"Huh?"
"You need to dominate another. This will awaken the desire to dominate, if it exists. It's an incomplete experience to be sure. You will never experience the gratification from them as a Dom/Domme will, but many people are surprised to find they do enjoy some aspects and it's important to explore all potential paths to pleasure."
This is like waking up one morning to find out you're now the President when you never even ran for office. Responsibility I didn't ask for requiring skills and knowledge I don't have; besides it looks like a lot of work.
I don't want to do this.
"You'll be surprised what you'll learn about yourself when you act in direct opposition of your nature."
Jeannette adds, "we know to be a good Dominant requires experience and you have none so your Sir and I will help you."
Perfect! So, I just tag Sir in and take the bench. ...
"However, we cannot do it for you. You have to deliver the dominance as best you can."
I'm sure the look on my face says it all.
"Relax, slut. No one is expecting you to be Joan Crawford." Jeannette laughs.
Madame explains the rules. "You are to subject Helga to three acts of dominance. You are expected to keep an open mind and embrace your emotions no matter how uncomfortable they may be. Do you have any questions?"
"Yes, Madame."
"And they are?"
"What are her limits? What is her safe word? Is there a list of acts I should avoid to protect her safety as my inexperience can be dangerous?"
"I'm pleased to see your concern is for her wellbeing. With a mindset like you'd make a good Domme."
"No, she would not!" Sir laughs. That's probably what kept them from offering me a scholarship to some become a Domme in 30 days program.
Mary continues, "Here is her limit list, she will tell you her safe word before you begin, and clear your activity with your Sir or Jeannette for safety. If they tell you to choose another activity, do so.
You have 5 minutes to make your plan which starts now."
I freeze. A million thoughts racing through my brain but not one of them related to the task at hand. Fortunately, neither Sir nor Jeannette wait to be asked start helping.
Within my allotted 5 minutes I've got the plan and have Helga's safe word although Sir and Jeannette both find the thought of anyone needing a safe word with me to be wildly amusing.
" I actually can be quite scary you know."
That probably would have been more effective if I wasn't pouting. "Of course, you are, everyone lives in fear of the wrath of the sex kitten." Sir says barely keeping a straight face.
Seriously, I can be terrifying. Don't listen to them.
Ready to begin I wait for instructions until reminded that I'm supposed to issuing the instructions. Oops.
"Helga, I'm going to do to you exactly what you did to me this morning. Put your arms on the top bar and spread your legs apart as far as you can while still being able to stand." She does as instructed and I take forever trying to figure out how to cuff her to the bars. After a quick assist from Jeannette with the cuffs and then showing me how to get into the strap on she loaned me (it's a little thinner than the one Helga used on me and external only) I'm ready to start.
Maybe this won't be exactly like what she did to me. "Helga, did you prepare your ass to be fucked today? "
"Yes, Miss. I am clean"
"Helga, how do you feel about the fact that I'm standing behind you wearing a strap on about to fuck you in the ass?"
"Very nervous, Miss. And very wet."
She's not kidding. I run my finger up her slit and she's soaked. I try to imagine how Sir feels when he's standing behind me getting me ready to take his cock but it's not helping. I doubt very much his feelings include wanting to get it over with as fast and efficiently as possible because assfucking is really boring from this side of things.
I lube up my finger and gently work my way in, preparing her to take the strap on. I should have done the math on how many fingers are the equivalent circumference so I'd know when she was ready, but I didn't. If I had a caliper I could do it now, but that seems like a weird thing to ask for while fingering another woman's ass.
All these random thoughts and none of them helpful.
Finally, she seems ready and judging from her response to my fingers she wasn't thinking about calipers at all. I put the head of the strap on at the entrance to her bottom and gently push, she really was ready because it slid right in and her moans of gratitude made it clear I did it right.
I slowly work it all the way in and then start to fuck her gently. I'm getting my bearings ...faster now kind of have a rhythm and ...wait ...what is she doing?
Jeannette sidles up to me and reaches for a button on the base of the strap and pushes it. Ohhhh...vibratey. Now I feel something...I look up and see Sir watching with the strangest look on his face. As if he can't believe what he's seeing.
I feel like I'm letting him down by not loving this. I start fucking her harder...she's breathing faster, moaning...
