This is the second chapter, the first story was posted under the Exhibitionist category, but this one is more BDSM. I'll leave a short recap of the first chapter here; you can read the first chapter if you want but this recap will be enough to understand this chapter:
Chloe is a photography student in college and the only girl in her group of sixteen students. One of her classmates was supposed to have a nude model pose for his photoshoot, but the model cancelled last minute. Chloe, having always had exhibitionist and submissive fantasies, volunteers as the replacement model. She poses totally nude next to six men in suits and ends up blowing them, as well as her classmate taking the pics. Now, it's class day, and they will be presenting the photoshoot to all their classmates.
We gathered in the classroom. We were sixteen students in total, and all of us were present, even though Jim, our teacher, could not be. We would still proceed with the weekly presentation of our respective photo projects and offer our bits and pieces of constructive criticism to each other. I sat in the back of the class as if to hide from everyone—everyone being guys. I had always been the only girl in the class, but no one had ever made a thing out of it. It had never really mattered until now.
Being seen completely naked by sixteen people was one thing, but these were my classmates I saw every day in college. Boys I talked to every day. I thought of how, in not long, they would see my naked body, not just in a casual, nudist kind of way, but completely sexualized. I had posed sensually like models in erotic magazines, and for the first time, my friends would suddenly see me differently. For months, all I had been to them was just another classmate among others. In less than an hour, they would see me in a totally different way and in a totally different light.
Julian shut the lights and turned on the projector. He was the first to present his project: portraits of random people he met on the streets—you know the type. People from all age groups and identities smiling at the lens meeting them. Next was Sam, who had gone camping with his family and taken pics of the trip with nice landscapes. He ended his presentation and while Noah was putting his USB in the monitor's computer to open his pictures, Henry turned to me—he had short brown hair and always wore brown shirts.
"Ready to blow us out of the water again?"
"Huh?" I stared at him with my eyes wide open. "Can you repeat that?"
"Blow us out of the water..." he repeated, a bit confused. "You always have the best projects."
"Oh... Yeah, sure..."
The phrase I heard the first time around was "ready to blow us." I couldn't help but giggle with a weird mix of glee and disbelief. My actions from last night were still fresh in my mind. I had stripped completely naked in front of seven guys and blown all of them. Good thing I had been chewing gum all morning before coming to class, because I doubted even the smell of the coffee I had drank could have covered that of the blowbang.
I looked at Noah from the corner of my eye. He was just like all my other classmates: a buddy and nothing more. There wasn't anything particularly unattractive about him - I could see why a girl would like him — but I certainly saw nothing particularly attractive about him either. Here's the thing though: I had never felt any physical attraction to Matt either, yet I had stripped naked for him, enjoyed letting him feel me up, and especially enjoyed blowing him. I had even slept with him (as in literally sleeping). By the time Matt had finished adjusting the pics, it was too late for me to return home, so I slept in his bed, completely naked, while he held me.
Would I be fine doing that with Noah too? Or with any of the boys? I didn't see why not—I had turned into a totally submissive cocksucker just because of arousal. I imagined myself nude in front of all the boys, and I liked the image. Not because I was attracted to any of them: but because it was in line with my submissive/exhibitionist fantasy.
You know that scene in Titanic? When Rose asks Jack to paint her in the nude? It was one of the first things I ever masturbated to. It always turned me on, and I always wanted to be Rose in that situation. I don't know; I always had this fantasy of being a Marilyn Monroe/Brigitte Bardot type of character. It called to me and felt like a hidden part of me that I was afraid to express.
It was complementary to a simple pride for my body, and a BDSM desire for feeling submissive. I thought of posing nude for Noah too, and Julian, and Sam and all the others. I liked the idea. Being their fellow photographer but also their naked babe was a fun notion. Being slutty and easy around them was an arousing one.
I wasn't turned on because I was attracted to them—as mean as it sounds, I didn't care about them.
I was turned because I wanted to play that "slut" role. The boys were just tools to allow me to play that role, nothing more. The only reason I liked the idea of being their slut wasn't because of them and their personalities per-se, but more because the idea of being seen naked by classmates was "sluttier" than being seen naked by a boyfriend. I liked the idea of being slutty like that.
It was now my turn to present my project. I went to the projector screen and showed them my street landscape pics. Once again, and yes, I know it sounds pretentious for me to say it, my project was the best one yet. The framing was better than anyone else's and the lighting too. I was by far the one with the best technique, and the boys once again just sank in their seats, smiling defeatedly at how much better I was. It sure was a great ego booster. However, I don't think I was a discouragement to them—they looked up to me as the best photographer in the group, and it motivated them to be better.
That said... for the first time, my photo-project wouldn't be THE special, head turning one. That honor would go to Matt... and me, but not as photographer. Everyone complimented my work as they always did, and I sat back down. One by one, the other boys showed their projects. We followed the alphabetic list of the class, so at some point, it was Matt's turn. He asked to be the last one to pass, and I told the guys to agree.
