He stared at me with those piercing eyes that everyone feared. They bore into you from the front of the lecture hall and there was no where to hide. Everyone feared it, yet why did I feel that tumbling in my belly. As he came closer I grew hotter, till I was sure my cheeks where flushing and he could see me tremble. It was a heady combination of fear and lust that consumed me whenever I saw him. I wasn't sure what it was that made me feel this way, I only knew that it was stronger than anything I had felt with anyone!
"You're not paying attention young lady." He was right, I wasn't. I was in a constant state of confusion around him and the subject he was teaching went right over my head. "What have I been talking about?"
Panic rose in me quickly as I tried in vain to bring back the words that I had watched leave his mouth. I took such pleasure in watching his mouth as he spoke. It was a beautiful mouth, full deep lips...
"girl-" His eyes narrowed "you will see me after class."
He turned away and resumed speaking in his even deep voice as I sank into the chair. How I wished I had a hole to fall into at this moment. The rest of the class seemed to fly by and couldn't have stopped it no matter how much I wanted to. Though I infatuated over him constantly, I didn't want to be near him because I became that fidgeting silly girl that I hated in his presence. I felt sympathetic eye on me as they left the class.
It was the last class of the day and it emptied quickly, the door swinging shut after them to leave just the two of us in the huge hall. I made a long job of packing my books up until there was nothing left for me to do but walk down the few steps to the long desk at the front of the room. He was wiping off the board and I could see the play of muscles in his back as he moved in a side to side sweep. I will my body not to respond but it defied me.
He turned and placed the eraser on his desk, brushing his hands together to get the dust from them before he looked to me.
"Move over here." He pointed to the spot next to his desk as he sat down. Dropping my bag I moved slowly, looking uneasily to him as I moved to the place his finger indicated.
"Young lady it seems you not only have trouble concentrating in my class but you also have trouble following orders. When I tell you to move, you do it quickly, is that understood." He spoke in such a clam voice but its effect was anything but.
"Yes Sir," I managed to mumble as my fingers linked and unlinked. My heartbeat was erratic and I couldn't bare look at him so my eyes focused on the floor at my feet.
I didn't hear the sweep of the ruler through the air but I certainly felt it on my knuckles and I jumped, squealing as I rubbed them. He calmly put the ruler down and leaned back in his chair.
"Young ladies do not fidget, but I see you are not a total loss; keep your eyes lowered girl." I rubbed at the bruised knuckles keeping my eyes on the floor as a tear welled in the corners.
"Do you have anything to say to me Chelsea."
"I'm sorry Sir," I stammered
"For what?"
" Umm for not paying attention in class."
"And?" he pressed
"And for moving too slowly."
"And?"
My mind raced trying to think "And for fidgeting Sir."
He nodded and I breathed a sign of relief thinking surely that I could leave now! Instead he motioned me to his side and I could do nothing but move quickly to where his finger pointed. The softness of my lower lip was pulled between my teeth in worry and waited. I could hear his breath, deep and even; I could see his feet, planted firmly on the floor at the desk and my own small beside his. What I didn't see was his hand gripping me around the waist and moving me as if I weighed nothing to push me over his lap. He pushed his chair from the table making just enough room to squeeze me in. I squealed trying to pull up from his grip around me but it was no use at all, he was too strong. I struggled until there was no energy left in me, just tears that began to fall down my cheeks.
"Better," came his deep voice,
"Now that you have stopped your protesting we will begin."
Begin? Being what, I thought. I didn't have to wait long to find out. One large hand swiftly lifted my short skirt and pulled down my panties till they trapped my knees together. I whimpered as his hand slide over the naked flesh of my bottom, guessing what he had in mind. I flushed deeply, I felt all of me on fire even before the strike of his hand. Such a large hand spanned both cheeks easily and quickly with a crack. I yelped at the pain that flashed through my bottom, stinging it before the hand descended again, too soon to get over the first.
Again and again his hand landed on my bottom till the pain mingled into one long ache. I cried in vain, wriggled with out hope. I was captive until he was finished. When the last spank had landed on my hot swore bottom I was all out of fight, laying limply over his lap sobbing quietly. He lifted me easily pulling my panties back in place to stand on my feet, wobbling as the ache spread up my body. The tears continued to fall down my wet face and sobs hiccuped involuntarily.
"I would assign you a tutor, but I have none free...so I will have to do." He handed me a piece of paper
"Come to my house at 6.30 tonight." Those eyes bore into me " and don't be late."
***
Late!
How could I be late when I had experienced the repercussions on my backside? All afternoon I fretted about this tutoring session. I didn't want to see him again let alone be in the same room as him. The humiliation was just too great. How had he read my mind so effectively? How had he seen into the darkest places that fantasized about just such things? But what option did I have. Not go and fail the class or worse. Go and possibly experience more of this afternoon. What an option!
I rant the doorbell of the old college house, sitting among a group of facality houses with sweating hands and my body shaking to the point that I'm sure he could tell. I was ushered unceremoniously into the living room where a fire burnt in the grate of a room that was utterly comfortable with large furniture giving it a warm feel.
I stood in the middle of the room not knowing what to do or say but he was totally at ease pouring some water into glasses and motioning me to a seat. I took the one next to him but keeping a large space between us on the sofa. I found it so hard to concentrate on the words, instead I could only watch his mouth move, or the way his hands stressed a point. He has wonderful hands, I thought, large and strong, and once again I pictured then landing with a resounding thud on my backside. But it was no good, he could tell I was taking in no more than I did in class.
"I see you're going to need more than some catch up work young lady." He slowly sipped at the water looking over his glass at me, my discomfort increasing all the time.