Coming home after seeing the ballet that night, I noticed my black medium jelly plug on our night stand along with my leash for the 3rd time this week. Seeing this, my mind begins to wonder off in thought for a few moments...
Master has been using our plug more often at nights since moving in with him. Master knowing this keeps me up a majority of the night from my pounding ache in my clit, my focus totally on loving our cock. Master knowing that the plug will only make my reverence to love our cock grow deeper within me. Knowing what the plug does to me, how deep into sub space this will get me. Master has been training me to be able to stay with the cock for longer periods of time. This making my only concern to be about loving our cock, Making Master and our cock first, always in my thoughts. Master reinforcing my love of our cock though his loving touch, his soft caresses, how he talks me, how he makes me feel while I am deep in my space with our cock. Always making me truly know I am loved, cherished by my Master for who I am. Understanding my Master's structure, the guidance he provides is for me in this. Knowing his corrections if I don't stay in my space with our cock, keep my focus on being attentive and nurturing is also part of our love and bond.
Knowing I will have the plug, that feeling of our cock in my anal cunt all night. only able feel my pussy aching to be filled and used, my clit throbbing all night against the nylon knowing I have to softly rut as I softly nurse and kiss on our cock softly. Resisting the need, the urge to bring myself to orgasm knowing I would be punished if I did. My pussy aching even more just to be used by that cock I love, crave, need deep inside me more then anything. Knowing I will have to submit to this will of Master for me or be disciplined for not properly keeping our focus. Knowing our training is changing our thoughts, keeping our focus to where it should always be.
The thoughts of my morning reward, the two options that I know will lay ahead of me raced though my head. The one option for following Masters training: is if in morning once my Master awakens and takes the cock from my mouth, he may use my pussy allowing me a single orgasm. Master allowing me our orgasm from our cock I so eagerly crave, feeling Masters loving touch after as he puts me to bed as reward for following my Masters training. I know from past experiences that if I am not good and listen to Masters strict structure and guidance for me, following my training staying in my sub space with my cock there are consequences for this.
All Master will do is take the leather cuffs on my wrists, lock them to the ring on my steel collar. Master pulling my pantyhose down, removing the medium plug replacing it with a larger one making me begin to cry from the pain of it forcing its way in as it stretches my anal cunt. My tears begin to flow the guilty feeling for letting my Master down, not following his structure and guidance for me. Never forgetting the feeling if his disappointment that night, not wanting that feeling again. Master rolling me to my side telling me in his stern disappointing voice I hate, how I am a very bad girl, that he is so disappointed that I must not love our cock like he thought. That I must not need Master or the love he gives me that I must need to taught a lesson on loving our cock. I remember crying from the pain of the large plug, but most of all from how guilty I feel for letting my Master down, by not loving our cock as I should. The feeling of his hand smacking my pantyhosed ass very hard my tears start flowing even more, each smack going over why we are being punished, begging Master, pleading that we will be a good girl, unable to control my tears from master scolding me, humiliating me to teach me to follow his direction.
Once my correction was finished I remember Master softly whispering to me, I love you my princess, you're so very precious to me but since you disappointed Master, our cock tonight you won't be allowed to love us tonight. Master placing his arm around me spooning in closer to me. Masters hand caressing my aching clit with his fingers, teasing me making my hips rut uncontrollably, pulling his hand away, and putting our hard throbbing cock between my legs as they close. Feeling its hardness throbbing against my aching pussy, being told to just feel it against me, how I am not to rut against it but to just feel the ache and disappointment. I begin to feel Masters thumb press against my lips, hearing his stern OPEN feeling his thumb already pushing against my lips forcing its way deep inside in as I begin to open. Remembering the sternness words he used as I was told to softly nurse his thumb, as I would our cock, this is what I'll get when disobedient. I was told not to fall asleep but told to feel my ache, my need. That if he felt that I stopped nursing on his thumb I would put on the floor in my cage away from him completely.
