We finally arrive at your apartment. I am on top of the world with thoughts of how the first date has unfolded so far. You have been my dream and I feel there is nothing that we can't say and do together. After the events of the ride home (Reconnecting, First Date story) I have already imagined how this night will end with you in my arms as we fall asleep satisfied and exhausted. I think to myself that this date could not be any better and I am already looking beyond tonight and into the future.
Once inside your apartment you ask if I want the tour and you walk me through. Your place is perfect and suits your personality, modern and sophisticated with an edge. You ask if we should have a nightcap and I say of course with a smile as my confidence, desire and ego builds. I take a seat on your sofa and adjust the lighting while you disappear to make the drinks. Once you return you sit down beside me on my left. You are gorgeous. We begin to talk about the old days causing us to laugh and joke about how foolish we were. I can not keep my hands off of you and each time I touch you, you respond by sliding closer to the point that we are face to face. I look into your deep emerald eyes and kiss you fully, your mouth is so wet and warm. The light sounds you make are driving me crazy and my firm touch seems to be what you desire as the chemistry and connection becomes even more obvious.
It is getting late and you suggest it is time for bed. My thoughts go wild as you disappear to your bathroom to prepare. I remain on your sofa in a state of bliss. Soon you return and to my surprise you are carrying a pillow and bedding which you pass to me. You say, I hope you will be comfortable sleeping on the sofa. Of course I am caught completely off guard as you kiss me goodnight and head to your bedroom and close the door. My mind goes into question mode as I begin to review the events of the night and our reconnection. As I sit on the sofa alone I am completely confused trying to figure out what went wrong in the last few minutes of the night. You have completely baffled me. I try to relax but I can't. My mind goes back to the texting we had done over the last several months recalling some of our steamy late night discussions.
Damn, like a light turning on I realize we had discussed some of our fantasies months ago. I quickly realize that the way you handled me on the drive to your place after leaving the restaurant was similar to a fantasy I had expressed. I slowly recall one of your hot confessions. With renewed confidence I head to your bedroom door and announce that I am heading home, good night. You respond with a simple okay. I then close the front door firmly while still inside and return to the sofa and quietly wait. After a long 20 minutes or so when all is quiet I head to the bathroom.
While removing my clothes I notice a small bottle of grape seed oil tucked away on the back corner of your vanity. Stripped down to my black boxer briefs I grab a hand towel and the bottle of oil. As I slowly approach your closed door I begin to get excited. I quietly enter your dark bedroom with intention and hope of perfect timing. Your body shifts slightly as I close the door. I pray you are within the last minutes before you fall asleep. The moment you are completely relaxed and free of daily thoughts. As I stand inside the door without motion for a long couple of minutes, I pause questioning myself. Am I getting ready to completely ruin the best thing ever? Think, what was that safe word you had mentioned months ago.
I can see by the red glow of your clock that you are laying on your back and wearing a black sleep mask while covered with a burgundy silk sheet. You look like the amazing golden queen that you are, stripped of clothes and makeup. I slowly approach the right side of your bed and kneel down. I can tell by the pattern of your breathing that you have drifted off to a light sleep. Reaching out with my hands I firmly place my left hand on your mouth while placing my right hand across your hips just below your belly button. I feel your body stiffen as I forcefully with a low tone and slightly disguised voice speak into your ear saying, DON'T make a sound, DON'T fight me. You struggle but nod your head after I apply more pressure with my hands.