My name is Elle. I am a pet and this is my story. If someone had told me a year ago that I would have entered this world I would have laughed.
I am forty seven years old and I am in charge of a busy trauma center. I am in control at work and at home. I have two grown children and I am the sole caregiver and decision maker for two disabled parents. I am a very confident and strong woman in every aspect of my life except my looks. I am 5'2" 120lbs blonde hair and blue eyes and a 36 dd chest, I am told I am pretty and have a great body but I don't see it. Did I mention that I am also married?
So how did I get where I am? My marriage isn't horrible...just very vanilla. My life in general has been very vanilla. I overheard a conversation at work between some of my staff members. They were talking about a dating site for married people. I laughed at them but the idea stuck with me. I couldn't get it out of my head. Late one night I gave in and set up a profile. It was just curiosity I told myself.
I had plenty of hits on the site but one changed my world. I don't remember if he sent me a wink or just viewed my profile but I know his profile showed up on my list.
i read his profile he was very commanding in it and it caught my attention. Then I looked at his pictures! He was gorgeous, his body was amazing and i could see pure control in his eyes and the half smile half smirk on his face.
He was only 29 and he was amazing. I could feel myself getting wet just looking at him.
I looked again at the profile ...looking for a sub or sub curious. Well I read fifty shades of grey..I was curious. Twenty nine and a body like his I was willing to try anything once and something about those eyes I couldn't stay away from. I was terrified putting myself out there I was 18 years older. I sat staring at my computer my hand hovering over the keys. I wasn't going to write anything just send my pictures. No sense getting too far into this chances are I won't hear from him once he sees the pictures.
The time spent after hitting send and waiting for a response was torture.
I don't know how long it actually took...hours, days I don't remember but he was interested! I think I let out a little squeal when I saw it. We messaged a couple of times then exchanged e mails.
He was intelligent and mature, even more of a turn on! There was not much talk about the submissive thing in the beginning mainly just getting to know each other.
I was anxious to see him in person but I didn't want to push the issue. Our conversations gradually turned more sexual and more pictures were exchanged. Damn he was so hot. I couldn't wait any longer I knew I wanted to be with him. I finally asked when we could meet. We picked a date...I wanted to meet him somewhere private I knew what I wanted, he was actually more cautious then I was, he had met people before that were nothing like their pictures. We picked a public park.
I was a mess, what do I wear, what if he changes his mind when he sees me? I decided on a tight fitting pair of jeans, a white low cut button up blouse, black boots and a light weight green army jacket. I even carefully chose lacy underwear and a matching bra.
I arrived early and walked to a fence to look at the view while I waited. I didn't hear him walk up. He just seemed to appear next to me. He was tall, wearing sunglasses and he smiled down at me and said "how are you?"
"Better now I said", feeling my cheeks blush.
He was even sexier in person. My stomach was in knots. What was he thinking? Did he feel the same about me?
I didn't have to wait long for his answer. He reached down and placed his hand at the back of my head and kissed me. Shit I was in trouble his kiss was as good as he was!
He sat down and took me by the hand pulling me onto his lap. Mmmm you're so tiny he said smiling. I could pick you up and bend you anyway I want to...I like that he said.
I could feel the smile spreading across my face. It was strange how his approval instantly made me happy. He tugged at the back of my hair and kissed me. We couldn't keep our hands off each other. We ended up in the woods that day. it was straight sex but it was amazing.
We continued to e mail and quickly arranged another meeting. This time at a hotel. I was even more nervous then the first time.
This was going to be different. It was easy in the woods to keep myself covered considering all I did was drop my pants.
I did not want him to see me completely undressed. How was I going to do this. I promised him a show. I told him I would do a little strip tease for him. I went shopping and found a black lace corset. That would work perfect.
