(This is another story with a unique origin. I wanted to share a cybersession, but not just a transcript. I know many people may say that it is an inane approach and that cyber is so formulaic. But this was a remote session I had with a sub while I was away, so it was based on a real-life relationship. I then imagined wanting to see what it would have been like to watch her as we chatted. So, I annotated the transcript to reflect that scene.)
What is it you feel when I am absent? How do you cope?
Do you sulk? Feel empty?
Do you anticipate my return, anxious, on edge and yearning?
Do you read my letters and stories, replaying scenes in your head?
I remember the time when I tried to teach you to read my stories properly, to let them excite you, let them take you beyond your current loneliness and let them bring you to the orgasm I am not there to pull from you.
I had you sit in front of your computer, dressed as I always ask at the start: panties and a long T-shirt. I ask you to pull up a copy of one of our recent online chats. Have you go through it again as I stand behind you and watch.
GrdnMstr: And you are dressed accordingly?
Moonshade: Yes. I am wearing a T-shirt and panties.....
Moonshade: ...and have the vibrator and butt plug next to me.
Moonshade: ....they are very wet, though!
You are not wet now, but with me behind you watching, and knowing what is to come in the chat you can feel that initial tension that signals the approach of your moisture.
GrdnMstr: I want you to stand, now.
GrdnMstr: I want you to bunch the panties between your ass cheeks.
GrdnMstr: Pull them tight into the crack, then sit down again.
Moonshade: Yes ... it feels so tight.......
GrdnMstr: Let yourself feel the panties rub against your asshole....
GrdnMstr: we will get there in a bit.
You read the words, but you are not yet internalizing them. I wait and watch, but when you do not move, I place my hand on the back of your neck and say, "Stand".
You jump a bit and realize that you are expected to do more than just read and remember, you are to perform! You stand, and bunch your panties between your asscheeks, just as you had done before.
GrdnMstr: Now, describe the vibrator to me.
Moonshade: Small (4, 5" maybe), flesh colored and slightly contoured.
GrdnMstr: Very nice....
GrdnMstr: Can you feel your nipples against the shirt?
Moonshade: Yes..they are quite stiff.
Moonshade: I am trying not to touch them -
Moonshade: I am waiting for you to tell me......
From behind you, I reach over your shoulders and gently circle your nipples with my fingertips. They are stiff but stiffen even more at my touch.
GrdnMstr: Cup your breasts through your shirt, squeeze them together.
Moonshade: Yes....
GrdnMstr: And imagine me watching.... imagine that you are performing in front of me....
Moonshade: I want you to watch me.
And today, I am watching. You are performing. Is it as exciting as you thought it would be? You are beginning to feel the dampness between your legs.
GrdnMstr: Pinch your nipples through the shirt.... just briefly, though.
GrdnMstr: I am watching you through the screen. I am naked.... hard....
You hear my pants drop to the floor behind you as you sit and read from the screen.
GrdnMstr: Rock your hips and feel the panties tug....
Moonshade: I can't keep from rubbing my hands over my
body......my ass cheeks......I'm grinding, hard..........
GrdnMstr: <smile> Imagine my voice whispering these commands in your ear....
"I am here," I whisper, "but I want you to use your imagination." Although I read the next set of instructions to you:
GrdnMstr: Sit upright at the edge of your chair.... slide your fingers down the front of your panties... deeper.... down into your wetness....
Moonshade: mmmmm,,,,,,,,
GrdnMstr: Spread your juices over your cunt.... moisten your clit....
Moonshade: ..so wet..
Just as I could not help but read you those instructions, your juices are now flowing freely and I hear you murmur your own response, "So wet."
GrdnMstr: You want my hands on your breasts, don't you? Stroking them, kneading them....
Moonshade: Yes, yes - I want them all over me!
GrdnMstr: .... me... standing behind you.... my hard cock against the back of your neck as you follow my instructions.
GrdnMstr: Taste your juices..... suck your fingers clean....
I have stepped closer, and my cock is indeed pressing against the back of your neck as you read and perform for me.
Moonshade: So sweet..I want you to see, to taste........
You are sucking your juices off your fingers, imaging how I would savor it with my face between your legs.
GrdnMstr: And then take off the shirt and expose your breasts to me....
You quickly doff your shirt, tossing it aside. Immediately you feel the exposure with the cooler air wafting over your bare breasts! Your nipples get harder still, and you want to stroke them.
Moonshade: God! My nipples are so chilled..I feel so naughty!
GrdnMstr: Feel to cool air as they are open and exposed....
GrdnMstr: Touch them lightly... with just your fingertips.
You arch your back and do as requested, letting your fingertips dance lightly over your nipples. You have your eyes closed and have nearly forgotten my presence until you feel me blow softly over your breasts, heightening your exposure even more.
Moonshade: Mmmmmmmm.......
GrdnMstr: Feel the full curve of them below the nipples.... so soft, so tender....
GrdnMstr: Cup them gently, slowly.... lift them.... as though offering me your nipples to suck.
God! Your breasts feel so soft, so full! Lifting them exposes yet more to the cool air as the warm, lightly sweaty area beneath them receives fresh air. And the act of lifting them, offering them makes you feel more submissive. You are offering me a gift.
Moonshade: I am holding them out to you.....my back is arched........
GrdnMstr: Now, remove the panties.... sit there naked.
You quickly remove your panties as I watch you. You are so beautiful, with your bare shoulders and back, smoothly transitioning to your now naked buttocks. I can't tell if you remember I am there or if you are lost in the transcript...
Moonshade: They are off, now - I am trembling!
GrdnMstr: Hmmmm...... you know your position, then....
GrdnMstr: You will sit on the very edge of your chair......
GrdnMstr: ....knees apart......
It is so sweet to see following the directions I had given a few weeks earlier when I was away on business, now in real-time as I watch you.
Moonshade: Oh, yes..........
Moonshade: ......so wet...........
