Upon owner's order what follows is the story of this slave's (age 60) path to permanent slavery. And the life, 7 years in May 2020, of slavery.
Owner's Order: Write the story of your history with female domination. How it led to my taking permanent ownership of you. What your life of slavery has been. This one time you are released to be, and must be, totally open and honest in the details, and expressions of your thoughts and feelings.
My reaction to the Order. Thrilled owner assigned me this duty. Determined to follow it to the letter. Fearful of owner's reaction to my honest thoughts and feelings. Scared she will abandon or sell me.
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Slavery is any system in which principles of property law are applied to people, allowing individuals to own, buy and sell other individuals, as a de jure form of property. A slave is unable to withdraw unilaterally from such an arrangement and works without remuneration.
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--- Chapter 1 : First 26 years ---
Had the femdom fantasy from my earliest memories. At 6 or 7 would dream of being held down, jumped on, and beaten up by girls.
Teen years were almost exclusively porn mags and a few female dominant themed adult books. Any photo or story with a Dominant Female caused me excitement. 14 and on masturbation always was focused on submitting to a woman or women.
At 16 saw the film Maitresse. She was my dream Domme.
90s led me to videos. Mostly European and all with BDSM themes. Would buy anything with a dominant woman in it. Had numerous moving boxes full of videos by 2000.
Am smart, strong, and outgoing, but always very awkward with women in any setting. Shy around them especially single ones. Dated a little in HS but usually girls who approached me. They were invariably submissive 'looking for a Daddy' type girls. Guess my confident attitude in classes and choir attracted them.
Virgin till a 21 year old college senior.
Had one slight sub experience in college.
We met in the summer after junior year in a 'cold study'. You got paid $300, a lot in 1980, and free food for six days of isolation to test a cold vaccine. We roomed in the old unused wing of a local hospital. About twenty kids each with their own room. Lots of food, games, TV, and sitting around chatting.
She was tall and slender with a Tomboy vibe. After talking some she made it clear she had a boyfriend. But was open to fooling around. We talked and somehow let on I liked girls to be in charge.
Next night she decided we would play some strip poker in her room. Winner to chose what we would do. My excitement was incredible. As I stripped during the game she looked for a moment with each removal. Checking me out while not saying a thing . Thankfully I lost.
When she won, briefly looked at my penis, then said "Stand up".
She stood up in her pants and bra. Without a word she finished undressing a few feet from me. Her 19 year old body was perfect. 5'10" and around 135 with full C cup breasts. Her ass was smallish for her size but curvy and muscular.
Complimented her on her amazing body and she smiled.
"Yes I know". Confident and sexy.
She jumped onto the bed and laid back with her hands behind her head and legs crossed. She had a full bush. Was desperate to see more of her pussy.
"So Wes here's what we are going to do. You are going to go down on me till I'm satisfied. Do a good job and you'll get a blow job."
Wow dreams come true. Finally sex with a girl.
She moved down the bed a little. "Kneel there at the end of the bed."
Kneeling, mesmerized as she slowly spread her legs. Her lips peeked out through the bush.
"Lean down and put your mouth on my pussy. You can use your fingers for a second to spread it open. Then put you hands down and eat."
Shaking I slowly lowered making sure to see it all. Lips to her lips, spread them, and started tonguing. Forgot to take my hands away quickly.
She snapped at me "Hands on the bed."
Lost myself in her taste and aroma. Face buried worked to get her off. Within a couple of minutes the pussy was dripping wet.
She made no noise and did not move at all. Laid there calm and relaxed. After 5 or 6 minutes looked up at her, while still eating, to see if there was a sign of how I was doing. She had a little smirk as she looked down at me between her breasts.
"You are submissive aren't you. Focus on my pussy."
20-25 minutes was lost, no reaction beside her juices flowing, trying my best to satisfy her. At the end she gave a few soft grunts over maybe 30 seconds.
"I'm done stop."
Raised myself up and stayed kneeling. She looked right into me.
"Really pretty good for your first time."
Oh my god hadn't told her that. She knew it.
"OK stand up right there. Close your eyes."
Heard her put her clothes on. My erection was bursting.
"OK here we go. You can watch but arms at your sides and do not move."
She turned me to face her then knelt, leaned forward, and sucked my penis into her mouth. Five amazing minutes. I orgasmed. She immediately stood up.
"Catch your breath quickly then get dressed."
It took a moment to steady myself. She watched me dress then stood right in front of me smiling and gave me a quick kiss on the lips.
"That was fun Wes. Never again."
