I am addicted to the erotic elegance of his pain, specifically when he offers it to me so willingly. If someone had told me a few years ago that I'd draw such immense pleasure from inflicting pain onto another, I'd have questioned their sanity. I'm the same person who feels a little remorseful after swatting a fly with a rolled-up newspaper; yet I have no qualms whatsoever about tormenting my Pet's body with my hands, teeth, fingernails or any implement I can get a hold of. It never ceases to amaze me the way my cunt drips uncontrollably to bear witness to the way he will suffer for me.
His sighs of agony are so completely bewitching and persistently compel me to want to push Pet harder, farther, more fiercely. The sight of him displaying his beautiful flesh before me, both of us knowing full well I will do with it whatever it is I wish is practically an aphrodisiac. Oh, how my head spins with the possibilities of such an exquisite offering!
The first time I realized this desire happened almost unexpectedly; I recall it with such clarity. Pet was naked, on his knees, his cunt plugged, and in a rather suggestible state of mind as often is the case when his whore hole is filled. On this particular night, we used one of the smaller plugs in my Pet's sexy assβjust enough to take the edge off of his longing, while fueling his need to be used by me even more. It's such a seductive dance, tapping slowly and delicately into Pet's desires but holding him just in front of that line he so aches to trip over. Sitting on the floor mere inches in front of him, I looked closely into his eyes, gauging his readiness to surrender further. Pet returned my gaze, gently rocking back and forth, attempting to get the maximum sensation from the toy lodged into his cunt. This caused a smile to play across my lips as even in this tiny moment of silence, I was most aware of the growing need in me to use and hurt the one who was wordlessly begging me to own his flesh.
"Look at what a slut you are," I teased my Pet for squirming around, almost fruitlessly, over that small butt plug.
"I am your slut," came his breathless reply.
"I know you're my ass slut. But there are so many, many other ways I need to whorify you, Pet," my hand skimmed over his bare thigh.
"I want you to whorify me; I'm begging you to do it. Please make me a better slut for you," Pet pleaded.
Ahh, there is nearly nothing that drives the fundamental core of my energy like the delicious way my Pet begs me to, well, to do anything to him. There is nothing desperate or shameful about begging, not with Pet, as far as I'm concerned. Rather, it is more of a signal, a way Pet communicates that he is approaching that most malleable line. And I thrive on being the one to nudge him right over that line.
"You are such a beautiful slut," I whispered, my pulse was quickening as I thought about the way I wanted to mold my Pet's beauty even more to my liking tonight. My hand reached behind me and felt underneath the chair I was leaning up against. I scooped up the tool I had been saving to work Pet's body with for this occasion. Pet's eyes were fixed on my cupped palm.
"What do you have there?" he asked his curiosity so delicious.
"Close your eyes, baby," I instructed.
Pet did as he was told, and I leaned forward, my free hand roaming over his smooth chest. I loved appreciating Pet's body, his skin, in this pristine state just before I torment it. Next, I moved my head down so my mouth was at his left nipple. I could hear his breathing become shallower as I started sucking and biting on his flesh. First the left, than the right nipple...I wanted them nice and erect.
"God..." Pet moaned as my tongue played over his skin. Then a gasp escaped from his amazing lips as I deliberately let the cold, hard chain in my other hand dangle over his throbbing cock.
"Ohhh, well, what do I have here?" I feigned surprise, rubbing the chain up and down his shaft.
"Mmmmm, are those the nipple clamps, baby?" my Pet asked, eyes still shut, and a sexy little grin on his face
"My, you're an inquisitive one, aren't you?" my fingers pinching his already hard nipples.
"In fact, I think you talk too much," I stated matter-of-factly. "Stick out your tongue."
"Oh god, Ava," Pet knew what was coming next.
"Shhhh, sweet, chatty pet, "I coaxed, pressing the chain of the clamps against his cheek.
The anticipation was palpable. Pet looked slightly nervous, but his excitement was obvious, just the same. As was mine; my panties feeling damper by the moment. I slid my index finger into my panties, relishing the wetness that was seeping from me.
"Now, stick our your tongue for me, please," I instructed my Pet once again.
Pet obeyed, his tongue poking from his mouth.
"Farther," I ordered.
Pet stuck his tongue out as far as he was able. I rubbed my newly coated index finger over his upper lip.
Pet groaned at his plight.
"You want to lick that, don't you?" I whispered into his ear, opening one of the nipple clamps in my hand.
He nodded and made a sound like, "Uh huh".
"Oh, well, that's too bad...no licking for you, just yet, sexy bitch", and with that, the clover clamp was fastened onto my Pet's glorious tongue.
He cried out and that made my clit quiver. God, what was it about hurting his man that made me so hot?
I told him to open his eyes and as he did, he was treated to the sight of me leaning back, with my legs spread over his. My eyes burned right into his, as my right hand lazily was rubbing over the front of my panties.
"Do you see what you do to me? Do you know how hot and sticky my cunt gets when you let me hurt you?" I asked him, delighting that he could only mumble unintelligibly as that clap bit into his soft tongue.
"You said you want to be a better slut for me. Well, right now I want you to be my pain slut, baby. I want to get off on hurting your flesh...and make you take more pain for me so that I get wetter and wetter," I moved my panties aside so he could tell exactly how oozy I was already.