"Trust me," I said. "It'll be worth it."
So we passed Matt and looked at the collection of photo projects; none of them being particularly interesting or original. It dawned on me just how much Matt and I had created something special; truly special. The fact that the nude model is one of the classmates and the only female one would almost elevate it to something like performance art. I couldn't wait. Thankfully, Matt's turn as the last one finally came, and he placed himself in front of the class.
"You wanna join me, Chloe?" he asked. Part of me wanted to hide in the back of the class, but I couldn't miss the thrill of being in front of it while my nude pictures were going to be shown, so I joined Matt. It was like a little tradition to do a short presentation of what our project was about. He looked at me and chuckled. "How do you wanna present this?" he asked.
I chuckled back. "Um... Listen guys... We collaborated on this. I helped him out, but not like with the lighting or anything... I helped him out as a model. And before you see this... Just know that everyone has multiple facets. I'm happy to show you guys one of mine today."
I joined Matt in the corner of the class where the computer was, and almost hid behind him. He opened his USB drive on the computer and brought the mouse pointer to the folder "Chloe Photoshoot." I took a deep breath. The dreaded and desired moment was here.
As soon as he opened the first picture, the class went dead silent—you couldn't hear a single guy mumbling thoughts to another guy. There I was, totally naked, not a stitch of clothing on me, five times my size on a projector screen with HD quality pixels baring every detail of my nudity to the fifteen pairs of eyes.
I've always hated seeing myself in photos—and the worst was with beach photos where I was wearing bikinis. Seeing myself, especially wearing little, was always a cringeworthy moment, and I don't think most people love seeing themselves. But for the first time in my life, I saw myself wearing NOTHING on a screen, and I felt good about myself. No, fuck that. I felt GREAT about myself.
I couldn't believe how hot I looked. Yes, I know— "oh, look at Chloe; she's so pretentious, she's so full of herself..." I don't care what you think; I looked good and it had never felt so great. Oh trust me, I was very much aware of my blemishes and they were totally on display because of my nakedness, but no one focused on them—at least I certainly didn't, because my beautiful parts stole all the attention. I looked like some sort of horny, sweaty sex goddess.
Matt scrolled through the pictures one by one. Soon, my classmates' awe doubled as they noticed I was posing next to guys in suits. And then these men in suits were holding me. Then they were touching my ass. At that point, I heard a few whispers and mumbles.
By the time that we reached the pics where the guys were making out with me and fondling me, I heard "wows" and "damns." Make no mistake about it, the pics were artistically and technically beautiful, but they were totally erotic and borderline pornographic. That border line pretty much vanished by the last pictures, where I was sucking six cocks. It's one thing to show nude pictures of you to others; but these had me totally aroused and horny. You couldn't have more intimate pictures if you tried—my face was red, you could see how aroused I was, and you could almost hear my cocksucking moans from the pictures.
The presentation ended. Matt turned on the lights. All the guys were looking at me -the actual flesh and blood me— dumbfoundedly. Matt turned to me. "It's YOUR photoshoot, really. You should explain it."
Matt was right. I had ultimately been the main person behind that shoot, and so I stopped hiding from behind him and placed myself in front of the projector screen and before the whole class. I couldn't help but chortle. "Yeah, I know..." I said.
I heard a few more "wows." Greg said, "That was amazing, Chloe."
"Thanks... So, the photoshoot..." I explained everything; how the original model had cancelled at the last minute and how I had asked Matt if I could replace her.
"YOU asked him?" Ethan asked.
"Yeah, I did." Everyone looked totally surprised, which is honestly a sentiment I had difficulty comprehending. It seemed like everyone I ever met took for granted that only the spectators have fun, not the model. No one seemed able to wrap their minds around the idea that the nude one—the model, might be the one to get the most out of it. "I asked him because... it's always been a fantasy for me. I like being naked around clothed guys. It's a submission kind of thing."
"So you liked it when they were pulling your hair and everything?" Noah asked.
"What did it look like?" I asked chuckling. My faces on the photos were self-evident.
"And the... uhm..." Sam mumbled, trying to find a polite way to talk about it. "The oral sex part. Was that also you?"
"Totally," I said, biting my lips. It was SO embarrassing; they had all seen me suck cock...
"What was the... uh... artistic intent, there?" Joel asked.
I laughed. "The artistic message behind me giving oral sex... is that I wanted to suck their cocks because I like sucking cocks." The boys chuckled. "I'm not gonna bullshit you guys; this wasn't me pretending to be some great artist or anything. I wanted to do it because it turned me on. That's it."
"More power to you," Liam said.
There were no more questions coming from the boys, so it was my turn to speak. "So... uhm... any comments?"
Most of the guys just shrugged. "Lighting and everything was great. Good photos, Matt."