Being in control of one's own orgasm is something that people tend to take for granted. Sure, you can't literally cum
any
time you want, but it is close enough β all you really need is a little time alone and bam; gratification, bliss, and a slightly fuzzy feeling. As a man, I've certainly taken advantage of that and personally, I kinda had to. My libido has been higher than average since puberty and hasn't gone down since then; I'm talking a minimum of 4 orgasms a day for me to just feel like I can operate normally. 24 hours without some sort of release, be it sexual or masturbation, and I start getting fidgety; 48 and I'm biting my lip and growling. The longest I've ever gone without cumming of my own free will was about a week, and while I was able to keep up a pretty solid faΓ§ade about it... it nearly drove me crazy. I'd never felt so itchy, so tense, so tightly wound my entire life. But the moment I finally did get to cum... that was fuckin' glorious.
This is part of why I want Babydoll to have free reign over my orgasms, even if only every so often. I'm a tease, after all β having control over the female orgasm is my drug of choice. I bet it would be interesting, to say the very least, to have the shoe on the other foot for once. Some sort of wager on the table to make it interesting, like if I can go for X days without cumming I get such and such treat, but if I fail I give up something to her in exchange. The stakes could be small; it would mostly be a matter of my pride on the line.
And then, I'd want Babydoll to fuck with me, horribly. She could wear nothing but short skirts and crop tops around the house, just flaunting that beautiful body of hers and knowing how badly I want it, need it... Knowing I can look, even inviting me or
daring
me to touch, knowing that after a single day without cumming a single hand on her thigh would turn me into a savage unable to keep from pinning her down and forfeiting the bet to have at her.
From there, should I continue to resist, she could and should make it worse. Put on porn while I'm trying to work; sit in my lap with no panties like it's the most casual thing in the world, and bounce up and down excitedly; she could even just start masturbating in front of me if she thought it would torture me further. She could strut around the house in nothing but one of my t-shirts and bend at the waist for any reason, just to prolong my agony. I'd be ravenous and aching, but I'd love it.
In my mind, I make it to day 3 before she pins me against the wall, one hand on my neck as she mewls plaintively. "You look like you're in pain..." she muses with faugh concern, her free hand going to grab one of mine. "Does it
hurt
? I bet it does... poor Daddy. But your little Babydoll has just what Daddy needs, doesn't she?" She guides my hand between her thighs β no panties yet again β and grinds herself against my fingers, letting me feel the radiating heat and moisture of her lower lips. "Don't you feel that, Daddy?" she whispers into my ear between moans. "Feel how hit and wet your little girl is? She's missed Daddy's big hard toy so,
so
much..."
"You have... Other toys, little girl..." I manage to say between groans and snarls of restrained passion.
"I do... But Daddy's toy is always my favorite." She smiles up at me, the makes a puzzled, pouty face. "Don't you wanna make you little Babydoll happy? I won't be happy until I get what I want..." she pauses and grabs my belt, yanking off my belt and furiously yanking to get my pants loose. "And I want Daddy.
Now
."
Realizing I have a matter of seconds before my little princess goes full Her Highness and merely takes what she wants; I also realize my hand is still buried between her thighs. A remnant of rational thought saves me, and my fingers set to work on her g-spot rather viciously while my thumb assaults her little clit. She pauses, shocked, and I feel her collapse against me as her knees threaten to betray her and give right on out.
"Nnnngh... Daddy... That's cheating..." she half-heatedly pouts against my neck. "No... No fair...! Aaaanghhh..."
"And when did I ever say I would play fair, little one?" I kiss her forehead and take my free hand and grip the back of her head, snatching up a fistful of her hair and dragging that cute little face up to make her look at me. "Now, you have until I count backwards from 20 to cum or I'll just stop."
"Ch-... Rrrrgh... Cheaterrrrrrr AUGH! Fuck, fuck, Daddy, this isn't..."
"18... 17... 16..." I drone on calmly, working her buttons a bit more and doing my best to keep a straight face.
"Nuh uh, nuh uh..." she manages, gripping my chest. "Daddy please, no cummies yet, no cummies...! Aaaanghhh... Babydoll wants to wait for you..." I slow my fingers down and she stops, panting heavily as she leans forward as much as my grip will allow. "Babydoll doesn't wanna have cummies without Daddy... Please, please, please... I've waited this whole time, I've been a good girl and it's so hard..."