I arrived before he did and began to prepare. I slipped into my corset and slid my silky black stockings on hastily attaching the garters. I slipped a tight knit mini skirt over that and a black button up blouse. I was putting the finishing touches on my make up when he arrived. Damn him he was early I didn't even have my heels on. I scurried to throw my shoes on and quickly pulled open the door. I know I must have looked flushed and flustered. I am embarrassed to think how untrained I was then.
He came into the room and I guided him to a seat. I slowly unbuttoned my blouse and let it slip to the floor revealing my black lace corset. I turned around and hooked my thumbs in the waist of the skirt sliding it down over my legs as I bent down so my ass would be fully displayed for him. When I was done as I had promised I climbed onto the bed and began to pleasure myself with my vibrator as he watched.
When he had seen enough he patted his lap and I jumped up excited to be in his lap and feel his touch. He bent me over his knee and smacked my ass. It definitely was not a hard smack in comparison to what lay ahead for me but I did not know this at the time. In between the smacks he would rub my ass and finger my pussy. I moaned softly at his touch.
He stood up and undressed. It was the first I had seen him completely undressed, I think I held my breath for a minute as I drank in every line of his body. His cock was hard and I just wanted it inside my wet pussy.
I think we fucked in almost every position we could. He was not rough that day and I noticed when I was not facing him he pulled my hair back from my face and would watch me.
When he fucked me up my tight ass he entered slowly allowing time for me to adjust as his large hard cock filled me. I know now that he was studying my reactions trying to get a feel for my limits and what pushed my buttons. He was very good at reading me.
He pinned my arms above my head as he fucked me and it instantly sent me over the edge. You like being restrained slut he smiled.
I grinned and shook my head vigorously. In between times when we would take a rest he would hold me in the crook of his arm and allow me to lay my head on his chest as he stroked my arms or my back. I don't know why but I felt safe and I felt like I could trust him.
After that session I began to ask questions. What did it mean to be a submissive, what could I do to please him. I wanted to give him as much pleasure as he gave me. He guided me to some sites to do some reading.
He asked me questions. Had I ever been spanked before and where did I like to be spanked?
Well I always thought you spanked someone on the ass. I quickly learned that you could be spanked on the pussy the tits anywhere on your body. I asked him about a crop or flogger... I think I had read about that in fifity shades...how badly did they hurt?
Well, he informed me it depended on how hard you were struck and where you were struck. He found a leather belt worked just as well.
My pussy started to get wet as he explained it, what was wrong with me I thought. How can I be turned on by something I haven't experienced?
Our next session came. It was decided he would bring his belt. Once again I was nervous and again I chose to keep myself covered. By now I had told him I was not ready for him to see me undressed. I told him about my insecurities. He remained patient.
I again greeted him at the door, he reached down and kissed me, I was instantly wet. He sat on the edge of the bed and I knelt next to him to take off his boots. I remained on my knees as he undressed. I had read that this was respectful.
He came over to me and placed his hand on my head and held his cock to my lips. I opened my mouth and reached up to stroke his cock as he slid it into my mouth. He slid his cock in and out gently then pulled his cock out and held it upright so I could lick the entire shaft and each of his balls. When I had thoroughly wet every inch of him he began to slide his cock into my mouth again. I started to reach up again then remembered reading that my hands should be in my lap I quickly lowered my hands and let him fuck my face. He went to the back of my throat but did not push beyond that point today. He was still testing me.
I had my first experience with the belt that day. The first sting of it across my bare ass and I could feel the hot juices of my pussy begin to completely soak me. He told me I was to count as he struck me and if I lost count we would start over. We discovered that day that I was horrible at keeping track.
After a few strikes on the ass he turned me over and struck my tits and my pussy. I had never experienced this before and the bite of the belt on my hard nipples and my clit was exquisite. I had no idea the pleasure that such pain could bring.
I begged him to fuck me and he obliged. he spread my legs and lowered himself into me I exploded as soon as he he entered. Then he sat back and pulled me onto his lap and his cock reached deep inside me setting off another explosion as my pussy clamped down hard on his cock.