"Okay, kitten. It is time for us to talk," Dominik says as he pics me up again and sits down with me on his lap. I adjust myself to get comfortable and curl up to his chest.
"Is there anyway I can get a blanket? Im kinda cold?" I ask nervously, he looks down at me and smiles.
"I see that punishment has you a bit afraid to talk. Of course, you may have a blanket here," he says and reaches down below the table beside him and grabs a fuzzy blanket like the one he wrapped me up in earlier. He unfolds it and drapes it over the both of us, I pull up some extra to hold close to me.
"Thank you, Sir," I say to him, he leans down and kisses me gently.
"Now at this point I would like you to speak freely and not be afraid on consequences. Of course, we will both be respectful to each other and as always, I am never judgmental of your feelings so do not be afraid to speak the truth. In fact, the truth is required from here on out. I expect you to be honest with me and in return I will do the same for you. If this relationship is to survive this is how we are going to operate. Do you have any questions before I ask mine, kitten?" He asks me and I look up to him.
"Not right now, Sir." I say back quietly.
"Oh come on now, little one. I know your voice is much louder than that. Are you frightened to be yourself right now?" He asks and I close my eyes and nod.
"Tell me how you are feeling, you don't have to be afraid of how I will react. You also don't have to call me Sir or Master. You may if you wish, but Dominik is also fine." He says and I sigh while I collect my thoughts.
"Let me get this all out before you speak, please," I say to him and he nods, consenting to the terms.
"Okay, most importantly, I am very overwhelmed by all of this," I wave my hands around at the word, "and my feelings towards you. I don't understand how I can enjoy orgasming in front of people, by multiple people at that. I especially don't understand this when you were the only person I was thinking about when all the other Doms where touching me. How I can be turned on by being gagged and having your fingers in my ass. None of this is normal or right. Next, my pussy and nipples are so sore, yet I have this desire to pleasure you in as many ways as possible. I find it so odd how I have came, over and over, but you have not pushed me to do anything for you even though I would willingly do so. I also believe that you know that already and that just makes me more confused as to why you don't. Lastly, I don't know how I know this but when you take off these cuffs, I will feel more naked then I have all night and that confuses the hell out of me. These are just the basis of how I am feeling, and I can tell that you already know all this," I say back.
"May I speak now?" He asks after a long pause, I nod, and he continues.
"Jessica, to start off I want you to know that I have been a dom for about 12 years now. I have been with many new subs, so I have been exposed to these feelings' countless times. Do not think you are the first woman to thinks this way. In your day to day life, you are the one in complete control of your life. It is very hard to both open up and give complete control especially to a stranger. This is not typically how relationships in this world begin, it takes time and trust as well as a common knowledge of kink to reach this point with someone. There was something about you that I could not resist, and I wanted to show you everything all in one night. Part of you feeling overwhelmed is due to my improper care of you as your dom and for that I apologize. Hopefully from here on out we can have dates, talk more and have a solid foundation before tackling another night like this," He says and my stomach falls. To have to wait to have sex like I did tonight makes me sad so I cut him off.
"I want to have this night every night. This is the first time I have felt feminine, sexy and submissive. I think I love it and I don't want to stop." I say, very determined and all he does is chuckle. His hand slides into my hair and pulls slightly, waking up the nerve endings there. His lips start at my collarbone and work their way up to my ear with small kisses. The combination of sweetness with the strength of his pull is intoxicating. He nibbles my earlobe then whispers into my ear.
"I definitely plan to take you this way every night you will let me. Multiple times so that you will barely sleep. I plan to show you my playroom with some equipment like the ones you have seen here and make sure you know the rules before you and I come back to one of these clubs. I am known for having well behaved subs and after tonight you have tarnished my reputation slightly. For that, I will make sure you are fully aware of every rule before coming back to the club. That will require a lot of outside work for us to do. Are you up for it?" He asks me and I look into his eyes and nod my head quickly and enthusiastically.
"Yes, of course Sir—uh, Master. Yes." I say and he chuckles.
"Once I take you fully, you will never question my title again," He says, and I give him a puzzled look.
"Coming back to that topic, why didn't you have sex with me tonight?" I ask him, suddenly very aware of his erection across my butt.
"Sex is extremely intimate, as you already stated yourself, you were overwhelmed with the intimacy as it was. I was not going to overwhelm you more then I already had. I'm both surprised and proud of how brave you were to be able to be naked in front of the entire club and to let your guard down enough to cum multiple times like that. If I would have taken you, you mind would have been distracted by questions such as; "Am I sexy enough for him?", "Am I doing this right?", or "Should we be doing a different position?" Questions like that take your mind off of your own pleasure and I don't know if you would have been able to cum in the way that you did if you were focused on me." He says and kisses me gently, but I frown at him.
"I want to pleasure you, I don't like knowing I received more than you did," I say to him and he laughs lightly again.
"Oh Kitten, you have much to learn about dominants. We get gratification from your submission. You have no idea how much I loved seeing you up there, orgasm after orgasm, even if it was at the hand of someone else. But especially when I can make you writhe under me like that, its empowering. You will find that many scenes I do will not involve my direct pleasure. That is not to say I will not get mine later, but during scenes I enjoy focusing on my submissive. As your dominant I will begin to test your limits and that can only occur in a safe environment and I like to make sure I am 100% focused on you." He says and I become more confused.
"I just don't get it," I say and shake my head slightly.
"You will with time, little one," He says and kisses my forehead. I am still conscious of his large erection forcing itself against my bottom.
"Master?" I ask.
"Yes, kitten?" he asks.
"May I give you a blow job, I'm probably not the best at it but I want to really bad. I have felt your erection all night, please?" I ask, not recognizing myself. I have never asked a man this with the thought that he might refuse.
"Kitten, you continue to surprise me. I would love a blowjob from you, your beautiful ass has been on me too much tonight and the thought of your lips wrapped around me—well its enough to make me explode. However, I am required to use a condom because of club rules. I will use a flavored one," He says and lifts me off the couch, I clutch onto my blanket as he stands and walks out of the curtains for a moment. When he returns, he stands in front of me and lifts my chin to kiss my lips gently.
"Drop the blanket, kitten," when I follow his instruction immediately, he gives me an approving smile then sits on the couch. He drops a thin decorative pillow between his legs. "Kneel between my legs, eyes on me the whole time," He says, as I kneel, I appreciate the pillow comforting my knees from the hardwood floor. His dark pants still on and I look to him for the next instruction.
"After this first one, I will expect you to immediately unbutton my pants and pull them down. I will be giving you light instruction throughout so you can get to know what I like and so I can understand what you can handle. If you need to stop to breath feel free to do so, kitten," He says.
"Yes, Sir," I say and he stares at me long and hard before I realize my mistake. I giggle slightly before fixing it, "Yes, Master," the phase has become easier and I love seeing the joy in his eyes whenever I use it.
