When he told me to come to his house I had no idea what was going to happen. It was a beautiful fall day with warm golden sunlight. Perhaps the last beautiful day of the year. When I pulled into his place, he stood out to meet me on the porch. "How are you feeling?" he asked. "Are you tired?"
"No," I said. "I'm really happy to see you. I'm not tired at all." Though I had been up late last night helping a friend, I felt wide awake. I'd had little sleep, but I was curious to know what our adventures would look like today. He was a fairly new lover, though we'd been playing BDSM games for a few months. I was enjoying the things we did, and I trusted him to ensure that we both enjoyed everything in the future as well.
He kissed me. The feel of his soft lips against mine always lulled me, almost instantly, into a seemingly-drugged state of pleasure. I wanted to kiss him for hours. And do everything else. He was a lover I never saw enough of, never could consume enough of. I wanted whatever he wanted, since it would happen with him.
He grabbed my shoulders and looked at me. "Today, you are mine to do whatever I want with. Is that OK?"
"Yes," I whispered.
"And what I want is for you to lose all semblance of even your humanity for me. I want to transform you into a beast who accepts everything I want. I will turn you into an animal that I may ride, or chase, or tie up, or whip."
My head lolled back, and I was already too aroused to even agree.
"You have to tell me if you accept this," he insisted.
"I agree."
His eyes flared with a quick flash of something—was it happiness? Love? Pure sadistic anticipation? All of the above?
He propelled me by the shoulders down into a space in his home I'd never been at before—the storage area under the loft area we sometimes had sex in. I had thought it was just a garage. I'd been told it was full of furniture and objects stored for his family.
All this was true, I found, as he began to lead me through a maze of piled boxes and sofas and tables. But in the far corner of the room, behind a large stack of wooden crates, and in an area lit by high windows and a glass-paned door, I saw some all sorts of objects. Ropes. Some leather pieces of tack hung on hooks beneath a shelf with mysterious things on it. A wooden crate with a cushion atop it. This corner of the storage room looked like a cross between a stable—complete with a few bales of straw—and a dungeon, with menacing iron rings bolted to the wall, and to a post at the edge of the area.
That's when I realized that the teasing comments he had been making about dressing me up as his ponygirl were not just jokes, or distant fantasies. This talk was directly indicative of what would be happening to me. Right then.
He lead me to the tall post that was at the center of the space, and held the back of my neck with one large hand. "Stand here and don't move," he commanded.
I waited patiently, enjoying the feel of him holding me with that one hand, as his other hand reached out toward the straps of black leather that hung on hooks along the wall. He lifted some strappy thing from one hook, then held them up for me to see.
It was a bit with leather straps. Rubber and black, like a stick that would be placed between my teeth to gag me and capture me. I pulled my head away in alarm, but his hand on the back of my neck held me securely as his other hand shoved the bit gag into my mouth, and then he pressed my body against the post with his own body as both of his hands moved swiftly to buckle the bit's harness around my head, one strap over my ponytail, and another strap beneath it lower on my head.
One of his hands wrapped around long strips of leather dangling from the bit's metal hardware. These were the reins. And before I knew it, he had control over my head, and could it move to any angle, restrain it, or trap me against the post.
He took the reins and wound them around one of the rings high on the post, which pulled my chin upward and arched my head slightly backward. I was looking at the ceiling, with no recourse but for him to tie the reins swiftly to the ring.
Then he pulled out some matching black leather cuffs, and strapped them onto my wrists. He lifted my hands up next to my shoulders, fastening the cuffs with a strap behind my neck. My arms were immobile.
I was trapped.
"First we must prepare you for this harness." He began to undress me, unbuttoning my shirt, and drawing it off my shoulders, unhooking my bra, pulling my skirt down over my hips, then my panties. He admired the over-the-knee black socks on my legs, and decided to leave them on, but removed my low-heeled boots. Then he wrapped leather cuffs around my ankles, and I was hobbled, though the strap that joins the cuffs was a couple of feet long. I would be able to take steps, though small ones. Next, he held out a pair of very high heeled shoes—at least 5", with a platform in front. They were shiny black patent leather. He bent down and placed these onto my feet, helping me wiggle my feet into them.
Suddenly I was much taller. My chin was no longer tilted up and held by the tied reins. I could look around more easily. I looked at him. He was beautiful, this man. Blue-eyed, with expressive and sardonic eyebrows. A shock of pale hair. He was tall with broad shoulders and big hands. I loved to look at him, to see the smirk of quiet deviltry that his face seemed generally fixed in.
But I was unable to see when he brought out a pole, at first. He had turned away. But then I saw it; the pole was perhaps 3 feet long, stout, with some sort of rubber foot at the bottom. At the top was something faintly alarming—a large black rubber object with one bump moving down into a larger bump, like three rubber balls of increasing size melded together. It was perhaps 1.5" in diameter at the top, but the bottom was about 4" in diameter—or more. It looked enormous and heavy.
He told me what it was for, "This is a way to keep you from moving much as I harness you. I am going to place this inside you, and lower you, and you will have to keep the stick it's attached to stable while I'm busy."
He flicked a crop he pulled from the shelf at my ankles to signal that I should spread them. He swatted my legs to spread them shoulder width apart, then a little wider.
He brought the black rubber object up to my oil-slicked pussy, and rubbed it against me. He pulled it away, drizzled more oil onto it, then returned it to tease at my labia. Slowly he wedged the first ball into me, pushing it a bit, waiting for me to relax around it, pushing it in again. Immediately, the second bump felt too large for me to bear, but he just kept pressing. I had no way to stop him. My hands were useless in their cuffs.
There was simply no way the third and largest part of the rubber object would fit inside me, however. He tried for a moment, then stopped, and placed the other end of the pole against the floor down directly between my two feet. This action wedged the object a little deeper inside of me. He used the crop to again swat at my legs, telling me to spread my feet even wider. This made the object push in further.