Amber walked silently beside me, as we made our way to my car. I held the passenger door open and smiled at her. She got up on her toes and placed a gentle kiss on my lips before she entered my vehicle.
On the ride up to my floor in the elevator, she slipped her pinky around my thumb and leaned against me.
"Are you sure about this, Amber?" I asked as the elevator doors opened.
She nodded and replied, "Yes, I am sure. I feel safe with you, Gil. I know I don't know how I will react to the things I want you to do to me. But, I need to know. I want to experience this need that has been stirred awake inside me and explore my limits. It's okay if you hurt me; I know you will stop if I ask you to."
I smiled at her, "I'll try not to leave marks that will be difficult to explain."
"Fuck," she moaned, "Yes, I want marks as a reminder that you and I were real, that I offered myself to you. That you taught me, and used me for your pleasure."
I turned the key in the lock and paused. "Once you step inside, and I close my door, I will begin."
Amber shivered from head to toe and nodded.
I closed the door behind us and met Amber's anxious stare. My cock twitched as blood began to be pumped into it. It throbbed to the rhythm of my increasing heart rate. I placed my right hand around her throat and eased her back up against the door. I did not squeeze. Instead, I savored the mixed emotions that danced in Amber's big, blue eyes. I snarled at her and watched her eyes widen, watched as fear and anticipation fueled her arousal.
Amber's breathing quickly became deep and labored. She placed her hands around my hand that kept her pinned to the door. And she squeezed my hand tighter around her throat.
My snarled turned to a grin. I became harder, as I eagerly observed her face turn to a glowing reddish pink, before my eyes. I squeezed her throat tighter. Amber slid her hands to my wrist and closed her eyes.
"Look at me," I growled at her.
Amber jumped with a start and her eyes shot open.
"That's better. I want to watch your eyes bulge. I want to watch you struggle to breathe. Those things also make me hard, Amber. Do you still love knowing that you make me hard?"
Amber nodded and barely managed to gurgle, "Yes."
"Exhale for me, Amber. Empty your lungs for me," I commanded.
Amber stood up on her toes and tried to pull my hand away from her throat. Panic set in, fight or flight set in.
"Shhh, Amber. I want to steal a breathless kiss from your lips," I whispered.
My words set off a quiver in her belly, she obeyed and exhaled. I squeezed her throat tighter. Just tight enough to partially constrict the air and blood flow. Having your throat squeezed is more of a mind fuck than a physical torture. If Amber were to squeeze her own throat to the point of pain or panic, she'd be able to endure much more pressure that I was applying. There was no real threat or danger to her, but, the feeling that a danger to her well-being existed was real. Amber reacted out of instinct. The way any human being would react. As far back as humans have inhabited this planet; that instinct has not changed in us.
Amber parted her lips and kissed me hard. Her mind spun and her eyes rolled up in their sockets. I released her throat from my grip. I shivered, as I felt my own breath being sucked out of my mouth and into Amber's mouth.
I stepped away from the gasping Amber and ordered, "Strip out your clothes. Offer your naked self to me."
Amber quickly pulled her jeans and panties down around her ankles and pulled the baggy sweatshirt over her head as she stepped out of her jeans.