Of course at this point I end up stopping everything and kneeling with her in the hallway like we're in a sort of bizarre prayer session, rubbing through her hair and trying to soothe her and holding her so tightly to me you might think I was scared she'd fly away. After about the 30th 'yes, I'm fine' I let her get some breathing room and nervously laugh.
"You didn't tell me you were holding back on my behalf..." I mention, still idly playing with her hair. "You didn't have to, y'know..."
"It was gonna be a surprise..." she mutters, still sniffling slightly. "I know how hard Daddy has to work to hold back so I wanted to show I was being supportive..."
"A sweet gesture, I admit... but once again, not necessary."
"Is so." She crosses her arms and stares at me with a stubborn, determined pouting look on her adorable little face. "Daddy supports me all the time! I wanna support you. 'Sides..." she breaks out of her position and giggles, kissing me on the cheek. "Nothing feels better than when Daddy makes me cum anyways. Playing by myself just gets lonely after a while, and all I want is-"
"Understood, little girl..." I manage, cutting her off. "But I won't be breaking my fast early. Not on purpose anyway. And if you really want to support me, you'll hold off too."
Although outwardly she nods and seems to understand, and we move on to other topics, a part of me is legitimately terrified now. I saw a glimmer of Her Majesty rear up, and the fact my little Babydoll is denying herself and this sudden appearance of her more dominant persona cannot be separate instances. My little sweetheart is a precious angel, usually... and rather well behaved, even if she does have occasional bratty moments. But there is only so long she can go without having what she wants before she begins to get rather... well, greedy would be putting it mildly. It's only a matter of time, I realize, before she becomes a bit more insistent.
Surely enough, I wake up on the morning of Day 5 of my little self-restraint exercise tied to the bed, hands above my head, legs shoulder-width apart, and my devious little girl looking much less little in a skimpy, solid black lace lingerie set that hides exactly nothing. In one hand she holds a riding crop, rubbing it sensually slowly across by bare chest. In the other hand is my dick, already wide awake and ready to start the day off with a bang. Each light motion of her hand is delicious agony, and it is already taking a considerable effort to keep myself from giving in right away. I stir to test the restraints, and finally manage to ask just what is going on.
"Oh, I'm sure you know what's going on,
Daddy
..." she hisses out, the word curling like plumes of smoke. "Your little girl has been as patient as patient can be but... now, I'm officially done with that approach." She abruptly squeezes down on the base of my shaft hard, and I instinctively wince and pull my head away only to be guided back to eyes-center position with a nudging of the crop. "I entertained your little game for as long I could, but... then something occurred to me."
"And what was that, Babydoll?" I ask, already dreading the answer.
"Your little fast, as you like to call it... is alright in theory," she stated, releasing my aching member to grip the crop with both hands. "The problem comes with the reality of the matter... your restraint of yourself is keeping me away from what I want. What I need. And I am not inclined to go without what I need because of some... exercise of yours. It hardly seems fair, does it?" As she says this, the crop is now rubbing delicately across the length of me and I am trying futilely not to buck my hips in desperation.
"I can... understand your position..." I reply, wrists till trying to twist their way free of the ropes. "But I think you're misunderstanding-"
Thwack.
The crop strikes a thin red line across my chest, just above nipple level. Expertly placed, perfectly stinging β she hasn't lost her touch a bit.
"Let me finish. I understand your position; you've explained it to me. But what you don't understand... what I didn't understand at first..." she pauses, dropping the crop and taking a seat on my chest before grabbing up a fistful of hair, "is that you've fuckin'
ruined
me, you delicious bastard..."
I can't answer before her tongue's in my mouth, her lips siphoning out all oxygen in my lungs which is made easier by a delicate, perfectly manicured, beautiful little hand around my throat as she kisses me right into the realm of light-headed fuzziness. I gasp for air as she begins alternating between nuzzling and kissing me one moment and outright choking me the next β at one point both her hands are gripping my throat as she looks down on me with what can only be called adoration.
"I've been so selective, so careful, so cloistered off..." she begins again, occasionally letting up on the pressure so I can inhale a few sweet moments of oxygen. "Then you came along, and ruined everything... god, I hate you for that, you know? Here I was... fully in control, never even letting a man's hand anywhere near me... and out of left field comes you, with that
stupid