Did not sleep much that night. Kept replaying it in my head. The next few days were me dreaming of her deciding to play again but of course she didn't. Would occasionally see her around campus. The few times we talked were in group situations.
Senior year was fast approaching. Answered an ad to share an apartment off campus. Met and roomed with a wonderful couple Betty and Randy. We became fast friends.
Betty was determined to get me more social and help me find a girl. Sweet of her but futile. Did, with her help, go out with a few girls but nothing came of it. Didn't show the nice sane girls that I had something for them. Could not really speak to girls at parties even with Betty and Randy there. Stood there like an idiot.
Betty was like my social analyst. She worked on me to try to relax and be myself.
In April Randy asked me if I wanted to go on a week hiking and camping trip with them post graduation.
"Love hiking and camping but do not want to crowd you guys."
He laughed.
"Man we share an apartment. We know when you jerk off and sure you know when we screw! Oh and Betty knows where you keep your porn stash."
Was mortified.
"OK thanks let me think about it."
Next night Betty came into my room late to chat.
"Wes you need to come out of your shell and be yourself. Do not worry about what anybody else thinks."
"Will try and thanks. You guys are my best friends."
She was smiling. Had a tear in my eye.
"Wes you are one of our best friends and we will stay friends forever. Camping?"
"Yes. Oh and um sorry about my porn stash."
She frowned.
"That is what I mean. Apologize for something natural and fun? No! At least we know what you need is a strong take charge girl."
She smiled and we said good night.
Ironically a few weeks later lost my virginity to a girl from the college choir. Danni got me to take her to a graduation party since her grad student boyfriend had left for the summer. Knowing she had a serious boyfriend helped me relax around her.
Danni was quite plain and a little overweight. Real nice with a spicy flirty attitude.
We were pretty drunk when we walked back to her dorm room. Was going to say good night but she pulled me in. It was a suite with 4 bedrooms. She walked me into her bedroom, locked the door, and shed her cloths, and I followed her lead.
She laid right down on the bed legs splayed open. Took that to mean she wanted oral so I dove right in. It was a very different experience than my first.
When I pressed my face into her plump pussy she grabbed my hair with both hands. Her hands controlled me and she was constantly pulling hair to move my mouth as she wanted.
"That's it right there. Come on push your tongue in all the way. Fuck I'm coming suck my juice."
Just a few minutes in! Stopped eating and my hair was immediately yanked.
"Keep going! Get your tongue right back on my clit! Fuck me with that tongue."
How long? Maybe thirty minutes. She came every few minutes. Each cum she yelled out. My mouth was ready to give up when she stopped.
"OK now fuck me as hard as you can."
Was rock hard the whole time. Crawled up her body and was surprised when her hand grabbed it and guided me in. First time a girl touched it with her hands.
Fucked her hard but she kept yelling "harder harder!" Lasted a long time when masturbating but was nervous I would cum too soon. Somehow managed to last about ten minutes.
Shoved it all the way in, held there, and came with huge grunts. She grabbed my ass and held me in her. Must have spurted ten times. No more virgin.
Still holding on she smiled up at me.
"That was great hun. Though you are much smaller than my boyfriend."
Geez am six inches hard. He must be huge.
We caught our breath for a minute or so.
"Eat me to a few more."
As she said it put her hands back in my hair and shoved me down. My brain was so fried it never occurred to me that I was eating my own cum out of her.
When she was done she thanked me for a nice time and asked if I wanted to hook up again. Yes!
We had several more encounters that month. Her roommates even met me the next time she brought me over. One of them said "You must be what all the noise was last week."
Looked down and turned beet red. Three attractive girls were giggling at me and knew what we had, and were now going to do! We walked into the bedroom.
"Make sure she cums at least ten times otherwise she'll be cranky tomorrow." They laughed loudly.
It ended before graduation after four hook ups.
July 1981 quickly rolled around and Randy, Betty, and I went up to New Hampshire into the Great North Woods. We spent six full days hiking, chatting, and sleeping.
It was a big moment for all of us. We had finished the first part of our first adult task. Getting a college degree.
We relaxed and enjoyed nature and covered 10+ miles of trails per day.
Betty was about 5' 7" with a curvy slender figure. Very pretty girl next door face with long sandy blond hair. Randy was 6' and solid as a rock maybe 190 lbs. All American boy with a liberal sort of hippie attitude. Wavy brown hair down to his shoulders. Every girl wanted him.
Me 6' 3" 150 lbs back then. Wiry strong. Added muscle and a spare tire since.
