Like most in this vanilla and straight-laced world, as an amateur writer of erotic novels centring on the natural dominance of femininity, Roscoe kept his hobby firmly under his hat, though in reality, he never wore one. It was inevitable that his secret would be revealed sooner or later, such was his lust to reveal all to a women, and know the firm grip of feminine control, while he offered his absolute obedience. Little did he know, that obedience would be total, and the domination he'd be subjected to, would change his life irreversibly... much to the benefit of the sexual whims of a thoroughly controlling woman, and womanhood in general.
His unrelenting urge to know the heel of womanhood under absolute enslavement, peaked whilst masturbating as he added the final touches to a tale, whilst viewing plump but severe matriarchs... and the site he used for displaying his erotic writings, which also encouraged social meet ups for discussion of content, ideas, etc. His eyes went to the severity of the mature woman depicted, and with his mind firmly on that meet up site, he spurted his load in a flourish of submissive ecstasy... knowing he was doomed to subscribe to it.
Having come, he tried to put the site out of his mind, but every time his arousal returned, so did the draw to the site. Now determined to make contact, driven by his curiosity, he quickly assumed another pen name on the site within which his true desires were held under his main nom de plume, and hastily put together some more vanilla like fantasies, verging toward maledom, with which to arm himself when looking for the women he truly desired... he erected hard at the thought of being punished for his deception, when a suitable woman took command of him after he'd revealed his secret to her, and the sordid depths of his innermost feelings of submission to femininity, described within those tales, were exposed .
The contact for a local group of budding writers of erotica, was a Cheryl, and the fact that the initial contact was a woman, had him as horny as hell, thinking it might have him break down and confess his true motive immediately. The venue for novice applicants was a suitably public place, in this case, a craft fair in a communal hall, where a corner was set out for a 'Hobby Writers Association' - contacts of Cheryl's given the password 'Madam Bovary', to distinguish contacts from those just casually happening upon the group; such occurrences would be engaged in run of the mill literary conversation, until they departed.
Roscoe circled the interior of the hall several times, nervous as hell, but already erect with excitement at the prospect of making this breakthrough. He noted a busty blonde woman, her mature and shapely curves not aiding his awkward erection, as she rose to greet various people. Though trying to remain incognito till he found the courage, his distant presence and furtive nature which suggested he had something to hide, was not missed by the worldly Cheryl. She'd noted the pass of every person there, unbeknownst to him, and seeing his obvious interest in passing several times, had her cunt tingling with anticipation as to her knowing expectations, about in which genre of eroticism his pleasures lay.
This initial method of sorting and assessing candidates prior to their invitation to more intimate meetings, was standard practice for this erotic writer's circle; the mature woman's expertise in distinguishing the genuine writers from the sexual creeps who chanced liaisons, was more than competent... and so was her instinct in guessing at which end of the sexual pecking order their interests lay. She knew already, that Roscoe was a candidate with a password, and her judgement on his passing the initiation, already decided before he'd even made contact. She smiled to herself as she caught his cautious glance with the corner of her eye... surely he must be a submissive, the maledom types simply approached and announced themselves with a brash arrogance... or did usually.
Her satisfaction was met at last, as on finishing a conversation about Thomas Hardy with someone who'd just happened upon the group - unaware of it's true purpose, and sent away with details of a mundane site she also ran - she turned to find Roscoe facing her. Roscoe did his best to not look furtive in the eyes of this voluptuous woman, but she could see he was close to breaking into a cold sweat, as he fought to find a way to launch the password at her, his heart racing... and his cock rigidly upright in his underwear, as he studied her warm, yet somehow commanding smile. He gasped in trying to find the words, and Cheryl's attractively mature face broke into a more comforting smile as she grasped his hand, initiating capture with her words.
"Do you like reading Gustave Flaubert?..." Roscoe watched the rise of her ample breasts, the nipples just discernible through the fabric of her blouse, hardening with mutual excitement, as she took an intake of breath in prompting his reply. She squeezed his hand as he managed the response she wanted, at long last.
