This is a BDSM story, if you're not into male submission this probably is not for you.
My wife and I need a very kinky life. I'm very submissive to her and find humiliation and submission very erotic. Which is a dichotomy considering the rest of my life I am the boss. I run several businesses and have no problem "throwing down" when required to get a deal done. But in my personal life, I worship my wife.
About 5 weeks ago my wife suggested I started wearing panties again. I've done this for a period of time the past and she said she wasn't into it. So naturally I was very cautious about going down this road again as she was quite upset the last time with it. Should sent me a link on Amazon for some that she liked so after thinking about it for quite a few days I decided to order some.
The thing with wearing panties, is throughout the day you feel them. So basically for the last few weeks I've been thinking about nothing but sex, they also remind me that I am her slave and it puts me in 'Subspace'. The challenge with being in 'Subspace' is mentally I cannot cum without her permission. Literally we can be having sex and I just can't cum until she says I'm allowed.
So I basically been in a state of wanting to jerk off, trying to jerk off but completely unable to cum.
One of the beautiful things about my wife is she likes to torture me, this can include putting me in a chastity cage immediately after her orgasm but before I'm allowed to cum. Or edging me while lying in bed together for an hour or two.
She will also torture me verbally with comments like "wow your dick doesn't get very hard anymore," 'now that you're getting older I wish I would get harder." Or I don't want you to fuck me it's not hard enough. This is a major turn on for me, it makes me want to prove to her that I can please her.
The other day we were in our bedroom, and I, as always was trying to initiate sex.