That guilty feeling for taking that way from him, from myself, knowing I chose this by being disobedient, not following Masters Structure and guidance. My feelings began over taking me, there is no worse punishment for me then to have my Masters loving attention taken away from me, the guilt of letting Master down, our cock down, not loving them as a I should. Knowing I won't get our orgasm from our cock in the morning, or Masters loving affection on me tonight. My tears flowed again from my bluish green eyes as I have to nurse Masters Thumb and not on our cock. Feeling Master getting settle in behind me, seeing my tears telling me its time to relax, for me to just feel the plug, feel my ache in my pussy, that I will just have to deal with it. I remember the lesson I learned that night after he finally got me to settle down, stopping my tears. How Master is going to keep me focused with his strict structure, guidance, his strict control of me. Freeing me to him, with his love of me and who I am is for him, for us.
Master has always been this way ever since the very beginning when I first met him. This is growing more now that Master doesn't have me working and living with him since my capture, giving him total control over my training. He loves me even more now that I have given him that control, surrendering my will to him. As he wipes the tears away from my face, placing his thumb back in my mouth, I hear a loving good night; I know I'm going to have to be like this tonight. I can't be told to go to my punishment cage. I need to be with him, feeling his loving touch on my body. This helps me to relax more; I know I have to surrender to his will of this, Masters Discipline for me. Knowing if I'm good taking this correction he gives, sometimes I will be forgiven and put back with our cock that I ache for.
Being lost in my thoughts as I look at my plug and leash, Master comes up behind me grabs my hair hard with one hand; whispers in my ear to tell Master what my purpose is, please My Princess slut, tell me now. I feel a quick sharp slap on my ass, feeling my hesitation Master pulls his sluts hair harder, as he pulls my hair more feeling his other hand on my pantyhose caressing over my aching cunt, starting to caress it slowly. My knees start to go weak from him pinching my nipples, pulling them knowing how very sensitive they are. Master can tell now his Princess is aching, needing. Hearing him whisper in my ear, tell me your purpose now my lil princess. I just can't resist the ache, the need. Unable to control it any longer I finally whimper out, to love my Master completely, to completely love and care for our cock, to be bonded to our cock, to be one together.
As I begin to finish, his grip lessons I feel him lean in near my ear in his loving sweet voice, what a good girl I am how I am loved and how you need me. Master calls me that name again as I hear you telling me, my lil princess is such a good girl. How learning my purpose more and more each day. Feeling Masters Hand firmly in my hair pulling me down to my knees. I've learned that when put in front of our cock like this I have to keep my eyes focused directly on our cock, but not being aloud to touch him with my lips or tongue. Knowing I am not allowed to take my eyes off of him unless Master allows. Softly caressing my clit as I have to keep my eyes on our cock, Master tells me for which I already know that I have to be plugged tonight. That I will need to bond more with our cock, work on my focus more. Hearing this knowing he won't use our pussy tonight; he will only allow his princess to express love to our cock with my mouth this night, building our bond together. To only feel my entire ache, my need in my pussy having to focus it all on loving our cock with my mouth that I so desperately need in my pussy, my anal cunt over and over!
Knowing I to have to be up all nurturing, loving our cock all night. Having to focus on being in my sub space emotionally bonded with our cock. Being punished if my focus isn't where it should be, if I don't stay in my space between Masters Legs focusing on the loving emotional bond we share together. Knowing these things; if I say no Master will be upset our focus isn't where it should be and princess will not enjoy her evening due to the correction he would give. If I keep my focus on our cock, I will be loved and cherished by Master though his words and his touch on me. All I can reply knowing I have to be obedient. I need Masters loving touch on me is... Please Sir, Please let your princess bond with our cock tonight.
I feel the snap of my leach going on my collar; Master wraps the leash around his right hand pulling it tight slightly choking me. I feel his felt hand begin to play with my nipples softly; knowing playing with them builds my need for our cock, feel our cock so deep inside filling me, stretching me satisfying that aching need. My pussy, each day only getting worse making me so horny all the time not being able to cum when I need. Knowing I have to thank my Master each day for setting the princess slut free begging him to keep me this way for master, for our cock.