"Madam... Madam Bovary?" Roscoe faltered just a little, as she swiftly tugged him toward an unoccupied table upon which sat a laptop, her grasp and enthusiasm telling him there was no going back now... she had him, and though she'd not made any gesture toward her sexual orientation, his cock boned at the feeling of already being under the control of a woman. Two other women grinned curtly at him from another table, they knew from Cheryl's swift reactions that he was an erotic writer, and fidgeted their crossed and stocking clad legs, wagging their tall heels as they whispered their guesses on his story content to each other. Cheryl's nipples were even more prominent as she casually asked him his name... and then pondered his site identity, her motherly exterior betraying an inner streak of feminine authority within her tone, which demanded his obedience with an answer.
"...and what name do you go by, on our site?" Roscoe fumbled with his words again, nearly compelled to give out his true pen name 'Crushed' in the excitement of the moment, and wanting his yearning to be owned, outed, and humiliated, as soon as possible... but his modesty overtook it.
"Charisma." He uttered, almost half-heartedly. Cheryl typed it in, and viewed the list of tales... hastily put together by him. She looked almost disappointed at seeing the categories giving hints to his tales, showing a male very much in command... but gave a wry smile on seeing that they were all very recent entries; she'd seen that sort of 'cover' before. Roscoe swallowed hard as she looked him in the eye.
"Oh really? I'd assumed...oh, never mind, let's introduce you to some of the others. We'll give it just another half hour or so here, before moving on to somewhere a little more private... I've nearly all the fresh contacts on the list." Roscoe's balls tingled at the thought of being tested more openly at a more intimate venue; the unaware public milling around on the periphery, gave him the comfort of knowing an easy escape could be made, should his modesty overcome the bold move he'd made... but Cheryl's motherly warmth , and her sweet scent, increased both his calm and the stiffness of his erection, as she moved him toward the table seating the two smiling women, purposely avoiding those tables including males.
There were only three other males included in the seated groups of around fifteen arrivals, but the mature blonde wanted to tease as much as possible from him, her cunt tingling nicely as she sat him with the two equally mature women, one of whom she was more than well acquainted with, there to assist with assessments. If he wasn't into maledom, she'd see the signs, and if he were... she'd enjoy the discussion anyhow, as she switched regularly, and illustrated that pleasure in her novels. Roscoe's mind was already deep within the conjuring up of another submissive fantasy, as Cheryl held him to order as he faced the two women, her grasp not helping the bulge in his loose clothing, the eyes of Cheryl's accomplice noting it, as she introduced him and sat him down, introducing the new member first.
"This is Marie, like you, new to socialising with the group, writing as 'Pauline'... she thoroughly enjoys bondage and maid service..." The woman blushed just a little, but gave him a tart smile, already aroused by opening up her desires in conversation with a woman, her cunt was moistening liberally at the prospect of knowing the erotic thoughts of a male, directly. Cheryl's hand then gestured toward the other woman.
"...and this is a good friend of mine, whose private facilities we gratefully use at times... such as we will shortly, Lady Cynthia Barham, who writes as 'Chrysalis'..." Roscoe's cock perked a hidden salute to a pen name he recognised, but would have to feign ignorance of, as he'd only read with interest, those tales by her which illustrated her femdom streak.
"...she loves to write about S&M... from all perspectives." His anus clenched and fluttered wonderfully as the elegant middle-aged woman extended a leather gloved hand, and squeezed his in introduction, he was enveloped by the sheer eroticism of just touching the hand of a woman whose tales he'd masturbated over... and that contact would ensure he masturbated at the earliest opportunity. She seemed to know it, and held his hand tight as she spoke, rather than releasing it.
"I write as 'Chrysalis', as I never know what's going to come out... but come I often do, once entranced within a story..." She enjoyed watching Roscoe swallow hard, then ensured the ice was well and truly broken, and he was indulged within the pleasures of erotic discussion.
"...do you masturbate when writing?... Marie and I have both confirmed we do, it would be wonderful to hear - and imagine - a male doing so too." He felt Cheryl's hand squeeze his shoulder from behind him, as if to emphasise that it was ok to speak of such pleasures... and perhaps to command that he obeyed with the truth. He tried to keep a tone of composure in his voice, show the sort of swagger or arrogance that a male who liked to be in control would give out, as he offered his response to the startling and intimate question she'd offered in such a matter-of-fact way.