent head, and his curved back. His skin seemed to shimmer in the dim light, and I was tempted to take him upstairs and allow him to pleasure me. Shaking myself off again I lifted my arms, slipping my coat off my body and hanging it on the coat rack.
"Wes," I said, softly, "You did a lot today."
"Yes, Mistress," he murmured. I could see his lips curving into a small smile. He was happy that he had pleased me.
Walking over towards him again I sank to my knees, taking his face in my hands.
"Wesley," I said, keeping my voice soft and at what I hoped was a comforting tone. "I didn’t want you to do any work today. I just wanted you to relax."
Wesley’s eyes met mine, a mixture of fear and excitement flashing across them. "I’m sorry, Mistress," he said, looking at my face as I frowned at him. "I wanted to please you."
"There’s more to life than pleasing me, baby," I said, sitting down on the floor next to him. "Will you stop kneeling and talk to me seriously for a minute?"
Wes didn’t move, his brow furrowed with puzzlement.
"Sit down. Now." I said, a bit sternly.
This time there was no hesitation. Wesley moved gracefully from his knees, sitting down next to me. He crossed his ankles and held his arms behind his back, thrusting his chest out towards me as if I had bound him in the position. Sighing with frustration I put my arm around him, hugging him towards me almost motherly.
"Wesley," I said, "I know that we have an odd relationship. But it is a relationship, and I want to be able to be something other than your Domme sometimes. I want to be your girlfriend. Is that possible?"
"If you wish, Mistress," Wesley said, his body held tight against mine.
"Will you hold me?" I asked, tenderly. But he didn’t move, his arms remaining tight around his back and his legs crossed in front of him. "Please, Wes," I murmured. "I have never been in the dominant role for this long before, I need to slip out."
"May I speak, Mistress?" Wesley asked softly. I nodded furiously, wanting more than anything for him to speak. "I want to serve you," he said. "I don’t mind if you want to slip out of your position…just let me take care of you. I’ll draw you a bath, wash you, cook you dinner…"
I sighed in exasperation.
"That isn’t what I wanted," I said, taking my arms away from him. Shoulders drooping I walked out of the room, towards the stairs and up to my bedroom. I didn’t know what to do. Was Wesley so far gone in the fantasy that he couldn’t snap into reality again?
I shut my door and sat down on my bed, my head in my hands. This wasn’t a three-hour session that I was used to; this was an every day situation that I’d walked in to. Perhaps when Wesley and I had discussed what we were looking for in our relationship I hadn’t understood what he meant by twenty-four-seven. Maybe he actually did mean nonstop. But this was too intense; if I wanted to keep our relationship going I would have to find some way to make him relax, to take some time for himself, and to get some of his own pleasure back.
By the time I was ready to leave my room I had a plan.
"Wesley," I said. "I would like to see you in the bedroom at once."
Obedient as always Wes came walking down the hallway, his arms at his side, and his blonde shaggy hair nearly in his eyes. When he came to me he halted, his hands clasped behind his head and his eyes downcast as usual. Most days this aroused me, but today it almost frightened me. I wasn’t ready for this responsibility; I was barely twenty-five years old, not old enough to have another human life to look after.
Without saying a word I pointed to the bed, and Wes positioned himself in the middle on his stomach, his hands and legs stretched out spread-eagled for anything I might want to do.
"Not tonight," I said. "Flip over, on your back."
Wes moved over, rolling to his back, his eyes looking at me in puzzlement. Without meeting his questioning face I walked to the side of the bed, taking one of his wrists with one of my hands and the cuff attached to the bed with another. Snapping it shut, I moved down to his leg, and locked it to the corner of the bed. Walking around him I attached his other two limps in place. One more item, a blindfold, lay on the dresser next to my bed. Climbing up, straddling his body with mine, I covered his eyes with the fabric, locking out his vision.
"You’ve been very bad, Wesley," I said, still sitting on top of him. I took one of his nipples in each of my hands and began to stroke them softly. He whimpered, as he always did when I played with his chest, but didn’t part his lips at all. "I wanted you to take a break. You work very hard and you deserve a break."
Wes moaned as my fingers pulled his tiny nipples away from his chest, stretching them out and then letting them relax again. Instead of hurting him I toyed with him, teasing him, running my nails over his skin as I continued.
"Since you won’t give yourself a break, I’m afraid I have to reward you some other way."
Under me, Wes was breathing heavily. With each breath he took my body rose, and I could feel his skin growing hotter through my pantyhose. That wasn’t the only thing growing; I could feel his cock swelling near my bottom, the head of it prodding my ass.
"Mistress," Wes whimpered, his hips pushing up towards my body. "Please, I just want to serve you."
"What are you afraid of, Wes?" I asked him, my voice still soft and gentle. "Just relax. There’s no way you can escape, so just enjoy your reward."
Squirming restlessly underneath me, Wes whimpered again, his lips parting slightly. I wriggled down his body, rubbing my thighs against him. I knew he loved the feel of the scratchy soft hose against his bare skin, and I used that to my full advantage as I made my way down his trim stomach. Reaching his now fully erect member I stopped my movements, allowing myself just to sit on him as he writhed underneath me.
My boy’s face seemed to be twisted with agony, but I knew he was in no pain. I frowned as his brow furrowed, and his lips pursed tightly together again. He tried to stop moving, I could tell by the way his muscles tightened that he was struggling with himself, but his hips still gyrated softly underneath me.
"Mistress," he whispered. "Please release me. I want to please you."
"Just relax," I said again. "Stop complaining about it or I’ll have to gag you."
Wesley shut his lips tightly again as I wriggled over his cock, the thickness of it pushing against my pussy. The feel of it aroused me and I could feel myself growing wet as I rubbed myself over his cock, pushing the skin of it around roughly with my body.
Moving once again I shifted myself and crawled backwards down his body, bending over to place soft kisses on his belly as I moved. My chest rubbed softly against his manhood as I licked lightly at his soft skin, kissing him and nipping him, trying to get him to show some reaction other than the swelling of his cock.