"Look how much the slut loves being fucked in the ass by you, her wetness is running down her leg. Looks like she's about to come. Did you give her permission to do that?" Jeannette may be forbidden to help but she's certainly an involved spectator.
"Uh no, thanks for reminding me! I smack her ass hard with my bare hand, "don't you dare come until you're told."
Ow. I've never spanked anyone before and that hurt the palm of my hand. Was not expecting that.
"Yes, Miss"...but she doesn't stop pushing back against me clearly chasing her orgasm. I don't think she's listening to me so I abruptly pull out and she begs for more.
"I told you not to come but you would have if I hadn't stopped the assfucking you were loving so much. That's not very obedient. For that you're going to wait a while before you can come." I release her wrist cuffs from the bar and bind her arms behind her back..."In case you get any ideas about rubbing your drenched pussy" I explain and then as I unhook her from the spreader bar it occurs to me this will come in handy for what's next.
I help her take a seat on the floor then affix her ankle cuffs to the spreader bar.
She looks so obscene with her legs spread like that I'm getting a little jealous, I'd like to switch places with her.
.
I call Jeannette over and ask her to bring it. And she does..."it" being a double headed dildo Helga can't take her eyes off. Without a word Jeannette sits across from her. spreads her legs wide and inserts one end of the dildo into Helga's cunt and the other into her own. She begins to fuck herself keeping the end inside Helga as still as possible. Every so often I reach down and holding the dildo in the middle work it hard and fast into both until Helga is on the verge of coming and then I pull it out of her and continue fucking Jeanette until she comes. When Helga would come off the edge II put it back inside both and repeat...fucking them hard until Helga was seconds from coming only to stop. She couldn't close her legs because the spreader bar kept her wet cunt open an accessible and she couldn't rub her pussy in defiance because her hands were bound behind her back. When I did this the final time I didn't continue to fuck Jeannette to another orgasm.
I helped her up and guided her over to Helga and with my hands on her ass pushed her forward until her pussy was resting on Helga's mouth. "Lick her pussy like the dirty slut you are...don't you dare stop..."
She immediately begins ferociously tonguing Jeannette's pussy bringing her to the brink of coming very quickly. I sink my hands into Helga's hair and pull her head back, "you love being forced to eat her pussy, don't you? "
"Yes, Miss."
"You want her to come all over her face, don't you?"
"Oh, yes, Miss."
"Make her come." as I push her face back into Jeannette who is now grinding against Helga's mouth and grabbing onto her hair as she comes gushing all over her face.
Jeannette gives me a hug and thanks me.
"Helga? Don't you want to thank Jeannette for using your mouth and coming all over you?"
"Thank you, Madame Jeannette, for using me and coming on my face."
"And don't you want to thank me for denying you orgasms so you can learn restraint?"
"Thank you, Miss."
Between me and you I don't think she was very sincere on that last one.
One final act of dominance. The first two were interesting as this is such a different experience for me, but I'm getting cranky because Jeannette's been coming like it's her job and Helga is radiating sexual tension is waves so strong they're visible and I'm not feeling much of anything except when I look at Sir and feed off his arousal but I was able to do so little of that. Too busy doing all the work and making all the decisions.
It's exhausting and nothing is in for me, I don't know what Sir sees in this.
Hmmmm...Sir. Now that I know firsthand how hard it is I wish there was some way I could show him how much I appreciate it. Maybe he would let me show him now?
I run my proposed plan by Sir and he's on board. Before I could even finish explaining so is Jeannette.
I bring Helga near to where Sir is sitting and help her kneel on a cushion I'd put down for her. The spreader bar is retired and now her ankles are cuffed by a medium length cord to each other so she can find a comfortable position and maintain balance. Her wrists are still bound behind her back. Her hair is messy and as quiet as she is there is a frantic look in her eyes, her need to come is palpable. I take out her barrette and play with her hair a little bit - fluff it up. Run my fingers over her arms and shoulders... cup her breasts in my hands. She does have lovely breasts. I wouldn't have thought her nipples could get any harder, but as my fingers grazed them they certainly did. I kiss her softly as we kissed in the hotel bar. She leans in for more but I pull away...still stroking her hair...my mouth inches out of reach of her tongue. Sir is watching... listening.