Author's note: This is a fictional DDlg series involving consenting partners in their thirties. CWs for the entire series include spanking, humiliation, anal play, enema play, wire hanger punishment and, most importantly, lots and lots of love.
PART 3
I bury my head in my hands. "Daddy, I'm sorry! It just hurt so bad--"
He places a hand on my squirming bottom to silence me. "You don't yet know the
meaning
of hurt, princess."
"Daddy! Please, just listen! I've been all alone and it hurt so bad and I usually I get a little break when I go to the bathroom but I didn't even have to because of all the enemas and--"
The belt slams down on the table beside me, startling me into silence.
"You didn't even have to go?" he snaps. "Are you telling me you lied to me, on top of everything else?"
My stomach sinks. "No, Daddy! I was going to try--"
"Princess!" he shouts, silencing me for good this time, and I don't think I can take the anticipation of what's to come a moment longer. My bottom and legs and pussy are all quaking in unified terror. "I don't know how long you've been doing this--"
"This was the first time, Daddy!"
"--But I'm going to have to assume it's been every time, since my trust in you is completely rattled."
I shake my head, squirming, kicking my feet in frustration.
"I'm beginning to understand why your training has been going so slow, little girl, and I can assure you that the gentle gloves will be coming off from this day forward. For now on, you will take your plugs every morning without so much as a fucking peep. And considering your training began two months ago, you will take sixty spanks. One for every day you might have pulled that plug out when you thought I'd never catch you."
"Daddy," I sob. "I can't take sixty with the belt--"
"Not with the belt, princess," he says, walking over to one of the clothing racks, pulling free a wire hanger.
My body goes rigid. "Daddy, no--"
"Do you remember what this feels like, princess?"
"Yes, Daddy! Please, no!"
"Is that your formal request to add it to the hard limits list?"
"Daddy, please,
Carousel. Carousel.
"
At the sound of my safe word Daddy's face completely falls. He drops the hanger to the floor and holds his arms to me. I hop off the table and pick up my skirts, running to him, burying my face in his chest the moment I reach him. He sits in the nearest chair, pulling me into his lap.
"I can't," I sob. "I can't--"
"It's okay, I hear you. We won't. Baby." He pulls back to look at me. "We won't."
Everything in our scenes is Daddy versus princess but here, on the other side of our safe word, it's we. Because this is a dynamic--a lifestyle--we created together. And if it's not working for one of us, it's not working for either.
Daddy's only rule when our safe word is used is that we talk about it--which he clearly wants me to do now as he strokes my face, wiping at my tears with his thumb. "What scares you so much about the hanger, princess?"
I breathe in a rattly breath. "It...broke...skin..." I manage and he nods, pressing his forehead to mine. "I'm so sorry about that, princess. I went too hard that time, didn't I?"
I nod and he squeezes me tight.
"Alright, hangers are a hard no." He reaches for the implement on the floor and hands it to me. "Let's make it official."
I smile softly at him, wiping at my eyes. Daddy loves his rituals. The first two times I added the cane to the limits list--I go back and forth on that one--he had me snap them in half and throw them in the fireplace. This time, mangling the defenseless wire with my hands will have to do.
But as I hold it, it really does feel like that...
defenseless
. I give it a test swat on my hand, barely feeling a thing.
"Princess," he warns, looking between me and the hanger I keep swatting in my open palm. "Daddy is feeling confused."
I wince up at him. "Me too."
Daddy studies me. "I think you're afraid, but curious. Would you agree?"
I swallow, nodding.
"Would you like to experiment? I can keep it light."
I bite my lip. "But then I might not feel it, Daddy."
He nods, very serious now. "We do need to make sure our naughty princess learns her lesson."
I nod back just as seriously and he smirks.
"How about I go hard--careful not to break skin--but only ten spanks. And your remaining fifty strokes will be administered with an implement of my choosing tonight when we get home."
I swallow. This sounds reasonable. "Okay, Daddy," I whisper.
"Okay, princess," he whispers back, prying my trembling hands from the hanger. "Bend back over the table."
I chew my lip as I stare up at him, and Daddy's nostrils flare.
He leans his head lovingly forward, the words he whispers against my ear anything but. "If you make me bend you back over that table, little girl, you'll be tied down to it and I'll leave you there for the rest of your shift to think about your actions. Is that what you want?"
I suck in a sharp breath at the idea of it, squirming, suddenly feeling warmth beneath my legs.
"Are you making a mess in your client's dress, little girl?"
I whimper. "Daddy--"
"If you don't want to soil this pretty dress, you know what you need to do."
With a resigned sigh I finally climb off his lap, walking slowly to the table, feeling the first trickle of wetness go running down my leg.
I bend shakily over it, whimpering as Daddy lifts my skirt back up, tutting as he follows the trail of my pussy's tear with his finger.
"Naughty girl, you should be ashamed of yourself. Do you know what they'd do with a girl like you in the olden days?"