The restaurant was small and elegant—white linen, crystal stemware—with attentive but not obsequious service. He ordered
salade niçoise
and mineral water and told Elizabeth she could have some wine but not anything to eat. He ate strawberries for dessert. She drank a second glass of wine. When they finished, he paid in cash and left a generous tip.
They took the tram to the oldest part of the city, near the
Oude Kerk,
the Old Church. The high narrow heels of her boots made it difficult for her to walk on the cobbled pavement, and he offered his arm to steady her. Though it was nearly dark, the crowd was not yet thick and they spent twenty minutes walking up and down the tiny streets, looking at the women in the glass-fronted rooms from which they beckoned at tourists, twitching and swaying to snare customers. Occasionally, he would stop before one of the women, always a young and very slender one with long and straight black hair, and knock on her door. When it opened, he would ask the whore something in French. Most of the women just shook their heads or shrugged, and he moved on, Elizabeth clinging to his arm. With one whore, the conversation lasted for some time before he smiled and waved his hand apologetically. He gave that one some bills before he and Elizabeth continued their walk.
As she strolled along with him, she wondered about the type of woman he was looking for. He seemed to deliberately be choosing women very different from her age and look. She was in her middle 30s, and was of medium height, with thick red hair and a reddish complexion. The women he talked to were so different. She knew that he would tell her why he had chosen them if she asked, but she wasn't sure she wished to know.
He hasn't even taken me yet,
she thought.
Am I so great a disappointment?
There was so much she didn't know, didn't need—no,
want
—to know about him. She looked up at his face, at the long straight nose, the closely cropped beard, the clear blue eyes and salt and pepper hair. He didn't look quite like his picture.
He's neither better nor worse. Simply different, I suppose.
The smile lines around the eyes seemed right, though. They matched the offhand, clever wit that she knew from his writing and his conversation. It seemed still a dream to her that she was here alongside him at all, walking arm-in-arm through the streets of a foreign city.
This kind of relationship was new to her. How she should behave was still unclear. She remembered the time she had asked how she should address him, for example. He had said,
A title must be earned, my sweet. You will know what to call me, when it is time.
There he paused, before continuing,
If it is ever time.
She had thought that it would be when he first took her, when he first fucked her, but now she wasn't sure.
The whore who opened her door wide to them was very pretty, with deep brown eyes and flawless olive skin. She had a low and musical voice and he had talked to her for some time. "Her name is Sabine," he murmured as they entered. "She says she's from Paris." He seemed amused. "Judging from her accent, she actually may be from there." Once inside, he took the long overcoat from off her shoulders and folded it neatly lengthwise while Sabine pulled the heavy drape across the window. The two of them followed the dark-haired whore up narrow winding stairs to a tiny bedroom. The money was placed discreetly on a small table.
He asked another question in French. Sabine nodded and said,
"Oui, monsieur. Dans le tiroir.
In the table." She opened the drawer and indicated various small tubes of lubricant. He looked at several, picking each one up and inspecting it, then selected one and placed it on the tabletop, close to the edge. The whore unhooked her bra and pulled it, cross-armed, off her shoulders, revealing small but shapely breasts with very pointed nipples. She slid her thong over her narrow hips and let it fall down her legs to the floor, before kicking it aside. She kept her spike heels on.
Elizabeth saw that the whore's cunt was shaved bare. Only the outer lips were seen.
He moved to stand behind Elizabeth, who was still looking pensively at the girl. "Do you like what you see, my darling?" His voice was soft; his lips close to her ear. "Do you think she is pretty?"
Elizabeth ran her eyes over the girl's slight body. Sabine was pigeon-toed and her thighs were so thin that even with her legs together, when you looked at her crotch you could clearly see her labia and through the gap underneath them to the wall behind. "Yes," she reluctantly agreed, "She is very pretty," though she also thought
Does he want to fuck us both, or will I be made to watch him just with her?
He squeezed her upper arms. "Good. You may take your clothes off now. I will help you. Hold up your hair." She lifted her heavy tresses and his strong yet delicate fingers unhooked the clasp of her dress and ran the zipper down the length of her spine, then pushed the fabric off her shoulders and down her arms. Sabine sat with her legs crossed on a ladderback chair next to the bed, watching them. He said to the whore,
"Juste une femme,"
he shrugged,
"Ma femme. Elle s'appelle Elizabeth."
"Elle est très jolie,"
Sabine smiled. "Very pretty."
"Oui,"
he replied, kissing Elizabeth's neck,
"Elle est très jolie."
His hand lingered at her waist.
Elizabeth stepped out of her dress, which he picked up and folded carefully before laying it next to her coat on the bed. She wore neither brassiere nor panties, just knee-high black leather boots and some few pieces of jewelry: a wedding ring, some gold pendant earrings inset with diamonds that he had given her earlier that morning, and a small crucifix on a thin gold chain that she had owned since she was very young. This last hung suspended between her full and pendulant breasts. Her pubic hair was dense and red but trimmed neatly off the lips, which were already shining with damp. The inner lips were prominent and flushed.
He admired the swell of her hips and leaned forward to kiss at the trail of freckles along her shoulder. "You will need to be very ready, my pet." She could feel his hardness pressing through his trousers against her bottom. "Show our pretty