I had always loved dogs growing up, especially puppies. I guess that's why things took the turn that they did with my first live-in boyfriend, Homberto. He was Hispanic and sexy, just the way I liked my men. He enjoyed my wide blue puppy eyes. I was using my thoughts to get what I wanted from him. I was begging him to take control of me as my master. I needed to be led on a leash, to be made to play fetch and to cut my teeth on something rough. He seemed like the kind of man that could make me into what I wanted to be, and I definitely knew what I wanted. I guess I had always known.
"Now that we are living together I think you need to tell me more about what you are seeking," Homberto told me one night as I sat on his lap in his oversized recliner. He was so much older than me, and wiser too. I looked to him for answers and I hoped that he could give them to me.
"Well, there is one thing," I said carefully, unsure if it was too soon to tell him. It had already been long enough that I had been hiding my true desires. I had never told anyone in my real life, opting to act it out in Swing Low Chat with my friends instead. I would be the puppy and they would make me do whatever tricks they needed me to do. I don't know why I got sexual gratification from serving a master. All I knew is that I needed to find the right master and I was really hoping that Homberto would be the right man for the job. I loved him. That much was true. I only hoped he loved me enough to help me see this through.
"What is it, my love?" Homberto asked as he brushed a lock of hair away from my face and behind my ear.
"I'm into being a puppy," I said slowly as if slowing down my speech would make him understand better.
"You want to be like a dog? A puppy girl?" he asked. He didn't laugh like the others had done. Instead, he asked me questions.
"What makes you want to be a puppy girl?" was the first question.
"I've always known I was a puppy and I only need a master to serve. I will be the best puppy there is. I will listen, and play fetch. I will let you walk me on my leash. Anything you want, I'll do it! Please think about being my master, Homberto."
"I am already your master," he told me. "You just haven't realized it yet. I've been grooming you since we met to be my puppy and now, here we are. You and I want the same thing."
"We do."
"Yes. Now get on your hands and knees I have something for you," he commanded and I quickly got into position. He opened the cabinet he always kept locked and I watched him pull out a collar and then something bigger. It was a very detailed puppy mask that was made of black leather. "Let me see your neck. I want you to try on your new collar."
"Woof," I said in agreement and I presented my neck to him and he ceremoniously buckled the collar into place. "There. You look like a very naughty puppy. Now for the mask. Are you ready to be fully transformed?"
"Woof!" I answered again and I panted like a dog for him, so he knew I was ready. He put the mask on my head and fastened it on tightly so when I moved, it moved with me.
"That's a good girl. Now let's open this mouth and I want you to eat my bone for me, Puppy Girl. Do you understand?"